Take Me From This Pain, Brian's story
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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
39
Views:
8,702
Reviews:
80
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Tasting you
"Hey, Niko?"
"Yeah?"
"How are you and Trent getting along?" Brian asked.
Niko had come to spend the afternoon with him because he didn't want to be alone in Trent's apartment. He didn't think Manny knew where he was staying, but he preferred not to take the chance of being caught alone, and Trent was coming over for dinner anyway. The two boys sat at the kitchen table. Brian was peeling potatoes and Niko was slicing a pepper.
"We're fine," Niko sighed. "I just wish he didn't have a feeling for me."
"A feeling?" Brian quirked an eyebrow as spoke.
"Yes. He tries to hide it and I know he wouldn't do anything, but I can feel him watching me sometimes."
"Trent's not at all like Manny," Brian said hurriedly, jumping to his friend's defense. "He'd never force anything."
"I know this," Niko smiled. "He's already said. Besides, he knows I'm returning home soon, so it wouldn't help either of us anyway."
"Yeah," the small blonde boy frowned. "I was hoping you wouldn't go back soon. I kind of like having a friend to talk to."
"I'm honored, Brian," Niko grinned. "But I can't stay longer than the case allows. I've already gone past the limit as it is."
"That's only because Manny held you prisoner here!"
"Ah, this is true. But the fact remains that I didn't finish my education, as the visa required. And I have no money to stay here to do so. I have to go back to my family."
"Niko, do you really want to go back?"
"I do, but I don't," the small Greek boy sighed. "I want to see my family after all of this time and make sure they're well. But I also want to go to school here and get a good job. Maybe have some money to send back to my family so they don't have to struggle as much. My mother works so hard, and she's never been able to stay home with any of us. I had to take care of my baby sister when I was ten so that she could work in the fields."
"But why can't you see if there's a way to do that?"
"After the last time?" Niko looked nonplussed. "No thank you, my friend. If I can't do it without staying with some stranger, I'd rather go back and start from the beginning."
"But Trent's not really a stranger."
"But he makes me a little . . . how do you say it? Uncomfortable. I know he isn't like Manny and would never do that to me, but you need to understand what my life has been like for the last year. I'm sorry, Brian. I don't mean to insult you or your friends, but I just can't."
"It's okay, Niko," Brian smiled sadly. "I understand."
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"He's just so conflicted," Brian murmured to Matt later on that night as the larger boy held him tightly in their bed. "I know he wants to go to school here, and he didn't deny it when I asked him, but he just won't trust staying with anyone while he does it."
Matt considered his boyfriend's words carefully. It almost seemed as if Brian were trying to rewrite his own history through Niko, but Matt knew he couldn't point that out. It would hurt the small blonde boy's feelings and the thought of causing Brian any discomfort nauseated Matt.
"Well, only he knows what's best for him, Precious," Matt whispered, dropping light kisses on the back of Brian's head. He snuggled in closer and squeezed the small blonde tightly to him. "You can't make him do something he doesn't want to do."
"I know that," Brian sighed, turning in Matt's arms and tightening his own around his larger boyfriend.
Matt loved it when Brian clung to him like this. He could feel every inch of him this way and he knew it made Brian feel safe. The smaller boy had been clinging more and more to him lately, too. And Matt wasn't about to complain. He lightly grasped Brian's earlobe in his front teeth and gently tugged, loving the small gasp Brian rewarded him with as he also shivered. Nights were magical for Matt when they were spent like this. There were no expectations, no planned seductions. Just two men who loved each other and wanted to meld into one another in the middle of the night.
"I just don't want him to give up on his dream of getting a higher education and helping his family out because of what happened to him," Brian went on.
"I can empathize with that."
"I know you can," Brian said softly as he kissed Matt's bare chest. "And I think I'm slowly getting better."
"You are, baby."
"Thanks to you."
"No, it's all you, Bri," Matt smiled in the dark. "I can only do so much for you. You were the one who took the chance to come out here with me and build a life. And I am so happy that you did."
"So am I," Brian smiled back in the dark.
Brian's hands began to wander down Matt's body and the taller boy knew what would come next. Though they'd never actually done more than this, Matt got the same excitement every time. In his mind, there was nothing hotter than Brian jerking him off in their bed. He knew this was all the small blonde could offer him for now and he was fine with it, just as he'd told Jason. Brian was the only thing he needed. He bucked his hips and assisted Brian in taking off his pajama pants. The small blonde boy pulled off his briefs in the same motion, indicating just how badly he wanted his boyfriend naked right now.
Hands massaged Matt's thighs and hips, arousing him like no other in his past ever could. Matt sent up a silent prayer that he would be able to last a little longer than usual, but Brian's touch was always his undoing. Finally, Brian lightly fingered Matt's thick, hard shaft and the tall blonde bucked again in ecstasy. The room was too dark to look into Brian's eyes and that was what Matt always loved to do. But suddenly Brian's hands began a slow cadence, excruciatingly slow actually and Matt grunted in frustration.
"Am I hurting you?" Brian shyly asked.
"God, NO!" Matt growled. "At least not in the way you think you are."
"Oh," Brian whispered and suddenly stopped, pulling his hand away.
"Bri?" Matt asked, afraid he'd scared his small lover. "I didn't mean . . .Ahhh!"
Brian's hot wet mouth replaced his hand on Matt's cock and interrupted what Matt was going to say.
"You don't have to" he gritted out. "Oh GOD!"
"I want to," Brian whispered mischievously as he licked his way up and down the length and kissed the head of Matt's now-pulsating shaft. "I know I'm probably not any good."
"Are you KIDDING?!" Matt practically screamed. "You're PHENOMANAL!"
"Mmmm," was Brian's only response as he took Matt into his mouth and began to softly suck him.
The torture was sweet but mind numbing for Matt. He was trying desperately to hold onto whatever control he could find and not just release into Brian's hot mouth. But the small blonde wasn't letting up, increasing the rhythm of his movements.
"Bri?" Matt squeaked out. "Baby? I don't want to explode in your mouth."
"Why not?" Brian asked innocently.
"Because you may not like it."
Brian stopped for a moment but Matt could feel his breath on his own cock as he gathered his thoughts.
"Matt, the only memory of this I have is what happened," he said sadly. "I want to replace it with you."
"But the taste?"
"But it's YOU," Brian insisted. "And I WANT it!"
Brian then pulled Matt's cock back into his mouth and resumed where he left off, leaving Matt a panting and writhing mess. He fought to control himself. He tried to hold off. But Brian's mouth was sweet and his will was stronger. Matt knew going into this that whatever Brian wanted he would give him. And he did. His release crashed over him hard as he felt his body empty into Brian's waiting mouth. And the small boy didn't let a drop escape, swallowing it all and licking his panting boyfriend clean before climbing back up the bed to wrap his arms around Matt and lay his head on his chest to hear the larger boy's heart beat.
"Why is it I can never refuse you?" Matt panted out as he struggled to catch his breath. "No matter what it is, you always manage to convince me to let you have your way."
"You love me," Brian purred with a newfound confidence that turned Matt on like never before. "And you just want to make me happy."
"That I do," Matt whispered as he kissed Brian's forehead then his lips, delighting in tasting himself mixed with the small blonde's unique taste. "And I always will."
"Love you," Brian added drowsily.
"Love you, too."
"Yeah?"
"How are you and Trent getting along?" Brian asked.
Niko had come to spend the afternoon with him because he didn't want to be alone in Trent's apartment. He didn't think Manny knew where he was staying, but he preferred not to take the chance of being caught alone, and Trent was coming over for dinner anyway. The two boys sat at the kitchen table. Brian was peeling potatoes and Niko was slicing a pepper.
"We're fine," Niko sighed. "I just wish he didn't have a feeling for me."
"A feeling?" Brian quirked an eyebrow as spoke.
"Yes. He tries to hide it and I know he wouldn't do anything, but I can feel him watching me sometimes."
"Trent's not at all like Manny," Brian said hurriedly, jumping to his friend's defense. "He'd never force anything."
"I know this," Niko smiled. "He's already said. Besides, he knows I'm returning home soon, so it wouldn't help either of us anyway."
"Yeah," the small blonde boy frowned. "I was hoping you wouldn't go back soon. I kind of like having a friend to talk to."
"I'm honored, Brian," Niko grinned. "But I can't stay longer than the case allows. I've already gone past the limit as it is."
"That's only because Manny held you prisoner here!"
"Ah, this is true. But the fact remains that I didn't finish my education, as the visa required. And I have no money to stay here to do so. I have to go back to my family."
"Niko, do you really want to go back?"
"I do, but I don't," the small Greek boy sighed. "I want to see my family after all of this time and make sure they're well. But I also want to go to school here and get a good job. Maybe have some money to send back to my family so they don't have to struggle as much. My mother works so hard, and she's never been able to stay home with any of us. I had to take care of my baby sister when I was ten so that she could work in the fields."
"But why can't you see if there's a way to do that?"
"After the last time?" Niko looked nonplussed. "No thank you, my friend. If I can't do it without staying with some stranger, I'd rather go back and start from the beginning."
"But Trent's not really a stranger."
"But he makes me a little . . . how do you say it? Uncomfortable. I know he isn't like Manny and would never do that to me, but you need to understand what my life has been like for the last year. I'm sorry, Brian. I don't mean to insult you or your friends, but I just can't."
"It's okay, Niko," Brian smiled sadly. "I understand."
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"He's just so conflicted," Brian murmured to Matt later on that night as the larger boy held him tightly in their bed. "I know he wants to go to school here, and he didn't deny it when I asked him, but he just won't trust staying with anyone while he does it."
Matt considered his boyfriend's words carefully. It almost seemed as if Brian were trying to rewrite his own history through Niko, but Matt knew he couldn't point that out. It would hurt the small blonde boy's feelings and the thought of causing Brian any discomfort nauseated Matt.
"Well, only he knows what's best for him, Precious," Matt whispered, dropping light kisses on the back of Brian's head. He snuggled in closer and squeezed the small blonde tightly to him. "You can't make him do something he doesn't want to do."
"I know that," Brian sighed, turning in Matt's arms and tightening his own around his larger boyfriend.
Matt loved it when Brian clung to him like this. He could feel every inch of him this way and he knew it made Brian feel safe. The smaller boy had been clinging more and more to him lately, too. And Matt wasn't about to complain. He lightly grasped Brian's earlobe in his front teeth and gently tugged, loving the small gasp Brian rewarded him with as he also shivered. Nights were magical for Matt when they were spent like this. There were no expectations, no planned seductions. Just two men who loved each other and wanted to meld into one another in the middle of the night.
"I just don't want him to give up on his dream of getting a higher education and helping his family out because of what happened to him," Brian went on.
"I can empathize with that."
"I know you can," Brian said softly as he kissed Matt's bare chest. "And I think I'm slowly getting better."
"You are, baby."
"Thanks to you."
"No, it's all you, Bri," Matt smiled in the dark. "I can only do so much for you. You were the one who took the chance to come out here with me and build a life. And I am so happy that you did."
"So am I," Brian smiled back in the dark.
Brian's hands began to wander down Matt's body and the taller boy knew what would come next. Though they'd never actually done more than this, Matt got the same excitement every time. In his mind, there was nothing hotter than Brian jerking him off in their bed. He knew this was all the small blonde could offer him for now and he was fine with it, just as he'd told Jason. Brian was the only thing he needed. He bucked his hips and assisted Brian in taking off his pajama pants. The small blonde boy pulled off his briefs in the same motion, indicating just how badly he wanted his boyfriend naked right now.
Hands massaged Matt's thighs and hips, arousing him like no other in his past ever could. Matt sent up a silent prayer that he would be able to last a little longer than usual, but Brian's touch was always his undoing. Finally, Brian lightly fingered Matt's thick, hard shaft and the tall blonde bucked again in ecstasy. The room was too dark to look into Brian's eyes and that was what Matt always loved to do. But suddenly Brian's hands began a slow cadence, excruciatingly slow actually and Matt grunted in frustration.
"Am I hurting you?" Brian shyly asked.
"God, NO!" Matt growled. "At least not in the way you think you are."
"Oh," Brian whispered and suddenly stopped, pulling his hand away.
"Bri?" Matt asked, afraid he'd scared his small lover. "I didn't mean . . .Ahhh!"
Brian's hot wet mouth replaced his hand on Matt's cock and interrupted what Matt was going to say.
"You don't have to" he gritted out. "Oh GOD!"
"I want to," Brian whispered mischievously as he licked his way up and down the length and kissed the head of Matt's now-pulsating shaft. "I know I'm probably not any good."
"Are you KIDDING?!" Matt practically screamed. "You're PHENOMANAL!"
"Mmmm," was Brian's only response as he took Matt into his mouth and began to softly suck him.
The torture was sweet but mind numbing for Matt. He was trying desperately to hold onto whatever control he could find and not just release into Brian's hot mouth. But the small blonde wasn't letting up, increasing the rhythm of his movements.
"Bri?" Matt squeaked out. "Baby? I don't want to explode in your mouth."
"Why not?" Brian asked innocently.
"Because you may not like it."
Brian stopped for a moment but Matt could feel his breath on his own cock as he gathered his thoughts.
"Matt, the only memory of this I have is what happened," he said sadly. "I want to replace it with you."
"But the taste?"
"But it's YOU," Brian insisted. "And I WANT it!"
Brian then pulled Matt's cock back into his mouth and resumed where he left off, leaving Matt a panting and writhing mess. He fought to control himself. He tried to hold off. But Brian's mouth was sweet and his will was stronger. Matt knew going into this that whatever Brian wanted he would give him. And he did. His release crashed over him hard as he felt his body empty into Brian's waiting mouth. And the small boy didn't let a drop escape, swallowing it all and licking his panting boyfriend clean before climbing back up the bed to wrap his arms around Matt and lay his head on his chest to hear the larger boy's heart beat.
"Why is it I can never refuse you?" Matt panted out as he struggled to catch his breath. "No matter what it is, you always manage to convince me to let you have your way."
"You love me," Brian purred with a newfound confidence that turned Matt on like never before. "And you just want to make me happy."
"That I do," Matt whispered as he kissed Brian's forehead then his lips, delighting in tasting himself mixed with the small blonde's unique taste. "And I always will."
"Love you," Brian added drowsily.
"Love you, too."