One Journey Ends

Sven massaged Justin\'s back as the dark haired man lie quietly thinking on the bed. It hurt the Scandinavian man to see his partner wrestle with such inner turmoil. Justin hadn\'t said anything in regard to his stepfather, but Sven knew the situation was eating at him. He sighed and put some more muscle into his task gaining his mate\'s attention.

\"I am sorry I am distant, love,\" Justin said softly.

\"You have much on your mind,\" Sven replied. \"I understand.\"

\"I know you do. That makes me feel even more guilty.\"

\"Why should it?\" the blonde man asked stopping his motions and leaning over his partner\'s back to make eye contact. \"I am more than happy to be helping you through this. You know that.\"

\"I am just not used to having someone to lean on.\"

\"Well, you had better become used to it,\" Sven quirked an amused eyebrow. \"I am not going anywhere . . . ever. You are stuck with me.\"

Justin suddenly smiled, breaking the somber mood.

\"I am glad you feel that way,\" he reached out and stroked Sven\'s cheek. \"I am not about to let you go now.\"

\"Let ME go?\" Sven laughed in response. \"Who said I am the one being held here?\"

Justin joined the laughter and pulled his partner underneath him, kissing him senseless. Sven lost himself in his mate\'s arms, reveling in the response he received to the touches and caresses he gave Justin\'s back. He lightly scraped his fingernails down and Justin gasped into his mouth. It was a heady feeling having this much sensual power over someone as sexy as his dark lover, and Sven intended to enjoy every minute of it. He quickly rolled them both over so that he was on top of his dark love. Justin tried to hide his surprise but Sven saw it and laughed.

\"We agreed that this time I would be the aggressor, remember?\" he asked silkily as he leaned in to run his tongue along Justin\'s jaw line.

\"Ah, I had forgotten,\" the dark haired man chuckled.

\"Likely story,\" Sven purred, kissing his way down Justin\'s chest to his navel and dipping the tip of his tongue inside.

Justin sucked in a deep breath and tangled his fingers in his partner\'s shorter golden locks. Sven smiled against his lover\'s skin. He was happy he could make Justin forget about Adam, for a little while anyway. The blonde man let his hands roam all over his lover\'s body as he proceeded downward, causing Justin to shudder periodically. Sven came down to his target and smiled. Justin\'s cock was rigid and begging for attentimuchmuch like Sven\'s own. But he would handle his hard on later. Justin\'s couldn\'t wait. He ran his finger up the stiff shaft and delighted in Justin\'s gasp. Yes, Sven would cause quite a few of those before the night was through.

\"Let us see if I am as much a natural at this as you,\" he said before taking the tip into his mouth and lowering his head slowly.

Justin\'s hips nearly bucked off the bed, but Sven had anticipated some sort of reaction and had held them down forcefully. He didn\'t want his first blowjob on his partner to end with his gag reflex. Justin shuddered a bit but clamped his iron will control back in place. Not letting you do that, sweet, Sven thought with a smile. When he finally reached the cock\'s base, he ran his tongue back up the shaft and then down, in an achingly slow motion that had Justin writhing and moaning for more.

\"You are enjoying this t\" h\" he smiled looking up from his task for a moment to assess Justin\'s situation.

\"Please do not stop now,\" the darker man begged, his eyes sparkling with passion. \"It feels so good.\"

\"You are a beautiful man Justin,\" Sven sighed. \"Especially now.\"

\"As are you,\" Justin ground out. \"But can we discuss that later?\"

Sven took the cock back into his mouth and chuckled in response. Justin groaned loudly and grabbed the sheets beneath him to keep from grabbing Sven\'s head and pushing himself inside the blonde\'s mouth. Sven licked and suckled slowly, bringing his partner to a cataclysmic climax. Justin yelled his lover\'s name as he suddenly exploded down Sven\'s throat. After a few more licks to swallow it all, the blonde man crawled back up Justin\'s body and kissed him deeply.

\"How did I do?\" he asked the darker man when they parted.

\"Remarkably well,\" Justin panted.

\"I am glad you liked it,\" he smiled. \"Now for the main course.\"

\"You do not have to.\"

\"Yes, I do,\" the blonde man responded with an amused expression. \"You are not trying to get out of this, are you?\"

\"Never!\" Justin cried incredulously. \"But are you sure you are up to it? You did have a full day.\"

\"As did you, but I do not think I could stop now.\"

\"Well, then. Carry on, I guess.\"

Sven smiled as he reached for the bottle of lubricant on the nightstand. He coated the fingers of his right hand and put the bottle back on the stand. Justin was lying back against the headboard, looking for all-the world like he didn\'t know what to do with himself. Sven laughed inwardly, knowing the feeling well.

\"I will be as gentle as you were, sweet,\" he soothed as he spread Justin\'s thighs and slowly coaxed his index finger inside the waiting hole.

Justin seemed to stifle a whimper, but pushed himself against his lover\'s finger. Sven angled himself looking for the sweet spot that he knew would drive his partner as wild as it did himself. Feeling a spongy wall, he pressed lightly and was rewarded with an excited squeal.

\"It feels nice, does it not?\" he asked as he leaned in to kiss Justin\'s forehead.

\"Amazing,\" Justin said closing his eyes.

Sven added another finger and touched the spot again. Justin shuddered and settled further back into the pillow. His cocked swelled again, incredibly, and Sven watched it lovingly. He decided to add a third digit just to be sure Justin was completely prepared for the impending invasion. The darker man\'s brow furrowed in concentration but he didn\'t pull back. Sven knew his lover was ready and withdrew his hand. Justin whimpered at the retreat.

\"You do want the best part, do you not?\" Sven asked in amusement as he coated his own neglected shaft with more lubricant.

\"Of course,\" Justin replied still keeping his eyes closed.

\"I will not hurt you, sweet.\"

\"I know, baby,\" Justin said.

Sven positioned himself on top of his lover and pushed the head of his cock in slowly. Justin sucked in a breath but pushed forward against him. Sven kissed held still and his lips lightly until the darker man opened his eyes and looked up.

\"I want to see your eyes as I make love to you,\" Sven said apologetically, pushing into his lover again. \"You are so beautiful when you are like this.\"

\"I love you so much, Sven,\" Justin gasped out.

\"I know,\" the Scandinavian assured him. \"I love you, too.\"

Justin parted his legs even further and Sven pushed himself completely inside, making contact with the prostate again. Justin\'s hole contracted around the cock inside him like a vice and now it was Sven\'s turn to moan. Justin grinned up at him.

\"You liked that, did you?\" Sven teased, pulling out and pushing back in.

\"Very much.\"

\"Do you like this?\"

\"Oh, yes, Sven.\"

\"Good.\"

Sven tried to keep the rhythm slow at first but Justin wouldn\'t have it. He set his own pace and soon Sven was as lost as his mate in their carnal union. Justin grabbed one of Sven\'s hands and wrapped it around his bulging shaft.

\"You will . . . come with me . . . if I climax,\" he gritted out.

Sven eyes suddenly sharpened in comprehension and he pumped Justin\'s cock slowly at first then more rapidly. Justin\'s primal scream wasn\'t long in coming as he emptied himself all over their stomachs and chests. Sven suddenly felt the walls tighten sharply around his own shaft and shouted out as he released his seed into Justin and collapsed against his lover.

\"That was . . .\" he gasped out. \"That was the most wonderful feeling.\"

\"I agree,\" Justin purred from beneath him.

Sven finally picked his head up and looked down at Justin, tenderly pushing sweaty dark locks out of his eyes. He bent in and kissed him deeply and slowly, not wanting the moment to end.

\"So, how was I?\" he asked as he gently slid off Justin and spooned him from behind.

\"You are always amazing, my love,\" Justin murmured.

\"Thank you,\" Sven yawned sleepily tightening his grip on his love. \"You are as well.\"

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Justin lay inside Sven\'s arm feeling pleasantly sated from their earlier activities. It had helped to take his mind off of his earlier thoughts, but they returned all too quickly, he discovered sadly. He knew Sven had meant to distract him earlier to the point of exhaustion and had done a prettod jod job of it, really.

While he was feeling a bit drowsy, he still couldn\'t seem to keep his mind off of his errant stepfather and the horrible deaths that were caused by the despicable man. He also couldn\'t help feeling somewhat responsible for them. If he\'d gone back and exacted the retribution on the man, as Justin knew he deserved, the crime spree would never have happened.

Justin knew without a doubt in his mind that he would have killed Adam had he ever seen him again. He would not have been able to col hol his rage. It was the major reason he hadn\'t pursued the matter. It wasn\'t that he minded ending the miserable man\'s life. It was the thought of losing his steel- honed control that scared Justin. Once the navy had helped him forge it, he knew it was the primary cause of his own survival. Emotions led to erratic behavior, which led to mistakes, which led to death, at least in his line of work. Adam would have destroyed that, so Justin stayed away. Unfortunately, some innocent young women paid the price for it.

He felt Sven\'s arms tighten around him again in the blonde man\'s sleep. He wondered if his partner knew just how close Justin had come to losing his soul completely and going back into the work that made him feel secure and emotionless. Probably not. Sven wouldn\'t have any idea, if Justin had anything to do with it. He only wanted the blonde man to feel safe in his presence. No matter what happened, Justin couldn\'t become the cold mercenary again. He would Sven. And without his mate, he wouldn\'t have the will to go on. Clutching Sven\'s hand tightly, he snuggled back against him and closed his eyes.