For Life or Death

For Life or Death







For Life or Death

 

By: Skylar Tomokane

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author’s notes: Ok plps…I own
everything here!!!...Characters, settings, songs, etc. …If you want to use any
of them, please ask me first…I really
don’t have problem with it, it’s just that I want to know and get credit for
them…Some of the songs will probably not be mine, but don’t worry, I’m going to
give credit to the people that did them…Also,
please send me some poems that I could put in the fic…don’t worry,
you’re getting the credit for them…;)

 

Disclaimer:

Skylar: Ok, plp...the good chapter is here...*snicker, snicker*…WARNING
THIS IS A YAOI aka MALE/MALE COUPLING!!!...If you have something against it,
then don’t read…By the way, I also want to warn everybody that cha chapter
contains a really detailed lemon!!!...be careful when you read...If you get to
the part and want to miss it, you can do
so...I won’t know...just to tell you, read the first kiss because Touya says
something that is of importance and will come up in later conversations...If
you don’t read the lemon, you’re still going to understand what’s going on...I
made it just for people with problems like mine...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SO IF
YOU WANT MORE, REVIEW!!!!...I haven’t gotten 3 reviews but I’m updating
anyway...don’t ask me why...it’s just that I want to take this chapter out of
my system...as I said before I won’t
mind flames, as long as you don’t flame me for writing a male/male and
as long as you don’t try to burn my manga and pc…you try that, and, if you are
a girl, I’m gonna kill, but if you are a guy, I’m gonna molest
you!!!...aka,…girl-my slave…guy-my sex toy…sooooo be careful how you flame
me…you cross the line, and you would wish that Touya killed you. Or molested you...I guess the last one will
be more pleasurable...I’d loved to get molested by a Fey, if you ask me, but
I’ll probably be careful who I’m saying this to...Last time I checked, Fey had some really sick and
painful humor...I’d really like to stay alive after it...By the way, in this
chapter, there is also a new song...You might
be wondering why does it sound so different from the other one...It’s
something that you’ll have to wait to be answered in later chapters...Don’t you
just hate me?...By the way, for those of you that like Kauri, there is going to
be a lot of him in this chapter...AND he’s going to have a BIG part in
it...*snicker, snicker*...BIG part....get it?...

Touya: *shaking his head*I’m afraid to ask...

Skylar: Aw, come on...it’s funny...

Touya: *rolls his eyes*sure, it is...for plp with sick humor like
yours...

Skylar: Well...after this chapteho who wouldn’t have a sick
mind?*smiling devilish*

Touya: You DO realize that I still haven’t read it...

Skylar: Yeah...*whispering and forgetting that Touya has a great
hearing*that’s why I hid it.

Touya: WHAT?...THAT’S WHY I COULDN’T FIND IT!!!*dives in for the
chapter*

Skylar: *grabs it before him and uses her author powers to make it
disappear.*you’re going to read it after everybody else!!!

Touya: But I’m in it...THAT’S NOT FAIR!!!*Looks like he is about to
cry*

Skylar: Yes it is!!!*makes a step back*and put the hammer DOWN!!!

Touya: *makes a step after her with the hammer in his hands and
preparing to hit her* YOU CAN’T LET THEM
READ IT BEFORE ME!!!

Skylar: Yes, I can, and I will!!!*snaps her fingers and the hammer
disappears. Kauri runs in and ties Touya
down with really strong ropes. He is
left sitting on the floor staring at Skylar surprised.*see, I told you I ‘d do
it!!!

Touya: YOU BITCHLET LET ME GO NOW!!!*tries to rip the ropes, but they
don’t budge.*

Skylar: As I said, you are going to keep quiet and read it after
everybody else. If you don’t like the
rules, then that is your problem. I’ve
already decided!!!...Kauri?*Kauri runs up to her*You can do as you please with
him, but think that he’ll be free after the chapter, so don’t make him too mad.

Kauri: Yay!*runs up to Touya and picks him up. Runs off to the couch and sits down putting
tied up Touya in his lap. Kauri hugs him
tight and tries to make Touya relax against him.*

Touya:.................Skylar?...........You’ll pay for this!!!*looks
threatening at Skylar.*......

You’ll be sorry you ever started this story!!!!

Skylar:*not listening but singing aloud Die Again by Dir en
Gray*....Die Again....Die Again...Fuck me....I’ll kill you...*nodding her head
with the rhythm of the song*

Ryo:*sneaking in the room, but not noticing Touya and Kauri*Skylar,
where’s the sugar?...I ran out of the one you gave me and I don’t have enough to
finish the cake...

Skylar:*stops singing and turns to Ryo* Oh, Ryo, hey...I think you’ll
have to ask Kauri...*looks over to Kauri*He was the last one to cook...

Ryo:*turns over to Kauri and for the first time notices Touya sitting
in Kauri’s lap* Eh...Kauri?*blushing*can you tell me where is the sugar*trying
not to look at Touya but instead is
looking at his feet.*

Touya:*shocked*Ryo...*panicked*Eh...it’s not what you think...*tries to
get off Kauri’s lap but Kauri’s embrace is too tight for him to move*

Skylar: *Looking at Ryo*It’s exactly what you think!!!*turning to
Kauri*now tell him where the sugar is ‘cause I want my CAKE!!!...*looks over to
the readers*Ryo and Kauri are the once cooking here...I’m the one that’s
eating...well, enough of our babbling...on with the chapter...by the way if you
plp feel like skipping this dialogs, then go right ahead...They are for plp
that like to read more into the making and posting of the chapters...*snicker
snicker*or more of the characters outside of the story...well, have fun reading
and I’ll see you at the bottom of the page!!!

 

 

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A
Lie...Except You...

 

 

 

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“Dialog”

‘Thoughts’

“Songs”

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There was fire all
around me. It was burning me to the
bones. The smoke was making my breathing
worse. All of a sudden, the smoke
disappeared and scent of flowers replaced it.
It was a nice aroma, but the fire was still burning me. I turned around and found myself standing
face to face with my mother. She wasn’t
wearing any clothes, but her long green hair was covering her up. The fire wasn’t touching her. She had a stern look on her face. The scent of flowers became stronger the more
I looked at her, and the fire calmed down until it stopped altogether. I made a step towards her, but she stepped
back.

“Take care, son. Moreover, take care of him. He deserves it.” Slowly she disappeared. With her disappeared also the light and I was
left alone in the darkness. A light
caught my eye at my right and when I turned, I saw Ryo standing there, watching
me. I made a step to go to him, but I
felt somebody behind me. I turned again
and came to face Kauri. Both guys looked
hurt and I wanted to go to both of them, but I knew I had to choose.

All of a sudden, there
was a loud hammering coming from far away and getting closer. I woke up in my bed covered in sweat. The hammering was still there and I realized
that that was actually Kauri trying to get me to get up. I looked at my side to find the watch and 2:00 AM flashed bright red in front of me.

“Touya,
open the door. If you don’t do it, I’m
going to bust it down!” Kauri sounded
unhappy with me. Slowly I got off my bed
and went to the door. I unlocked it and
found Kauri looking at me with red eyes, and messed up hair. He looked like he had cried himself to sleep.

“Touya, I’m
sorry. Please don’t be mad at me. I just can’t stand to lose you.” He sounded desperate. Kauri has never apologized at me, so him
saying that he is sorry is a big thing.
He was begging for forgiveness and I was willing to give it. I still had that dream in my mind. I couldn’t choose between the two few minutes
ago, so I couldn’t choose now either.

“Kauri, it’s 2 in the
morning.” His eyes watered and tears started
making their way down his chicks. My
heart stopped at the view. Slowly I
moved my hand up and cached one of his tears moving it to my mouth for a taste. “Why are you crying Kauri?” He didn’t answer but continued standing at my
door with tears coming down his eyes. I
moved out of the doorway and made a sign to him to come in.

 

He made his way to the
bed and sat on it. He wasn’t looking at
me, but I knew that he had stopped crying.
I made my way to him. I pushed him
back, and he fell on the bed. I could
see his eyes staring wide at me. I sat
on his stomach and slowly bended over him.
Our lips touched and I pushed harder bruising our lips. I opened slightly my mouth and my thong
flicked over his mouth wetting it and asking for a permission to go in. His lips separated and my thong went in. I explored every inch of him. Finally, our thongs met and started their
never-ending battle for dominance. It
felt like we were trying to eat each other from the mouth down. My blood was boiling in my veins and I felt
him hard against my lower parts. I could
taste his desire in my mouth.

 

Slowly I pushed back
and stared at him while trying to regain my breathing. His lips were full and swollen from the
kiss. I could feel him breathing hard
under me. Just like him, I was
hard. I wanted the release. He didn’t say anything, just continued
staring at me. I wanted to touch him and
feel him around me. That though scared
me. Since the witch died, I slept with
humans only to get the release and they were always women. I never cared for them, but I cared about
Kauri and knew that if I sleep with him now, I would want more and more until I
fell too far deep to be saved.

 

I tried to move away,
but my body didn’t want to listen to me.
The desire for his touch was engulfing me. My mind was screaming for me to run away from
there, but it wasn’t my mind that was controlling my body at that moment.

“Only one night.” I whispered and he nodded. Exactly at that moment, I was ready to give
up everything, only for his touch. I got
off him and made enough space for him to be able to stand. He stood and tried to take off his shirt, but
his hands were trembling. I made my way
to him and caught his hands between mine.


“Let me…” He moved them away and I unbuttoned his
shirt. Through the whole process I made sure that out skin didn’t touch because
I would have probably lost control. Once
the shirt was off, I started exploring him with my mouth from his jaw down. I made sure I licked every place I went
by. I moved to his collarbone and traced
it out. I pulled away and Kauri moved
with me.

“Get on the bed…”I
whispered and he did as I asked. His
black hair and the black satin sheets were making him look part of the
decor. I took off my own shirt and moved
again on top of him. I started where I
had left off. Slowly I m to to one of
his nipples and the moment I took it in my mouth, I heard Kauri gasp. I smiled at my self and started working my
thong on it sucking from time to time.
At one point, I used my teeth to bite gently into his flesh and he cried
out. After few, more licks, I moved to
the other one. I repeated the procedure
there and again heard him cry out.

“Please…ahh” Kauri breathed out. I smiled to myself.

“Not yet!” I could feel
our skin brushing against each other and every touch was arousing me more.

Once done with his
chest, I continued moving down. I got to
the pants and stopped. Slowly my fingers worked on the buttons and zipper but
once done, I didn’t take them off. I
knew that just like me, he wasn’t wearing anything under them so I wanted to
make him suffer a little more. My thong
went in the open pants and found its to to the tip of him. The moment I licked him, Kauri cried out and
moved up to try to feel more of my mouth on him. I pulled down his pants and enjoyed my work.

“You’re beautiful.” He
was already hard and ready, and I was still in the beginning of the
torture. I also took off my pants and
laid back on him purposely rubbing my hardness against his. We both cried out this time. The feel of him against me made me so hard
that I could hardly stand it. My hair
was around us and at one point was becoming one with his. This night was all for him, though, so I
continued with my torture.

“PLEA..SE TOU…YA…plea…se…AHHH” Kauri continued crying out but I purposely
ignored him and moved to the insides of his legs. I opened his legs and made my way to the
joining skin between them. I licked it
and he cried out again. Slowly I started
sucking on it. With every movement of my
mouth, Kauri cried out of pleasure. I
moved back to his hardness and took him whole in my mouth.

“AAAAHHHHH!” He cried out but I continued. He was almost there, but he was so long that
was almost choking me. I used my thong
and teeth to bring him in. Right before
he reached the climax, though, I let him go.


“Tou..ya…don’t…stop!”
He started making noises of disapproval, but I wouldn’t have had it. I reached between his legs and pushed one of
my fingers inside him. Kauri gasped and
I made my way to his neck again. I
started tracing it with my thong, while moving my finger inside him, preparing
him for me. Few moments later, I pushed
in a second finger and then third to try and stretch him. I made sure that I was distracting him from
the pain with my caresses and kisses.
When he started moving his hips with the rhythm of my fingers, I took
them out. I moved away from him and he
protested while trying to pull me back to him.
I took part of his hair on the back of his head and moved his head up,
holding it firmly. I kissed him hungrily
and at the same time, thrust slowly into him.
He cried out against my mouth, but I kept him pinned. He was definitely a real tight fuck. ‘I
should have done this earlier.’ came to my mind. I felt his nails bait into my back, and
surprisingly, it pleased me. I came in
him as much as I could and stopped, giving him time to get used to me.

“Touya…it…hurts…”
Tears were coming down his face. I moved
my kisses to his neck and one of my hands on his hardness. The moment my hand touched him, he cried out
again, but this time from pleasure and moved up so I got deeper into him.

 

Slowly
I pulled out until only the tip of me was inside him, and then with great
power, I thrust into him. He cried out
again, but I didn’t stop. I continued
the thirsts much faster, and soon I found a regular speed that I made faster
with time. Kauri wasn’t crying out of
pain any more. He was breathing heavily
and I knew that he was close. All of a
sudden, I thrust hard into him and he cried louder than before. I continued hitting his pleasure spot and
exactly when I was close to climax, my hand moved on him. I started stroking him with the rhythm of my
thrusts and in the last moment, I went in faster and harder than before. He froze in my hands reaching his climax and
his muscles tightened giving me more pleasure than before. He cried out my name out and released in my
hand. With his climax came mine and
throwing my head back, I cried out while I released myself inside of him. When I finished, I laid
on top of him and tried to relearn how to breathe.

 

I was still inside of him and could feel him
getting too tight to stand. Slowly I
came out and lay beside him. For a few
minutes, the only sound in the room was our breathing. Kauri moved closer to me, and I put my hands
around him, pulling him into my embrace.
Our privates rubbed into each other, and a sound deep from his throat came
rolling out. It sounded like the purring
of a big cat. I rested one of my hands
behind his head and the other one on his lower back.

“Does it still hurt?”
I whispered and he snuggled closer to me.

“Yeah, a lot, but it
was worth it.” He whispered back and
with that, he fell asleep from exhaustion.
I smiled to my self and went to sleep myself.