The Charm Bracelet

The Treble Clef Charm

I groaned as I rested my forehead on top of the desk. My curls curtaining around me as I grumbled about how retarded the teacher was before me. My physics teacher couldn't teach herself out of a wet paper bag.

"Fuck this shit" Sam commented to my right. I couldn't help but agree. The teacher's accent combined with her lack of teaching skills made it all the more harder to learn a thing from her. Thankfully we had taken to learning this shit on our own. Truly was pathetic really. But at least I learned my own way and not her way.

"We already did our clicker questions. So why not just leave?" A logical question Sam posed. We did not have to stay after we checked in for the class, but I always felt bad about leaving. Not because I thought it would hurt her feelings, but because I really like sitting and hated standing only to go to another class.

"Yeah, whatever." I spoke as I threw everything into my bag. Might as well leave and hit my Computer class early to get a seat. I jerked my backpack into place as we made a quick exit.

"Want to do the physics homework Thursday?" Hmmm, I thought. Mei had therapy that day, so I knew that it would give me and hour or two with her busy. I nodded.

"Yeah, I'll text you ok?" I said as I headed off to the right while he moved towards East Commons. I heard him grunt in response. I walked down the hill as my pocket vibrated. One Two Three. A Text message. I jerked it out of my pocket and read it.

Hey Babe, Just wanted to tell you I love you and I was thinking of you. I smiled. It was natural for me to smile when she texts me. It makes me happy for some reason. I quickly texted her back. The text conversation was on.

I am thinking about you also. How is school going?

Shitty. Morgan and her friends are being bitches. But I am being myself so it's to be expects.

Glad to hear you are being yourself. I mean, I love you when you are yourself. Screw what other people think. Maybe she will come around and be your friend again.

Ha! She will never be my friend. She only wants me to be her girlfriend. If not that then nothing. I hate how she plays games with me also. She says she loves me but if she did, why did she cheat on me?

Because that is who she is. You also were like that once. Though it is not in your nature, you just did it because you felt helpless and weak. So you ran. But now you have grown a backbone. Keep it and maybe you'll make it back into my good graces.

Hmmm true. You are like the voice of reason in my life. The music that keeps me alive. Remember I said that. You are the tune that makes my soul want to live and love Alu.

Ok...better be only me you love. I am possessive and don't like the share!!!

No more sharing. Once I am yours again I will stay there. I have figured it out and I know what I want. I just have to earn you back. I am off to therapy. Talk to you Later.*heart* Love you Alu

I looked up from my phone and found that in fact time had flown by and it was already the end of my Computer lab class. Thankfully there was nothing going on. I am a great multi-tasker though. I can text and pay attention at the same time, just today seemed to be on of those lazy days where I don't really want to.

Mei's comment about music made me wonder why I had to remember it. I mean it was just a comment, and off hand on that really did not mean anything right? I let out a soft sigh. We had been courting one another for the last two weeks. Talking and texting each other. Hell she even took up to getting up early every morning just to send me a little email telling me what she had dreamed and how much she loved me and was ready to be with me. That made me feel special because I knew she had to get up early to do that for me.

I hummed and smiled the rest of the day, hell I did so even through physics homework. I was happy because she was in my life and actually making an effort to court me. That would make anyone feel special. I practically floated out of Sam's massive black truck to descend the stairs of my home. It had been a great day. I got a good amount of my homework done, I had a wonderful girl in my life that made me feel special and appreciated. What more could a girl ask for?

I grunted when my puppy decided to tackle me. Why did he have to love me so? He was so much younger than the other two that sometimes it was hard to adjust to a wild and overly loving dog that wanted your undivided attention. I told him to sit before I pet him lovingly and softly.

"LACI YOU GOT A LETTER FROM ANNA!!!" I winced, as my sister Alex's voice seemed to echo in the large dinning room. I shot her a glare. She sheepishly looked away before she pointed to a large envelope that laid on the granite counter top. I threw my key onto it as I shrugged my backpack off. I picked up the envelope before I used to blue envelope opener to cleanly open the envelope. I pulled out the massive letter. Jesus there was four pages in there. I frowned before I unfolded it and walked into the living room and threw myself down into my favorite arm chair. My blue eyes skimmed over the writing before I began to truly read the letter.

Dear Alu,
Bet you did not see another letter so near in your future did you? Well, I figured out how I am going to do this. How I am going to win your back into my life. You see, it goes like this. Every time I know you got a charm, I am going to go hunting for the next one. I am going to think about what about you is amazing to me. that's right, this is not what I want or what I mean to you. This is completely about you. So as you can see below. This time it's a Treble clef, or as you so cutely put it a G-Clef. It's the beginning part of a music sheet, I know you know that. You draw enough music stuff to know that

When I thought about it. I thought about your voice. I know you can't sing! God we both know that. But when you just sing in that soft tone, to try and put me to sleep...you can. It's strange but your voice is this sound that affects me in ways I can't even begin to describe. It's different. It doesn't grate on my ear if I hear it to long nor does it bore me. You tone changes with your feelings and thoughts. Its it's own song. Your speech is the same way. You talk faster when you are excited or nervous. You talk slower when you are trying to make a point across and are thinking while you talk. Yeah I still know that much about you. I have began to be able to tell what you are thinking and feeling just by your voice. That means the world to me. Your voice is my symphony, a sound made only for me that just seems to rock me into oblivion yet put me on edge with anticipation for what you will say next. I am glad to have even heard that voice.

Anyways. I know this is probably the longest letter you have gotten from me, but I just wanted you to know that. Just clip this charm onto that bracelet of yours and know that I will be the only one to fill it up. I finally found something to get you, a gift that can fit into my budget, that can mean the most and that is something special for just you.

I love you,
Mei.

I laughed at the music stanza she wrote on the last half of the page with smiley faces. It was cute and uniquely Mei. I peeled the tape off the charm before I opened the jump ring and took of my bracelet. It was basically the same size as the butterfly, silver once again. Good thing too because I loved silver over gold. It had always been that way with me. I hook the music note on the other side of the clasp, opposite to the butterfly. That way it was balance. The butterfly on one side the G-clef on the other. I put it back before I leaned into the chain, my left hand in the air as my fingers touched the glittering charms. I loved my charm bracelet. I loved it very much. But now the question was, can I give my love to one that hurt me so before?
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I have my friend Caine to thank for telling me to write this and my Muse for giving the the inspiration to write it well.

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