Alicia

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It was not too long ago that I noticed some things about her. First off it is not like me to be acquiescent when bringing in loved ones into my home. Usually there was a story that they had to tell me and I would then allow them to enter, in this case I am ignorant of her current situation. She has yet to tell me of her problems. And I fear that when I pry into her issues that she may attack me for inquiring. I merely keep my distance and I am glad that she does the same. Even as a couple in the same home I could not ever feel so distant from her. At times she would gesture but even on those times I would sincerely decline. No doubt I felt hurt and no doubt she did too.





You see The Young Woman has now decided that she would finally reveal her story to me on Friday night a week after her residing here. The time soon came when she herself decided to divulge her discontent misery.





The day was over and it was Friday I went into my routine of taking an early Jacuzzi bath and then it hit me . . . far too late for apologies. I felt it literally between my legs in the bubbles of the Jacuzzi.





“What in the world,” I jumped from out the bath, “What the heck was that.”





“I see that you’ve forgotten our agreement. That today would be my turn to keep the Jacuzzi to myself.” She said whilst washing the soap from her hair. “I was just thinking of when you would break your promise.” It was a good thing that the bubbles were covering her…or else she would’ve revealed herself with a flaunting unconsciously her plump breast.

We stared at each other for perhaps a long time, “Aren’t you going to cover up I mean it’s staring me in the face.” Her humor was taken lightly. I merely joined her on the far end of the Jacuzzi. You describe the rest. She took her time bathing herself I did not know I had my back turned and the water sloshing along with the steaming heat.





“You were going to…tell me about what happened.” I suddenly blurted out. I knew what was to so and so I monotonously mocked her.





“You wouldn’t have to ask me if you haven’t left me two years ago.” We both said.





“You told me that nonsense just a month ago!” I began now turning about to face her. “Now if you wanted me to interfere with you and your Human man’s matters I would’ve still stuck to my word!”





“And what gives you that right?” She started, “Who on this Earth gave you the right to desert the very life you are to protect? You call yourself the Preternatural Protector but you can protect no one not even yourself. Who gave you that right to leave me to that man?”





“No now you’ve got that wrong.” I shook my head smiling then grew somber again, “That man would make a better suitor to you than I ever could. I didn't leave you I merely followed your request to be left alone with him. even then despite that, you know the penalties of me and my kind. I could love you yes and by God I do. But I could never touch you in such a sacrilegious way. And I won’t hesitate to tell you that.”





“Don’t give me that Jack, Jack.” She ignored my vehemence with bitter humor, how unlike her. “You just need to understand that you have no right to leave someone without a word. You disappoint me yet . . . you still do not know much about me or what I’ve been through without you.”





“Well if anything, I do have that right. You just didn't see the opportunity presented to you,” I said with a sneer as I washed myself with my back turned to her. “You could’ve been one of the richest women in this town and you wouldn’t be working here along with a trashy vamp like me”





“You and your assumptions, Jack . . . you presume you are aware of everything.” If only I took notice. . .





“No my dear . . . I just haven the sympathy to care.” I reached for a towel and covered myself as I departed from the Jacuzzi. “You Humans are too much for me to have a concern for. You say one thing and you mean another. I was true to my word and you . . .” I turned to see her, and what I saw was unpleasant to me. My appeal to the human emotions is weak. “Why are you crying? Am I too honest for you?”





“No it’s just that you don’t know what I’ve been through without you. And I can’t believe how callous you’ve turned. You know nothing of what it’s like to be to feel submitted and owned to a beast like him.”





“And I am not a beast?” I asked her harshly. What did she mean by ‘submitted and owned’? What has gone on between the twain?

“You haven’t noticed them have you?” She said wiping away her tears.





“Noticed what, your strange attitude against me?” I felt antagonized. What else could I do? And what is she talking about? I had the dignity to keep my back turned to her, and she wants me to stare at her with my demon eyes?





“No, first do not shy your eyes away from me, have no shame you are a far higher being than me and so this should be only second best to what you desire.” Could she be any more inaccurate? “Come and tend to me please.”





I did so turning around came closer and to my horror. “What are these marks on your back, These Scars what has he done to you!?”





“I thought that you would notice when you got in the bath, you are right though you shouldn’t have the sympathy to care. And you are wise not to.” She turned around to me still inside the bath oddly smiling at me. “You know, I should’ve listened to my heart.”

“What are you talking about? What has he done to you? You will answer me.” Grabbing her shoulders her eyes never looked so pained.





“It’s amazing wouldn’t you say, Jack? How much we go through all because of the love of one person.” She trembled at first very lightly, gradually she felt cold and her once rosy skin grew ghastly cadaverous.





“Don’t you dare blank out on me, it’s not worth it.”





I entered the bath to join her once more to comfort her. I knew there was something different about her scent. It was tainted and her body has grown too fast. I am That Bastard. But I could did not curse him…no I could not…my shoulders sank and my heart heaved. I could feel the sorrow welling up within me. How could I leave you to be abused molested and desecrated? I never meant for you to be hurt like this, my jealously got the best of me and she has been profaned. What beast would do this? I did it.I was the one responsible for her profanation.





Raped Abused BDSM Perverted Abortion.





I cried, for the love of God I cried. I have fed my love to the wolves. I deserved to die and be condemned to the very Hell I am already banished to deeper, deeper still. God, why haven’t you changed your mind Jack? Who am I to blame her for Loving me and unrequitedly. What am I to do now that she is profaned? What has she done to defend herself from the monster I am? The shame! The shame the shame the shame!





She tried to comfort me but I was gone. I deserve no comfort only pain and suffering and oh to Hell with my soul! I cast myself from out the baths and locked myself into the darkness of my basement where I belonged. Naked cold bare and alone I hated it I feared it all I dodged into a corner holding my knees to my chest the cold floor irritating my anxiety chills of fear exciting me. I deserved the lonely solitude.