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Shits and Giggles
<\b>Shits and Giggles
I want to start off by apologizing for the long wait like everyone else it has been an eventful month for me at school, but I think you will find this ch well worth the wait.
Thanks to wonderful reviewers! BluAngst, kolgrim, Childof the Darkened Moon, madlodger! I can't express my eternal appreciation for all your validation. it's almost like I have a group of friends I can talk too when I write. I am always anxious to get feedback because it's really like a conversation for me. You know? Or maybe I'm just being weird since it's 5:28am and I haven't slept yet. :)
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“Ward, cut the attitude crap, I don’t have time for this. Rayne’s having a party and I wanted to make sure that you were coming.” He sighed exasperation clear in his tone.
“I don’t know. I think we have a few issues to work out first before I go anywhere with you.” I pouted a bit put out that he was just ignoring my feelings.
“I said sorry already and that is more than I do for most. I may do guys but I’m not a fairy. I don’t do emotions.” He fairly growled. I mean it was a Rayne party...maybe I could over look it this once. After all there is always time for a good sulk after a satisfying ogling session. It feels like forever since I last saw Rayne. Speaking of which I wonder if Christian has told him what happened. Oh gosh! How mortifying!
“Ward are you still there?”
“Yeah. Sure I’ll come. Can I bring my friends?”
“No.” Short and to the point.
“Okay, then...I’ll see you there.”
“There where? You don’t even know the time or place.”
“ I assumed you were going to tell me.” I huffed a bit frustrated with his smart aleck antics.
“I’ll do one better I’ll pick you up at 10. Wear something sexy.” Well that was a tall order. He rang off without saying bye.
I dropped the phone in the cradle and fell back in my bed. I still had to talk to Collin and find out what was going on. When did life get his complicated? I want the good old days back when all I did was drool over a boy and my best friend would play in the park with me. I had better get up and have a shower if I wanted to be ready in time. Beauty doesn’t come easy regardless of what the make up ads say. It’s definitely Maybelline.
After my shower I sauntered down stairs to grab a quick bite to eat.
“Ward, I have hardly seen you this weekend. Are you avoiding me?” My mom asked munching on some home made caramel popcorn.
“No mom of course not. I’ve just been busy. By the way can I go out tonight? I know it’s Sunday and I have school tomorrow but I promise I’ll get up. Just this once please?” I begged crawling into her lap. I knew she was a sucker for the little boy lost routine and I was just giving a fan what they wanted. I fiddled with a loose thread on her shirt lower lip pushed out.
“Ward, don’t you think you’re getting too old for this? I mean hon, you’re not exactly light weight. You’re going to give me a hernia.” She groused trying to shove me off.
“Mom what are you trying to say?” I gasped horrified my own mother would betray me so.
“I’m not trying to say anything, I’m saying it, get your fat ass off me!” She heaved me to the floor. I spluttered struggling to regain my feet.
“This is why kids today have image issues! Uncaring sociopathic parenting!” I said marching to the fridge to rummage for food.
She didn’t even deign to reply to my accusation she just snorted. There was like nothing in this fridge to eat. There was a bottle of congealed ketchup, a bag of half eaten carrot minis, two tupperwares of soylent green, a slice of watermelon, and a tub of roast beef slices. I guess I know what I’m eating. I grabbed the roast beef and joined mom at the table.
“I hope you aren’t just going to eat that out of the tub?” She said in that mom-means-don’t-do-it-voice.
“Well now that you mention it actually I was...” I barely finished before the cuff to the back of my head came. I mean the woman was across the table how the heck did her arm reach across the table and behind me before I knew?
“You weren’t going to finish that sentence were you boy?”
“No ma’am.” I mumbled. I got up and got a plate for myself. We ate together in silence for a bit.
“Ward, I didn’t ask but, how did it go with Christian?” She asked quietly. I got the impression that she had an idea of how things had turned out. It wasn’t like mom to be delicate about anything especially sex.
“Everything went fine mom. No worries.” I murmured not looking up from my plate. I mean it had gone fine. Not excellent but fine.
“That’s good honey. Don’t stay out too late tonight. Well I gotta go get ready I’ll see you tomorrow morning, sweets!” She rose kissing my head on her way out. She almost made it to the door before she broke the concerned mature mom veneer. “Don’t forget hon, no glove no love!” I groaned thumping my head on the table barely missing my plate. Was it too much to ask for, just a little restraint in a parent?
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"Christian," I sighed softly before his lips slammed down on my slick damp ones, drinking in my taste. He thrust his tongue between my lips and I moaned at the feel of his soft tongue tangling and mingling with mine.
“Mhmmm, You look good enough to eat!” Christian purred against my lips, then pulled away and clamped his teeth on the tightly drawn skin of my neck. He smiled as my whole body began to quiver beneath his touch.
Rayne’s party was not really one of those dance parties. More a lets get drunk and make out kind. There was some mood setting hip hop song, probably Usher or something, beer bottles scattered around the room, and lounge chairs dispersed in seedy dark corners. I swear the corners of the old house were practically leering at me. Did I mention that the house creeps me out? Christian hadn’t left my side since we got here. He has practically eaten all my kiwi-strawberry lipgloss. His hands were playing along the hemline of my band shirt.
“Christian...lay off someone might see.” I whispered trying to squirm away. What I really meant was Rayne might see. I had only had a glimpse of him since our arrival but what a delicious sight. He was definitely playing the part of host to the tee. He had on some black denims with a bright blue long sleeve shirt that complimented his eyes. There were so many people crowding him that I really didn’t have the chance to talk to him or get close.
“Come on Ward, just a little kiss. It’s not like everyone else isn’t doing the same.” He coaxed biting on my bottom lip.
“Christian, can you get me a drink, I’m really thirsty.” I said leaning as far back as the couch would allow.
“Sure, babe.” Thank God he left! I didn’t know what else to do to get rid of him. I leaned back and readjusted my shirt to hide my belly from prying eyes. I closed my eyes trying to relax a bit before he came back. I didn’t know when I agreed to come that I would be playing tug of war with him and my lips would be the rope.
“Hey there! Long time no see!” Rayne said lowering himself into the couch next to me. I could practically taste the smooth dark scent of his cologne, he was sitting that close. Swallow, don’t forget, swallow!
“I...um...I’ve been around.” I stammered breaking out in a cold sweat. When I opened my eyes his face was less than 2 inches from me. Invasion of privacy, and oh what a sweet invasion!
“Around the block from what I hear!” He snickered lasciviously licking his lips. I believe this was the issue I had been avoiding.
“I don’t know what you mean.” I blushed glancing down to avoid his eyes.
“No problem, man. Christian told me all about the good time you guys had. Hey...there’s no secrets between us. You don’t have to be embarrassed. From what I hear he had a really good time.” I couldn’t look at him I just kept fidgeting with my shirt in horrified silence.
“He..he said that?” I stammered my face radiating heat.
“Yeah. I have to admit I never figured you for being so tight.”
“WHHHHATTT!” I screeched. I couldn’t believe that Christian had been telling intimate details about us to his friends. I mean I’m close to Collin but I would NEVER! OHHH! I know I would have fainted right then had I not been so incensed. And Christian had the nerve to sit there and stare at me like I’d just lost a nut. As I fumed in an apoplectic fit searching for the right words, let me rephrase that any words, Christian walked up with a cup of beer. He stood in front of me with one hip cocked, a twinkle in his eye, and a shit eating grin plastered on his face. I must have blacked out for a moment because the next thing I knew I was standing in front of Christian with an empty cup and he was drenched. The world seemed to stand still for a split second before both he and Rayne seemed to jump into action at the same time.
“Ward! What the HELL!” He yelled the veins in his neck standing out in stark relief against his reddened face.
“Christian calm down.” Rayne soothed one hand gripping his tense shoulder. I’m pretty sure that as mad as he was that hand did nothing to deter his thoughts of violence.
“Speak!” Christian gritted. I stared at his dripping face stunned that I had been responsible for such a scene.
“NOW!” He yelled spittle flying in my face. It pissed me off that he was trying to play the outraged party here.
“Why don’t you tell me!” I yelled back getting in his face.
“You better explain yourself in the next minute or I’m breaking some bones.” He said in a soft frightening voice.
“You do not tell your friends what I do with you in the privacy of our bedroom. I’m not one of your trampy groupies— “ I began.
“What! I never said anything to — “ He interrupted beginning to looked confused.
“Uh guys, I think there might be some confusion.” Rayne hesitated removing his hand from Christian’s shoulder as he whirled on him.
“What’d you do?” He sighed running his hands through his damp hair.
“You told Rayne about us having sex!” I muttered crossing my arms over my chest.
“No, I didn’t.”
“Yes, you did.”
“Did not!”
“Did too!”
“DID NOT!” Alright even I could see at this point that this was just too childish to continue.
“Guys! Ward I had no idea that you and Christian had sex until you just told me and Christian, I’m sorry I mentioned that you had told me about your make out session at your house and might have referred to Ward as being tight, but I only meant it as Ward being cool.” Rayne gushed in one breath.
Christian and I both stared at him in horror. When we turned to face one another again my face was suffused with color.
“Oops!” I whispered. No one said anything else for a moment then Christian burst out in belly aching laughs. I think Rayne and myself were in agreement that he’d probably finally cracked under pressure.
“You thought...” He gasped unable to stop laughing long enough to finish his sentence.
“I need some air, Christian.” I huffed thoroughly embarrassed. I marched off, where to? I have no idea. I stumbled on the edge of the rub and almost fell. I flushed with embarrassment at my clumsiness. Rayne jumped forward to help, concern darkening his sexy eyes.
“Hey, are you all right?” I couldn’t help, though, but take in the line of his firm legs encased in black as he bent forward and grabbed my elbow—or the clean smooth planes of his chest that played a tantalizing game of peek-a-boo with the opened edges of his shirt.
At my naughty thoughts, the red flush of embarrassment extended from my cheeks and disappeared below the collar of my shirt. I was positive my whole body was glowing red at this point. I prayed for a hole to open in the floor so I could drop in and find a place to hide.
As if he hadn’t noticed my embarrassment, his warm hand wrapped around my diminutive one and hauled me to my feet. His touch was electric on my skin.
“You’ve got to watch yourself there, bud. You okay?” He murmured.
I swallowed hard. “I’m fine,” I squeaked.
“What?”
I tugged at my shirt and took a step back. “I said I’m fine.”
He studied my still red cheeks. “Don’t be embarrassed. You’re not the first guy to throw himself at my feet.”
I cringed inside. “I wasn’t...I wasn’t throwing myself at you.”
He lifted his hands before him. “Just kidding. I was just trying to get your mind off the fall. You sure you’re okay?”
One more look into his blue eyes and I melted. My chin bobbed a silent yes. “Thanks. I’m sorry, I snapped at you. I feel pretty stupid.”
I moved to leave and apparently Rayne had the same idea because this time we both landed in a heap of tangled limbs. I bounced off his hard chest, lips making contact. I laid there frozen with the enormity of what just happened. Sweet Jesus I kissed Rayne Phelps! I planted a wet one on Rayne Phelps with my boyfriend laughing his ass off in the other room! Rayne giggled nervously and peeked up at me beneath thick lashes. “Oops, sorry.”
I want to start off by apologizing for the long wait like everyone else it has been an eventful month for me at school, but I think you will find this ch well worth the wait.
Thanks to wonderful reviewers! BluAngst, kolgrim, Childof the Darkened Moon, madlodger! I can't express my eternal appreciation for all your validation. it's almost like I have a group of friends I can talk too when I write. I am always anxious to get feedback because it's really like a conversation for me. You know? Or maybe I'm just being weird since it's 5:28am and I haven't slept yet. :)
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“Ward, cut the attitude crap, I don’t have time for this. Rayne’s having a party and I wanted to make sure that you were coming.” He sighed exasperation clear in his tone.
“I don’t know. I think we have a few issues to work out first before I go anywhere with you.” I pouted a bit put out that he was just ignoring my feelings.
“I said sorry already and that is more than I do for most. I may do guys but I’m not a fairy. I don’t do emotions.” He fairly growled. I mean it was a Rayne party...maybe I could over look it this once. After all there is always time for a good sulk after a satisfying ogling session. It feels like forever since I last saw Rayne. Speaking of which I wonder if Christian has told him what happened. Oh gosh! How mortifying!
“Ward are you still there?”
“Yeah. Sure I’ll come. Can I bring my friends?”
“No.” Short and to the point.
“Okay, then...I’ll see you there.”
“There where? You don’t even know the time or place.”
“ I assumed you were going to tell me.” I huffed a bit frustrated with his smart aleck antics.
“I’ll do one better I’ll pick you up at 10. Wear something sexy.” Well that was a tall order. He rang off without saying bye.
I dropped the phone in the cradle and fell back in my bed. I still had to talk to Collin and find out what was going on. When did life get his complicated? I want the good old days back when all I did was drool over a boy and my best friend would play in the park with me. I had better get up and have a shower if I wanted to be ready in time. Beauty doesn’t come easy regardless of what the make up ads say. It’s definitely Maybelline.
After my shower I sauntered down stairs to grab a quick bite to eat.
“Ward, I have hardly seen you this weekend. Are you avoiding me?” My mom asked munching on some home made caramel popcorn.
“No mom of course not. I’ve just been busy. By the way can I go out tonight? I know it’s Sunday and I have school tomorrow but I promise I’ll get up. Just this once please?” I begged crawling into her lap. I knew she was a sucker for the little boy lost routine and I was just giving a fan what they wanted. I fiddled with a loose thread on her shirt lower lip pushed out.
“Ward, don’t you think you’re getting too old for this? I mean hon, you’re not exactly light weight. You’re going to give me a hernia.” She groused trying to shove me off.
“Mom what are you trying to say?” I gasped horrified my own mother would betray me so.
“I’m not trying to say anything, I’m saying it, get your fat ass off me!” She heaved me to the floor. I spluttered struggling to regain my feet.
“This is why kids today have image issues! Uncaring sociopathic parenting!” I said marching to the fridge to rummage for food.
She didn’t even deign to reply to my accusation she just snorted. There was like nothing in this fridge to eat. There was a bottle of congealed ketchup, a bag of half eaten carrot minis, two tupperwares of soylent green, a slice of watermelon, and a tub of roast beef slices. I guess I know what I’m eating. I grabbed the roast beef and joined mom at the table.
“I hope you aren’t just going to eat that out of the tub?” She said in that mom-means-don’t-do-it-voice.
“Well now that you mention it actually I was...” I barely finished before the cuff to the back of my head came. I mean the woman was across the table how the heck did her arm reach across the table and behind me before I knew?
“You weren’t going to finish that sentence were you boy?”
“No ma’am.” I mumbled. I got up and got a plate for myself. We ate together in silence for a bit.
“Ward, I didn’t ask but, how did it go with Christian?” She asked quietly. I got the impression that she had an idea of how things had turned out. It wasn’t like mom to be delicate about anything especially sex.
“Everything went fine mom. No worries.” I murmured not looking up from my plate. I mean it had gone fine. Not excellent but fine.
“That’s good honey. Don’t stay out too late tonight. Well I gotta go get ready I’ll see you tomorrow morning, sweets!” She rose kissing my head on her way out. She almost made it to the door before she broke the concerned mature mom veneer. “Don’t forget hon, no glove no love!” I groaned thumping my head on the table barely missing my plate. Was it too much to ask for, just a little restraint in a parent?
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"Christian," I sighed softly before his lips slammed down on my slick damp ones, drinking in my taste. He thrust his tongue between my lips and I moaned at the feel of his soft tongue tangling and mingling with mine.
“Mhmmm, You look good enough to eat!” Christian purred against my lips, then pulled away and clamped his teeth on the tightly drawn skin of my neck. He smiled as my whole body began to quiver beneath his touch.
Rayne’s party was not really one of those dance parties. More a lets get drunk and make out kind. There was some mood setting hip hop song, probably Usher or something, beer bottles scattered around the room, and lounge chairs dispersed in seedy dark corners. I swear the corners of the old house were practically leering at me. Did I mention that the house creeps me out? Christian hadn’t left my side since we got here. He has practically eaten all my kiwi-strawberry lipgloss. His hands were playing along the hemline of my band shirt.
“Christian...lay off someone might see.” I whispered trying to squirm away. What I really meant was Rayne might see. I had only had a glimpse of him since our arrival but what a delicious sight. He was definitely playing the part of host to the tee. He had on some black denims with a bright blue long sleeve shirt that complimented his eyes. There were so many people crowding him that I really didn’t have the chance to talk to him or get close.
“Come on Ward, just a little kiss. It’s not like everyone else isn’t doing the same.” He coaxed biting on my bottom lip.
“Christian, can you get me a drink, I’m really thirsty.” I said leaning as far back as the couch would allow.
“Sure, babe.” Thank God he left! I didn’t know what else to do to get rid of him. I leaned back and readjusted my shirt to hide my belly from prying eyes. I closed my eyes trying to relax a bit before he came back. I didn’t know when I agreed to come that I would be playing tug of war with him and my lips would be the rope.
“Hey there! Long time no see!” Rayne said lowering himself into the couch next to me. I could practically taste the smooth dark scent of his cologne, he was sitting that close. Swallow, don’t forget, swallow!
“I...um...I’ve been around.” I stammered breaking out in a cold sweat. When I opened my eyes his face was less than 2 inches from me. Invasion of privacy, and oh what a sweet invasion!
“Around the block from what I hear!” He snickered lasciviously licking his lips. I believe this was the issue I had been avoiding.
“I don’t know what you mean.” I blushed glancing down to avoid his eyes.
“No problem, man. Christian told me all about the good time you guys had. Hey...there’s no secrets between us. You don’t have to be embarrassed. From what I hear he had a really good time.” I couldn’t look at him I just kept fidgeting with my shirt in horrified silence.
“He..he said that?” I stammered my face radiating heat.
“Yeah. I have to admit I never figured you for being so tight.”
“WHHHHATTT!” I screeched. I couldn’t believe that Christian had been telling intimate details about us to his friends. I mean I’m close to Collin but I would NEVER! OHHH! I know I would have fainted right then had I not been so incensed. And Christian had the nerve to sit there and stare at me like I’d just lost a nut. As I fumed in an apoplectic fit searching for the right words, let me rephrase that any words, Christian walked up with a cup of beer. He stood in front of me with one hip cocked, a twinkle in his eye, and a shit eating grin plastered on his face. I must have blacked out for a moment because the next thing I knew I was standing in front of Christian with an empty cup and he was drenched. The world seemed to stand still for a split second before both he and Rayne seemed to jump into action at the same time.
“Ward! What the HELL!” He yelled the veins in his neck standing out in stark relief against his reddened face.
“Christian calm down.” Rayne soothed one hand gripping his tense shoulder. I’m pretty sure that as mad as he was that hand did nothing to deter his thoughts of violence.
“Speak!” Christian gritted. I stared at his dripping face stunned that I had been responsible for such a scene.
“NOW!” He yelled spittle flying in my face. It pissed me off that he was trying to play the outraged party here.
“Why don’t you tell me!” I yelled back getting in his face.
“You better explain yourself in the next minute or I’m breaking some bones.” He said in a soft frightening voice.
“You do not tell your friends what I do with you in the privacy of our bedroom. I’m not one of your trampy groupies— “ I began.
“What! I never said anything to — “ He interrupted beginning to looked confused.
“Uh guys, I think there might be some confusion.” Rayne hesitated removing his hand from Christian’s shoulder as he whirled on him.
“What’d you do?” He sighed running his hands through his damp hair.
“You told Rayne about us having sex!” I muttered crossing my arms over my chest.
“No, I didn’t.”
“Yes, you did.”
“Did not!”
“Did too!”
“DID NOT!” Alright even I could see at this point that this was just too childish to continue.
“Guys! Ward I had no idea that you and Christian had sex until you just told me and Christian, I’m sorry I mentioned that you had told me about your make out session at your house and might have referred to Ward as being tight, but I only meant it as Ward being cool.” Rayne gushed in one breath.
Christian and I both stared at him in horror. When we turned to face one another again my face was suffused with color.
“Oops!” I whispered. No one said anything else for a moment then Christian burst out in belly aching laughs. I think Rayne and myself were in agreement that he’d probably finally cracked under pressure.
“You thought...” He gasped unable to stop laughing long enough to finish his sentence.
“I need some air, Christian.” I huffed thoroughly embarrassed. I marched off, where to? I have no idea. I stumbled on the edge of the rub and almost fell. I flushed with embarrassment at my clumsiness. Rayne jumped forward to help, concern darkening his sexy eyes.
“Hey, are you all right?” I couldn’t help, though, but take in the line of his firm legs encased in black as he bent forward and grabbed my elbow—or the clean smooth planes of his chest that played a tantalizing game of peek-a-boo with the opened edges of his shirt.
At my naughty thoughts, the red flush of embarrassment extended from my cheeks and disappeared below the collar of my shirt. I was positive my whole body was glowing red at this point. I prayed for a hole to open in the floor so I could drop in and find a place to hide.
As if he hadn’t noticed my embarrassment, his warm hand wrapped around my diminutive one and hauled me to my feet. His touch was electric on my skin.
“You’ve got to watch yourself there, bud. You okay?” He murmured.
I swallowed hard. “I’m fine,” I squeaked.
“What?”
I tugged at my shirt and took a step back. “I said I’m fine.”
He studied my still red cheeks. “Don’t be embarrassed. You’re not the first guy to throw himself at my feet.”
I cringed inside. “I wasn’t...I wasn’t throwing myself at you.”
He lifted his hands before him. “Just kidding. I was just trying to get your mind off the fall. You sure you’re okay?”
One more look into his blue eyes and I melted. My chin bobbed a silent yes. “Thanks. I’m sorry, I snapped at you. I feel pretty stupid.”
I moved to leave and apparently Rayne had the same idea because this time we both landed in a heap of tangled limbs. I bounced off his hard chest, lips making contact. I laid there frozen with the enormity of what just happened. Sweet Jesus I kissed Rayne Phelps! I planted a wet one on Rayne Phelps with my boyfriend laughing his ass off in the other room! Rayne giggled nervously and peeked up at me beneath thick lashes. “Oops, sorry.”