A Random Fuck

The house was seemingly empty, it was blissfully quiet, it was just me....and him. It had been a month since the little trip we’d taken to Silent Hill, since he’d told me he loved me..after three rounds of passionate sex. He was sitting on the couch next to me, not touching me, not looking at me, watching tv. I was used to his somewhat emotionless way of going about things. Even about me. Sometimes, I wished he’d tell me he loved me again, hold me, kiss me. In fact, I was beginning to think I was just the most conveniant thing for him to vent his pent up frustrations on. And telling me he loved me was nothing more than a ruse to keep me from asking questions. I sighed heavily, closing the book I was reading, that thought in mind, I decided to end the fantasy I was living in that he did care.
“Katsu,” I said, “can we talk?”
He must have sensed it in my tone, because he listened right away, turning the tv off, looking at me.
“What is it?” he asked. It was now or never, this had to end.
“What happened a month ago...in the hospital, in Silent Hill, was that just a one time thing?” he stared at me silently, “...I thought so. You could have told me that then you know. Instead of playing me, saying you loved me.”
“Cole...” he reached out, resting a hand on my cheek, “I never say anything if I don’t mean it. And I don’t use the word love lightly. You know this.”
“It would help if you maybe told me that once in a while. You told me it once, a month ago, during sex, and haven’t touched me, or spoken to me about it, at all since then.”
“You want contact? That’s how I am to prove I love you?”
“No, not just any contact, it has to be real, you have to mean whatever it is you do. So please, do you love me? If you do, then show me once in a while.” I decided to leave it at that and stood up, leaving the room. I got into the backyard, out into the garden, my favorite place to just sit and think, when suddenly someone grabbed my wrist from behind. I stopped moving, I really wasn’t sure what to expect from him, I didn’t have any experience with a potentially romantic side of him. Just like at the hospital, he wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me close, kissing my cheek from behind gently. The hand still around my wrist moved down so he was holding my hand, bringing it up to kiss it.
“I’m sorry.” he said, “I didn’t mean to hurt you, I never meant to hurt you.”
I sighed, smiling a bit. We stood like that for a moment, him holding me, I would have been content with that, just being with him there, but he apparently had other ideas. The hand on the arm around my waist was sneaking lower, the one holding my hand moved to my belts, he manged to unbuckle one when I registered what he was doing.
“Katsu...wait.” I said, “we shouldn’t do this, especially not outside.”
“Why?” he asked, kissing my neck again, hands low on my hips. “You didn’t say that before, in Silent Hill of all places. What’s changed?”
“Nothing, but the others might come home and find us and people can see us out here.” I said, he sighed heavily, then picked me up bridal style, making me yelp, I hadn’t expected that one.
“We’ll just have to go inside and close the door then.” he said, kissing me again, I gave in. There was no point in arguing over it. So I let him take me inside.

He set me down on the bed in his room, turning away to close the door. Why was I nervous? What did I have to be nervous about? It’s not like this is my first time. So why was my heart pounding so? He walked over to the bed, pushing me backwards, giving me a moment to crawl further onto the bed before crawling on after me. My belts were unbuckled, my clothes removed, then he paused, just looking me over. For some reason, part of me was convinced it wasn’t me he was seeing as he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me gently on the lips. He pushed my legs apart, settling between them, again just looking at me. I couldn’t quite suppress the gasp as he grabbed my member gently, stroking me, playing with me, it was only a matter of minutes before I was moaning and whining and in terrible pain.
“God, Katsu...oh god...” I gasped, I needed it, wanted it, and it wasn’t hard to tell that all he wanted was to give it to me. I watched him pull his clothes of, rather rushed it seemed like. Then he crawled back over me, slicking his fingers with his saliva, pushing one into me. It was a new yet familiar sensation, a month had passed since last I’d felt it, and I winced a bit as the second finger was added, scissoring inside me, pushing in deeper still, searching for the spot he knew drove me mad. It wasn’t long before he found it, making me cry out as stars filled my vision. He pulled his fingers out almost completely before pushing back in, hitting that spot again, he had me screaming with every move he made, and he was still only getting me ready. He pulled his fingers out, leaving me gasping for air. After a few seconds, I could feel him there, getting ready to enter me, he was looking down at me, and all I could do was watch him. I cried out again when, with just the first, quick thrust, he had me seeing stars again. After he was sure I’d gotten used to the feel of him in me, he started moving, again, each time hitting that spot, driving me crazy, I hit orgasm not long afterwards, he was only seconds behind me. He pulled out and laid down beside me as we caught our breath. After a short time, he rolled over, getting up on all fours over me, and I knew by the look in his eyes that I’d be there for a good long while.

Again, I was screaming his name, begging him for more, up on my hands and knees with him behind me, pounding into me. Oh, god, it was amazing, I was seeing stars with each thrust, and his hands, oh, his hands! Driving me even more insane. I cried out his name as I hit my limit again, collapsing onto my stomach on the bed, him still on top of me, trying to catch my breath. A moment later, I was in a different position, gasping and moaning, I was losing energy, this would probably be my last round. I cried out when I hit orgasm again, and again, he was only seconds behind me. This time, after he’d pulled out, and we were just lying there, all he did was run his fingers through my hair, watching me bringing my breathing back down to normal.
“You’re beautiful.” he said suddenly, I looked at him, “I mean it, Cole. You’re one of the most beautiful creatures I’ve seen yet. And I’ve been around a while now.”
“Katsu....”
“I never meant to make you think I didn’t care. And I never meant to make this seem like a one time thing. Tell me what I need to do to make sure you know that.”
I wasn’t sure what to say to him, so all I did was roll over to face him and rest my head on his chest, closing my eye, relaxing when he wrapped an arm around me. But no matter how safe I felt there, no matter how relaxed I was, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was being watched, and that the happiness I’d found was far too easily obtained to last....

(Out in the next room)
Zexion sat on the couch, having returned from book shopping ten minutes earlier, a book laying open on his lap, an exasperated look on his face. He waited a moment in silence, after he was sure the sex-enduced screams were over with, he picked up his book and continued reading.
“It’s moments like these that make me wonder why I didn’t just move in with the priest and endure Axel and Demyx.” he said with a sigh..