Unforgivables

--- Sup? Thought you should know something. I am currently writing on my old computer, meaning spell and gramar check are not available. That and I don\'t have anyone else go over these chapters before I post them. I like just throwing them up and letting it fly. So sorry if I don\'t spell things right or my grammar is off. It can\'t be helped though.

He wanted to talk to me alone? I slowly nodded and followed him out of hearing range of the other three. I was silent and I stayed a good distance away from him the whole time we walked. When we finally stopped Nicholas looked back at me and I stood there waiting for what he wanted.

\"You don\'t trust me do you?\" Nicholas asked me. \"I know the others don\'t trust me, they have no reason to trust me, but Christopher I want you safe. I wouldn\'t have come all way here if I didn\'t want that.\"

\"You were using me...\" I told him. \"That whole time.\"

Nicholas shook his head. \"Christopher...I admit that I came to see you with that intention but from the moment I saw you I didn\'t want to. I really honestly never wanted to hurt you Christopher and you can stay mad at me the rest of your life if you want to but you have got to listen to me and stay west.\"

I backed away a little as he stepped towards me. \"Why should I trust you? After everything you have done you really think that I would trust you?\"

He lowered his head and sighed. \"If I had wanted to I could have had you taken away a long time ago. I could have and I didn\'t. that shows that I really do like you doesn\'t it? Even if you don\'t like me.\"

\"Why did you need to talk to me alone Nicholas?\" I asked him. \"What was the point? You could have said all of this back there.\"

\"I can\'t let them hurt you Christopher. I don\'t care about the other three, I really don\'t. But they can\'t hurt you.\" I went to run back but Nicholas grabbed my arm. \"Christopher if you go back there you are going to get taken away with the rest of them.\"

I slapped him but he didn\'t let my arm go. \"I care about them! I care if they get hurt! If you really cared about me then you would have let them go too! You sick bastard! Let me go!\"

\"Christopher I\'m not going to let them hurt you!\" Nicholas yelled at me. \"If you come with me then you can escape all of this!\"

I glared at him. \"I would rather die with them then go with you.\" his grip lessened and he let me go. I quickly ran back towards the cave in fear. \"Brian! Brian!\"

The next thing I knew I was in Brian\'s arms and he was hugging me close as I sobbed. \"Christopher what is going on? What did he do to you? Christopher what did he do?\"

\"He told me that they were going to hurt you.\" I answered. \"He told me they were coming for all of us. I thought you were all going to be gone.\"

Brian kissed the top of my head and I could tell he was looking at the others. \"We should get moving.\" Tran told us. \"They could be right behind us. We have to go.\" it was silent a moment. \"Where is Elise?\"

My head shot up and I looked around. \"Elise is gone?\"

\"Elise!\" Tran yelled. \"Elise were are you? Elise answer me!\"

\"Fuck.\" Brian hissed as we looked around. He was no where to be found though. Tran was having a break down and it wasn\'t like we could just magically find him. \"Elise!\"

\"Don\'t move.\" Nicholas came out of the forest holding a knife to Elise\'s neck. \"I tried to reason with all of you, tried to get you to listen to me, but I guess I need to take a more direct aproach to this.\" Elise had a gag in his mouth and there were tears in his eyes. \"I told you to go west. I gave you a chance to get away. Now, you have to come with me.

I couldn\'t move. Tran looked around but froze as Nicholas held Elise tighter. \"Don\'t even think about it.\" Nicholas threatened. \"If you try anything I will kill him.\"

Tran backed down and I could only think of one thing to go. \"Take me.\" came from my mouth. \"Let Elise go. I\'ll do whatever you want just let him go. Don\'t hurt anyone.\"

Brian grabbed my arm. \"Christopher...\"

\"I don\'t want him to hurt anyone.\" I said without looking at Brian. \"If I do what he wants then he wont hurt Elise...\" I looked strait at Nicholas. \"Right? You wont hurt him if I go with you?\"

Nicholas smirked. He\'d gotten what he wanted. He\'d wanted me to come with him and this is what he was getting. So be it. I didn\'t want anyone hurt because of me. \"Right. I wont hurt anyone if you come with me.\"

I closed my eyes a moment. Brian turned me to him and kissed me on the lips. \"Don\'t leave. You swrore you wouldn\'t leave me.\" Brian pleaded. \"Don\'t forget that Christopher.\"

\"Brian...\" I looked up at him. \"Maybe I\'ll see you again huh?\"

With that I turned from him and walked over to Nicholas. Nicholas let Elise go and Elise ran over to Tran. I started at Nicholas who smiled at me. \"You can be very easy to persuade on the right occation.\"

\"You can be a real bastard on the right occation.\" I muttered and he grabbed my upper arm. I winced at the tightness of the grip but just glared at him. \"That hurts.\"

\"Let him go.\" I looked back to see Elise was the one talking. \"Leave us alone.\"

Nicholas laughed. \"And what are you going to do about it boy? Your life was spared, now leave it at that.\"

Tran was engulfed in darkness and then he was right behind Nicholas. \"You underestimated us. Coming out here by yourself. That\'s just stupid.\"

\"You really think that I came out here by myself?\" Nicholas asked. Time froze as a loud shot rang though the air. \"I think you are the one who was underestimating me.\"

Other men came into the little clearing and Nicholas pulled me off. I stared back at the other three for as long as I could before the trees got to thick. I jerked my arm from Nicholas\'s and slapped him. \"You bastard! You fucking bastard!\"

Nicholas backhanded me and I fell to the ground. \"You wanted to take his place! You wanted to come with me to save him! You got what you wanted you little whore! Now stop changing your mind!\"

\"I didn\'t want you to kill them! That is why I came with you!\" I screamed at him. \"They shot him! They shot him you bastard!\" tears began to stream from my eyes. \"I can\'t believe this...I can\'t believe it...\"

Nicholas pulled me up and began to drag me along again. \"Well you better believe it Christopher because it happened. If you four had just been cooperative then none of this would have happened but no, you had to fight us.\"

There was a truck in front of and my aunt was inside it. Nicholas pushed me inside and a man who looked like a guard of some kind grabbed my arm to keep me there. I looked out the window and flinched hearing another gun shot. Tears were freely streaming down my face now. Was he dead? He\'d fallen to the ground...so did that mean...was he dead?

\"We are going to take you home now Christopher.\" my aunt told me. \"That way we can keep an eye on you fully and you will never have to see any of those boy\'s again.\"

\"You have to find them...\" my mother told me from far away again. \"You have to find them Kit...you have to...please...\"

\"They\'re dead.\" I said to practially no one.

A/N : So, who do you think died? It clearly wasn\'t Nicholas or Christopher because they are in the car. You have three choices, Brian, Elise, or Tran. I wonder who it is? You never know. In fact I don\'t really know at this point. It could go anyway right now. Have fun. 0_o

- I love my padded room...lol...no seriously I\'m not kidding.