Gothic Desires

A/N: So sorry about the slow updates all. I've been trying to get my Muse back but my muse skipped out on me. So this is all I have for the moment but I swear I am trying. So bare with me and send spare plot bunny people my way so I can finish.

I mean I know what I want to wrote it's just writing it. Maybe it's just been because I've been sick. I don't know. But..again..promise I'n working.

Starfyre
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“Who Wants to marry a Prince! Which girl are you supporting?” Stephanie pretended to be the announcer. “Will the Lovely Lisa sweep the handsome prince’s heart away or will the Gothic Rose be the Beauty that wins out?”

“You’re not helping.” Starfyre glanced up at her. “Why are you being so goofy?”

“OhhH! We support Starfyre!” She laughed and imitated the girls that showed on the commercial. “I think Starfyre..” Said in a manlier voice. “Watch the Next exciting episode of the prince getting to know the ladies still..and find out.”

“Are you done?”

“Now I am.” Her friend chuckled. “Come on..it was great seeing all of those people saying they wanted you to win.”

“I have to get ready to greet..our guests..” Pushing her self up. “They will be arriving soon.” Starfyre shook her head. “Although I have NO clothes..”

“You have plenty..and aren’t you just a little excited? Your father..after all this time..you can hear the truth..”

“I’m not excited..I’m nervous and..anxious and my stomach is feeling ill again but no..Excited isn’t in there. I don’t even know what I’m going to say to this man. You didn’t know about me but didn’t you even suspect? Steph..”

“You can handle this.” Walking over to the closet. “Trust me..”

“I wish I had your confidence. I just..don’t think..this is gonna end well. I mean what do you say to a person like that? Yeah I might be his daughter but I’m nineteen years old and grown. What if he..wants to..try and..be a dad or something?”

“Good..you need a daddy. Especially now..Think of him like a replacement parent for your idiot mother.”

“Yeah and what if he’s no better than my mother?”

“No..not possible..she’s got Bitch mastered too well. And besides..He cares for animals..how bad can he be?”

“Nothing, nothing..” Picking through zippered skirting and ignoring Stephanie. “Doesn’t fit..”

“This one does.” Stephanie held up the Elastic banded loincloth skirt. “And for a top just wear this shirt..it’s nice but loose.”

“I wore that the other day..” sighing. “Most of my clothes aren’t adjustable. And again..YOU’RE not showing yet! Why?”

“Because I don’t have twin babies in me like you do.”

“We don’t know that I’m having twins. This is ONE baby.” Taking the clothing from Stephanie. “That’s all..”

“Mmhmm..” Smirking. “Anyways..I’m excited for you. Your dad..Your father..wow..He will be here in less than twenty minutes.”

“Yeah..with his wife who isn’t my mother. I also heard they had their youngest daughter with them.”

“So cool..you have a half sister. Any others?”

“Yeah..The file said his wife has a daughter from a previous relationship..she’s like twenty..and they also have a son who’s seventeen. Their little girl is nine.”

“So you have a step-sister by marriage, A Half Brother and a Half sister. Too cool..You’re family is growing already.”

“Yeah..like my belly.” Starfyre chuckled.

“Hurry up and get dressed.”

“Ladies.” Andrew knocked. “Planes arrived..they will be here in about ten minutes..”

“Already?” Starfyre frowned. “Too soon.” Sliding her skirting on. “I’m not ready for this..”

“Yes you are.” Stephanie handed over the shirt and took the robe of Starfyre. “Get dressed.” Turning quickly. “And don’t even get turned on cause I undressed her.”

“I’m not going to. I’m too nervous about this meeting.” He turned. “I’ll be down stairs. My parents have a Luncheon buffet being planned for their arrival.”

“Love you.” Smiling..” And thank you for finding my father for me.”

“Welcome love.” Andrew nodded and left.

“Awww...” Stephanie giggled. “So cute. Like a shy couple ..just getting together.”

“Technically we are JUST getting together.”

“I’m going to spank you.” Stephanie growled at her. “Now I’m going down stairs. Hurry and finish getting dressed.”

“Love you too, Steph.” Sticking her tongue at her. “BYE.”

“Toodles.” said as the door closed.

“Great...Ten minutes.....” She whispered and slipped her shirt on. “Not enough..time..”

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Once again she found her self out on the front court yard waiting for a parent to arrive. Starfyre couldn’t help but remember the last time she was in this position and it made her stomach uneasy.


She was trying to breathe calmly as the carriage approached. The coachman was smiling and on top with him was a white haired little girl, about nine, who was laughing and helping to drive it. She had to smile. She remembered her first arrival here. She was on the top like that. But Starfyre wasn’t trying to drive the carriage.

Andrew chuckled and nudged her playfully. “That reminds me of a certain gothy girl..whom I drove here about two and a half months ago.”

“Less than that.” Starfyre whispered.

“Hey!” The little girl waved. “Hi New Sister!!”

Stephanie awwd as did Starfyre. Andrew smiled and his parents both chuckled. The little girl grinned and waved to Starfyre with really wide arm movements.

“I’m Catalina Chayanne!”

“This is so amazing.” Maryann smiled. “Just the other day..we watched the second episode with him just meeting them and now..we see him..with her.”

“She’s beautiful..” Dimitri caught a tear in his throat. “My daughter..”

“Hold on young Miss.” The Coachman laughed and pulled the carriage to a stop. He got down and held his hands to her. “Ready?”

“Wee!” She jumped down into his arms. “Thank you for the ride.”

“Just like you..” Andrew whispered.

“I see...t..that..” Gasping, looking down at her stomach. “Uh..” Starfyre was being hugged by the girl.

“Hi Big Sister..” Nuzzling against Starfyre. “I was waiting to meet you this whole time..”

“Hey.” Starfyre smiled softly and held the girls shoulders. “I’m Starfyre..and this is Andrew. And that’s Stephanie..My Best friend in the entire world.”

“Wow...” Her little cheeks blushing. “He’s cute.” Catalina giggled. “Daddy! Mommy!! Hurry up!”

The King and queen hanging back to watch reactions. They too remembered the last time a parent visited. Dimitri though, he was already different. He had tears in his eyes as he got out and looked at her.

“Starfyre...” He was shaking as he walked towards her. “You look so beautiful..”

“S..Sir.” Starfyre looked up nervously at him. “Thank you..”

“Gods..I’m so sorry.” He too just suddenly hugged her. “If I had known about you..I would have taken care of you.”

Starfyre was blinking and she half way tensed. This wasn’t the greeting she expected. She expected friendly hellos and what not but not this. Andrew nodded to her and urged her to hug back with that nod. Stephanie agreed and made a ‘Go on’ motion with her hands.

“I...It’s okay.” She finally said it. Starfyre let her arms wrap around him and he smiled at her wider. “S..Sir..I..I’m very glad that..we have found you.”

“He’s our daddy..we don’t gotta call him sir, big sister.”

“There’s so much that I wanted to say to you..and now..I..just don’t know what to say. I’m so..so sorry. I know you say it’s alright but..if I had only known..”

The King and queen nodding to one another. That was a MUCH better greeting.

“No..it’s really okay.” Starfyre pulled away slowly from both. “Ma’am..” Glancing at Maryann.

“Oh yeah..” Dimitri shook his head. “This..is my wife, Maryann Jamison and..you’ve met little Catalina.”

“I’m so glad to meet you finally.” Maryann took her chance at a hug too. “Mmm..Sweety. We’ve been looking forward to this.”

Was ths was a mom was like? A real mom? Starfyre didn’t really know. Andrew bowed to them both.

“On Behalf of Tovia..I, Prince Andrew Vandrake..Welcome you all.” He motioned to the doors now. “We have a Luncheon Buffet being prepared at this very moment you, our honored guests. We hope that you will join us and..sit down to talk and get to know us all.”

“Thank you son.” Dimitri wiped his cheeks. “We’re..very glad to accept.”

Finally managing to not be hugged. Starfyre smiled, still nervous, and turned. “Let us show you inside..”

Catalina took Starfyre’s hand and smiled up at her. “My Big Sister is Beautiful..”

Starfyre’s cheeks reddening. This was definitely not the normal thing she supposed but when was meeting long lost family ever normal?