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Original - Misc › -FemSlash - Female/Female
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
31
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5,161
Reviews:
54
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Cuz I need to re-emphasize what fake means here goes:This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication i
Deception; Depression, oh my!
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Deception; Depression, oh my!
Mel glared at her car keys and then back to Douglas as he took another drink. “I think,” Mel mumbled as she let her keys drop on the desk.
“I think I'm stuck here,” Mel staggered to her seat as Douglas only chuckled.
“Call a damn cab, don't be useless.” He yawned as he reclined on the seat. “I don't want to leave my car,” Mel uttered as she took her phone out of her pocket.
“you need a ride too,” Mel told Douglas as he stood up and walked out of her office.
Mel took a deep breath as she dialed, she waited patiently as the other line rang.
“Hello,” a sleepy voice answered her as she looked at the cellphone and realized it was close to eleven.
“Lucas I'm drunk,” She blurted out as Lucas sighed, he stood up from his bed as he maneuvered the phone in each hand as he started to change.
“I can hear it,” He mumbled annoyed. He really dislike Mel when she drank, this was the third time she had called him drunk.
“I appreciated you calling instead of driving drunk, but what the hell Melissa. Your a bad drinker what the hell gives.” He scolded as he grabbed his keys.
“I know,” Mel sighed into the phone as she looked back to see Douglas staggering around.
“My boss needs a ride too.”
Lucas took a deep breath controlling himself.
“Fine, your at work? I'll be there in a half hour.”
Mel stared at her phone as she looked back to see Douglas putting on his jacket.
“Where you going?” Mel inquired as she beat him to his keys.
“I'm going home,” he muttered angrily as he tried to retrieve his keys from her.
“Look I need you alive so you can write my paychecks so just,” Mel took a step back avoiding his upcoming advances.
“I got Lucas coming over he's gonna take us home.”
Douglas muttered under his breath as both of them clumsily locked up the office and waited outside.
They sat outside on the curb, Mel reeked of alcohol as she sniffed her clothes and groaned.
“Damn you,” she mumbled as Douglas was in his own little world.
Lucas true to his word arrived a half hour later, he pulled up in front of the drunken duo.
“I swear Mel this better be the last time you get drunk and leave Ellie alone.” Lucas helped her to her feet as she got in the back seat. Lucas looked down to see Douglas. Lucas froze as Douglas stood wobbly, he was taller than Lucas even as he slouched.
Douglas rugged look made Lucas swallow hard as he guided Douglas to the front seat. “Your pretty,” Douglas chuckled as Lucas closed the door and saw him passed out in his front seat.
Back at the house, Ellie sat on the bed that was in her office and numbly stared at the wall. Alexis had been long gone, she was glad that Mel wasn't home. She couldn't bear the thought of seeing her and she had no idea how to tell her. Should she even tell her? Ellie wiped her tears as they flowed freely as she picked up one of the journals and looked for an entry about Alexis, but she found none, there was no record on her behalf of that specific night.
She did find an entry when she returned home.
3/15/2008 (Saturday Night)
I got home and the first thing I did was shower, I scrubbed and scrubbed, to the point my skin was red and it ached. I burned my back as the water was on full blast hot, I cried silently as I pounded my fist on the shower wall.
I was glad Mel wasn't home, she was at the office trying to fix a last minute bug in one of her current projects.
I on the other hand just numbly made it home. There was no way Mel should know, there was no need for her too know. It was a bad decision that was aided by my intoxication.
I finally called it quits as I got out of the shower, and dressed in a long shirt I had and just laid there in the dark. Around midnight I heard the room door open and I could feel Mel's presence.
I heard her undo her belt buckle and the rustle of clothing as it fell to the floor.
The bed shifted as I felt Mel scoot closer, her arms went under my shirt and I bit my lip trying to hold back the tears that were on the brink of falling.
Her coarse hands rubbed my stomach as I felt her breath on the back of my neck as she kissed it. I almost lost it as I felt her shiver and hug me tight.
“I missed ya,” she whispered as she capture my earlobe. She intimately pushed her hips into my butt as I groaned.
“Melissa, I'm tired,” I mumbled as I heard her sigh. “I know you must be jet lag sorry,” she apologize as she kissed my cheek and nuzzle my neck.
No, she didn't have to know, she shouldn't know.
4/5/2008
Mel had me pinned against the bathroom door as I tried to escape her advance for the night.
“babe,” she nuzzle my neck as her hands held my wrist above my head, I looked away trying to find a way to tell her, I just wanted to go sleep.
“Mel not tonight,” I exhale annoyed trying to get her uninterested. She let go of my wrist abruptly as she smacked the wall next to my head.
“Fuck Ellie what the hell is it with this cold shoulder shit,” Stepped back allowing me to slip into the bathroom. She was furious and frustrated. I couldn't blame her.
“Sorry, “ I mumbled as I closed the door. The click echoed as I locked it.
“The fuck,” Mel hit the door as I trembled.
“what the hell did I do Ellie? Huh?” Mel shouted to the close door as I stood on the other side trying to control myself.
I could hear her breathing heavy on the other side, I could picture her, her glasses on her right hand, her left hand pinching the bridge of her nose as she counted mentally trying to keep her composure.
“All right fine you know what?” Mel shouted as I closed my eyes, “sleep alone all you want.” with that I heard the door room slam and then faintly the front door too.
(Present)
From there everything went down hill, Ellie recalled as she smacked her hands on her face. The pain in her chest increased as she felt a sob run through her.
The front door slammed shut as Ellie jumped up startled, she wiped her tears away as she rubbed her face furiously trying to control herself.
“I swear,” she heard Lucas muttered as Ellie opened the door and peeked into the hallway to see Lucas helping Mel walk.
“Hey,” he smiled at Ellie and then quickly frowned as he realized she had been crying. He felt more angry, “Damn you Melissa,” he cursed as Ellie shook her head, and pointed to Mel's office.
Mel was out even before she touch the mattress as she landed on her stomach, Ellie smiled sadly as she closed the door and turned around to a concerned Lucas.
“don't ask,” she mumbled as she walked towards the living room.
“Elizabeth,” he groaned as he followed her, she turned around only to be smoother by him. He hugged her tight as she cried, the dam broke loose as she finally let go of what she was holding back, she felt her chest cave in as her sobs racked her body.
“Oh god Lucas,” she muttered as she hugged him tight. Her body tremble as she lost the ability to breath and was gasping for air as Lucas just rubbed her back trying to calm her down.
Lucas took deep breath as he slowly exhale and inhale, Ellie felt his chest rise up and down as she swallowed hard trying to mimic him. She took a deep breath and coughed as she exhale.
“Relax,” he whispered as he rocked her back and forth. “Relax,” he mumbled as she closed her eyes.
They stood there for a long time, Lucas never once faltering in his hug as he held her tight. He didn't care he had an unconscious man in his car, in fact he actually forgot about him.
“I-,” Elli started to talk as Lucas rubbed the top of her head. “It's okay you don't have to tell me today.” He eased her anxiety as she nodded, she stepped back to arms length as she wiped her nose with her fore arm.
She sniffled, and rubbed her eyes as Lucas looked down at her and smile sadly. “You want me to come back,” Lucas offered as Ellie nodded once and then shook her head.
“No, it's okay, I'm okay.”
“Are you sure,” he took her hands in his as he placed a hand on the back of her neck and brought her close as he kissed her forehead.
“Call me,” he stated, Ellie nodded while she mumbled, “Okay,”
“Okay then go to sleep,” Lucas was reluctant in leaving, he walked slowly to the door looking at Ellie's puffy eyes. She had been crying for a while now.
“Lucas go I'll be fine,” Ellie demanded as she opened the door. “I just need to think,” he raised an eyebrow as he stepped out side.
“You need sleep too,” and with that he waved bye and ran to the truck to see Douglas face contorted on the window.
Ellie closed the door and slumped down on the ground as she lost control all over again.
5/27/2008
Mel was true to her word, we hadn't slept in the same bed for a while now. I woke up feeling guilty and sick. Sick and tired of not being able to act like nothing had happened. Alexis true to her promise never mention what had occurred.
I could hear Melissa's door close as she walked out of her room. I didn't want to face her, or see how another day was passing by and we were deteriorating. Everything we did was full of tension. Everything was formal, and cold.
I bit my lip as I stood up and got ready, it had to be at the office by eight thirty. I had enough time to shower and eat what ever Mel decide to cook. By the time I was out of my room, Mel was long gone as she left me a plate of scramble eggs and bacon and a card.
I picked it up, on the covered it was a drawn pencil sketch of the butterfly pendant she gave me when we were in college. I swallowed hard as I opened it.
“Happy birthday Elizabeth,”
Three simple words that brought tears to my eyes. I had to fix this, some how I just had to fix it.
Work was monotonous as I was congratulate on my big TWO SHY OF 30! Alexis had gotten me a gift, which I declined as she nodded understanding.
I spent the rest of the days returning calls for John and surfing the net.
How I came upon it I don't know, but there it was a trip to Australia, to explore the ocean and attend a how to de-stress yourself seminar.
John came into my office and spotted my screen, “birthday gift?” he inquiry as I looked at him and then back to the screen.
“Yes,” I uttered not realizing what I was doing. “Nice,” he smiled as he tapped his wrist. “I need that file, and let me know so you can take your week off okay.” I nodded as I checked my bank account.
I had enough saved up to do this spontaneous thing.
(A/N: sorry if it's short)
Deception; Depression, oh my!
Mel glared at her car keys and then back to Douglas as he took another drink. “I think,” Mel mumbled as she let her keys drop on the desk.
“I think I'm stuck here,” Mel staggered to her seat as Douglas only chuckled.
“Call a damn cab, don't be useless.” He yawned as he reclined on the seat. “I don't want to leave my car,” Mel uttered as she took her phone out of her pocket.
“you need a ride too,” Mel told Douglas as he stood up and walked out of her office.
Mel took a deep breath as she dialed, she waited patiently as the other line rang.
“Hello,” a sleepy voice answered her as she looked at the cellphone and realized it was close to eleven.
“Lucas I'm drunk,” She blurted out as Lucas sighed, he stood up from his bed as he maneuvered the phone in each hand as he started to change.
“I can hear it,” He mumbled annoyed. He really dislike Mel when she drank, this was the third time she had called him drunk.
“I appreciated you calling instead of driving drunk, but what the hell Melissa. Your a bad drinker what the hell gives.” He scolded as he grabbed his keys.
“I know,” Mel sighed into the phone as she looked back to see Douglas staggering around.
“My boss needs a ride too.”
Lucas took a deep breath controlling himself.
“Fine, your at work? I'll be there in a half hour.”
Mel stared at her phone as she looked back to see Douglas putting on his jacket.
“Where you going?” Mel inquired as she beat him to his keys.
“I'm going home,” he muttered angrily as he tried to retrieve his keys from her.
“Look I need you alive so you can write my paychecks so just,” Mel took a step back avoiding his upcoming advances.
“I got Lucas coming over he's gonna take us home.”
Douglas muttered under his breath as both of them clumsily locked up the office and waited outside.
They sat outside on the curb, Mel reeked of alcohol as she sniffed her clothes and groaned.
“Damn you,” she mumbled as Douglas was in his own little world.
Lucas true to his word arrived a half hour later, he pulled up in front of the drunken duo.
“I swear Mel this better be the last time you get drunk and leave Ellie alone.” Lucas helped her to her feet as she got in the back seat. Lucas looked down to see Douglas. Lucas froze as Douglas stood wobbly, he was taller than Lucas even as he slouched.
Douglas rugged look made Lucas swallow hard as he guided Douglas to the front seat. “Your pretty,” Douglas chuckled as Lucas closed the door and saw him passed out in his front seat.
Back at the house, Ellie sat on the bed that was in her office and numbly stared at the wall. Alexis had been long gone, she was glad that Mel wasn't home. She couldn't bear the thought of seeing her and she had no idea how to tell her. Should she even tell her? Ellie wiped her tears as they flowed freely as she picked up one of the journals and looked for an entry about Alexis, but she found none, there was no record on her behalf of that specific night.
She did find an entry when she returned home.
3/15/2008 (Saturday Night)
I got home and the first thing I did was shower, I scrubbed and scrubbed, to the point my skin was red and it ached. I burned my back as the water was on full blast hot, I cried silently as I pounded my fist on the shower wall.
I was glad Mel wasn't home, she was at the office trying to fix a last minute bug in one of her current projects.
I on the other hand just numbly made it home. There was no way Mel should know, there was no need for her too know. It was a bad decision that was aided by my intoxication.
I finally called it quits as I got out of the shower, and dressed in a long shirt I had and just laid there in the dark. Around midnight I heard the room door open and I could feel Mel's presence.
I heard her undo her belt buckle and the rustle of clothing as it fell to the floor.
The bed shifted as I felt Mel scoot closer, her arms went under my shirt and I bit my lip trying to hold back the tears that were on the brink of falling.
Her coarse hands rubbed my stomach as I felt her breath on the back of my neck as she kissed it. I almost lost it as I felt her shiver and hug me tight.
“I missed ya,” she whispered as she capture my earlobe. She intimately pushed her hips into my butt as I groaned.
“Melissa, I'm tired,” I mumbled as I heard her sigh. “I know you must be jet lag sorry,” she apologize as she kissed my cheek and nuzzle my neck.
No, she didn't have to know, she shouldn't know.
4/5/2008
Mel had me pinned against the bathroom door as I tried to escape her advance for the night.
“babe,” she nuzzle my neck as her hands held my wrist above my head, I looked away trying to find a way to tell her, I just wanted to go sleep.
“Mel not tonight,” I exhale annoyed trying to get her uninterested. She let go of my wrist abruptly as she smacked the wall next to my head.
“Fuck Ellie what the hell is it with this cold shoulder shit,” Stepped back allowing me to slip into the bathroom. She was furious and frustrated. I couldn't blame her.
“Sorry, “ I mumbled as I closed the door. The click echoed as I locked it.
“The fuck,” Mel hit the door as I trembled.
“what the hell did I do Ellie? Huh?” Mel shouted to the close door as I stood on the other side trying to control myself.
I could hear her breathing heavy on the other side, I could picture her, her glasses on her right hand, her left hand pinching the bridge of her nose as she counted mentally trying to keep her composure.
“All right fine you know what?” Mel shouted as I closed my eyes, “sleep alone all you want.” with that I heard the door room slam and then faintly the front door too.
(Present)
From there everything went down hill, Ellie recalled as she smacked her hands on her face. The pain in her chest increased as she felt a sob run through her.
The front door slammed shut as Ellie jumped up startled, she wiped her tears away as she rubbed her face furiously trying to control herself.
“I swear,” she heard Lucas muttered as Ellie opened the door and peeked into the hallway to see Lucas helping Mel walk.
“Hey,” he smiled at Ellie and then quickly frowned as he realized she had been crying. He felt more angry, “Damn you Melissa,” he cursed as Ellie shook her head, and pointed to Mel's office.
Mel was out even before she touch the mattress as she landed on her stomach, Ellie smiled sadly as she closed the door and turned around to a concerned Lucas.
“don't ask,” she mumbled as she walked towards the living room.
“Elizabeth,” he groaned as he followed her, she turned around only to be smoother by him. He hugged her tight as she cried, the dam broke loose as she finally let go of what she was holding back, she felt her chest cave in as her sobs racked her body.
“Oh god Lucas,” she muttered as she hugged him tight. Her body tremble as she lost the ability to breath and was gasping for air as Lucas just rubbed her back trying to calm her down.
Lucas took deep breath as he slowly exhale and inhale, Ellie felt his chest rise up and down as she swallowed hard trying to mimic him. She took a deep breath and coughed as she exhale.
“Relax,” he whispered as he rocked her back and forth. “Relax,” he mumbled as she closed her eyes.
They stood there for a long time, Lucas never once faltering in his hug as he held her tight. He didn't care he had an unconscious man in his car, in fact he actually forgot about him.
“I-,” Elli started to talk as Lucas rubbed the top of her head. “It's okay you don't have to tell me today.” He eased her anxiety as she nodded, she stepped back to arms length as she wiped her nose with her fore arm.
She sniffled, and rubbed her eyes as Lucas looked down at her and smile sadly. “You want me to come back,” Lucas offered as Ellie nodded once and then shook her head.
“No, it's okay, I'm okay.”
“Are you sure,” he took her hands in his as he placed a hand on the back of her neck and brought her close as he kissed her forehead.
“Call me,” he stated, Ellie nodded while she mumbled, “Okay,”
“Okay then go to sleep,” Lucas was reluctant in leaving, he walked slowly to the door looking at Ellie's puffy eyes. She had been crying for a while now.
“Lucas go I'll be fine,” Ellie demanded as she opened the door. “I just need to think,” he raised an eyebrow as he stepped out side.
“You need sleep too,” and with that he waved bye and ran to the truck to see Douglas face contorted on the window.
Ellie closed the door and slumped down on the ground as she lost control all over again.
5/27/2008
Mel was true to her word, we hadn't slept in the same bed for a while now. I woke up feeling guilty and sick. Sick and tired of not being able to act like nothing had happened. Alexis true to her promise never mention what had occurred.
I could hear Melissa's door close as she walked out of her room. I didn't want to face her, or see how another day was passing by and we were deteriorating. Everything we did was full of tension. Everything was formal, and cold.
I bit my lip as I stood up and got ready, it had to be at the office by eight thirty. I had enough time to shower and eat what ever Mel decide to cook. By the time I was out of my room, Mel was long gone as she left me a plate of scramble eggs and bacon and a card.
I picked it up, on the covered it was a drawn pencil sketch of the butterfly pendant she gave me when we were in college. I swallowed hard as I opened it.
“Happy birthday Elizabeth,”
Three simple words that brought tears to my eyes. I had to fix this, some how I just had to fix it.
Work was monotonous as I was congratulate on my big TWO SHY OF 30! Alexis had gotten me a gift, which I declined as she nodded understanding.
I spent the rest of the days returning calls for John and surfing the net.
How I came upon it I don't know, but there it was a trip to Australia, to explore the ocean and attend a how to de-stress yourself seminar.
John came into my office and spotted my screen, “birthday gift?” he inquiry as I looked at him and then back to the screen.
“Yes,” I uttered not realizing what I was doing. “Nice,” he smiled as he tapped his wrist. “I need that file, and let me know so you can take your week off okay.” I nodded as I checked my bank account.
I had enough saved up to do this spontaneous thing.
(A/N: sorry if it's short)