A New Life

Chapter 2

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That jerk moron Nathan next time I see him I’m going to strangle his fricken neck. “Darling are you alright in their” mum asks me why I’m in my room trying to think about what happened today. “Yeah I’m fine mum” and I heard her walk away, I don’t understand why Nathan did what he did.

Saying that he likes me I’ve only been here for one day and already some ones pissing me of. I was hoping that my first kiss was with a girl not with a bloody guy and a dickhead at that. I like you Justin he says yeah well he can kiss my ass I’m probably sure that’s what he wants to do. Well he can forget that because this is one ass he wont be getting his hands on that I can promise.

I wonder if his parents and friends know he’s gay man that would be a classic if they didn’t. ‘Ring ring ring ring’ “now who the heck could that be” Justin picked up his bedroom phone. “Yello yeah I’ll take a direct call” who the hell would call through the operator.

“Hey dude” I could already tell who it was and it was my best mate from New York Chris. We had been best friends since third grade and we promised each other will keep in contact even if I did move. “How ya doing”, “lets just say its hell up here and I hate it and especially this one guy whose a pain in my ass” I said.

“What ever he’s done must have really pissed you of by the sound of your voice” Chris always said the obvious. We both chatted for about and hour catching up on what I’ve missed back at New York. I gave Chris my new home phone number since I didn’t know what it was when we moved.

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It was another school day and I decided to keep a vary amount of distance between Nathan and myself. I had seen him in the cafeteria and knew he was staring at me even if I wasn’t looking at him. “Hey Justin can I sit with ya” it was that kid who followed me last week Jesse I think that was his name.

I decided to let him sit with me then Nathan wouldn’t come over and start harassing me if some one else was around. “Did you hear the news some kid from tenth grade had s.e.x with Nathan last night in the boys locker room after football training” Jesse told me. “Are you saying everyone knows that Nathan is gay”.

“Hell yeah the whole school does but he is actually bi-sexual so he likes girls and guys, kids here think he is a risk taker which makes Nathan seem like a god to them” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing and what I’m just another one of his targets. “I’m surprised you even know he likes guys after being here for only one day, did you see him kiss a guy in the bathroom or something” he asked.

What was I to say ‘nope he bloody kissed me in the hall way that’s how I know’ I couldn’t say that otherwise it might get out and everyone will think that I’m gay and that is something I don’t want. “Justin hey Justin you in their” Jesse was talking “what oh sorry about that”. “Yeah you just zoned out their for a minute so what were you thinking” Jesse asked.

“Nothing I’m just a bit tied stayed up a bit to late last night doing homework” I lied of course. “Yeah same here even though I barely finish it and then fail at the end” Jesse was very open with everything which kind of surprised me. Maybe if I let him hang around me then Nathan wont bother me period. “Hey Jesse you want to be my friend right so how about we start fresh” I told him.

“Yeah that would be awesome” I had him right were I want him lets say Jesse is my secret weapon to keep clear of Nathan Josepher.

‘So he has a new friend huh and probably thinks that if that kid hangs around him then I wont be able to grab him to be alone well we will just have to see about that’ Nathan thought to himself why watching Justin and Jesse walk out of the cafeteria. “Hey Nathan were going to the Ace Club tonight you gonna join us” Mike asked one of the guys who also hangs around him. “Yeah that sounds good I will deffiently be their ” he replied smiling back at his friend.

After the end of the day Justin was walking home since his mum couldn’t pick him up because of work.

“Man it sucks being fifteen and not being able to drive when I get my license I’m gonna take it to the medal, well at least I got that jerk of my case for the day lets just hope it stays that way”. “Is someone talking about me” great I just jinxed myself after saying that I know it. “Well if it isn’t shit face came for a second helping well forget that dick because my mouth is outer bounds to you and same with the rest of me got that, now why don’t you be a good little square and fuck of” I was proud of what I told him until ‘bang’.

It was like day ja vu all over again here I was pinned up against a wall once again maybe I should keep my mouth shut but it is deffiently hard doing it to this dick head. “You speak pretty tough kid but have you forgotten your manners respect your elders” Nathan said. “As if I will respect someone like you a person who will force himself onto some one with out the consent of that person, I never allowed you to kiss me but you just went right a head and did it I bet you do it with every guy and girl you sleep with, yeah I know your little secret from full detail and that you fucked some poor tenth grader yesterday the day that you kissed me what you couldn’t have me so you just went to some other kid and fucked his brains out am I right”.

“You think you know everything about me don’t you well here’s a little tip you might want to know I get what I want and in no time flat you will want me no matter what” Nathan told me. “Dream on you’re the last person I would ever sleep with so you should keep that in mind” even after I finished he still hadn’t let me go. I was trying to put up a good cover from my trembling body afraid he might do something to me.

“You think that all that talking can deceive me on the way your body is shaking” oh shit he knows that’s the last thing I wanted. “You’re afraid that I might take you here and now well don’t sweat I’m not like that and to just get one thing clear I don’t force myself on others” Nathan then bent his head down towards Justin’s neck. “Some day you will want me and I will be waiting” he said and then kissed my neck making a shiver run up my spine.

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I finally arrived home and went straight up to my bed room and once the door was closed I threw my bag to the other side of the room will full force from all the anger that was building up inside of me. “THAT FUCKING STUPID IDIOTIC JERK” I had to yell it was a good thing mum wasn’t home to hear that. I just flopped onto my bed and dug my head right into my pillow.

‘Some day you will want me and I will be waiting, some day you will want me and I will be waiting’ it kept going through my head over and over again that same sentence. “Get the fuck out of my head” I got my pillow and started banging my head with it. “Come on Justin get a fucking grip on yourself he is just trying to manipulate you that’s all so you can deal with this just forget everything he said and forget him”.

Talking to myself was one of my habits which mum always told me to try and keep under control. I once went shopping with her and through the whole day I was just talking to myself because I was so bored and people around me were staring probably thinking I was crazy. You could probably say I was with how I run my life and how much more complicated it was getting.

Of all the places we had to move it just had to be Arizona it couldn’t have been Alaska surely their weren’t any guy guys or bi-sexual guys up in the snow maybe I could look it up on the internet surly their would be something about it. Who am I kidding that’s just crazy talk looking up the internet yeah great idea Justin what are you going to think of next. I wonder if pigs can actually fly and can fly me outer here now that would be great I bet I will end up in and mental hospital if I think like that.

Who knows how many gay guys would be in a mental hospital unless I become a cross dresser. I’ve seen those shows how guys like to dress up in woman’s underwear and clothes. Actually how could guys stand wearing bras when even some woman hate wearing them. I’ve heard how mum complains about the straps and that they must not be that nice to wear. Why the hell am I talking about bras jeeze I am losing it alright I think the best thing to do is just go down stairs and watch some TV yeah that’s a good idea.

Justin walked down stairs and into the lounge room grabbing the control and sitting on the nice soft couch.

“Now lets see what’s on shall we”, a program came on “it doesn’t matter what sex the frog is they can still have” the person was about to continue “woah woah woah next channel” and another one came on. “Mark Wattle and his gay lover Samuel T” but before the news reporter said anything else Justin changed the channel again. This time a cartoon came on “huh thank goodness” so he started watching it.

“Tuki I’m home” a man walked through the door “oh honey I’m so pleased you’ve come home” a man walked into the lounge wearing an apron. They both walked up to each other and kissed. “AAAHHH” I switched the TV of this time “who allows kids to watch that what are they trying to do teach kids to become gay when their older, even the TV is tormenting me”.

Justin laid down on the couch and put his hand up to his head “what the hell is wrong with me I never use to be like this”. The front door opened “Justin honey I’m home”, “hey mum” I wasn’t in the best of moods to have a long conversation with mum at the moment. “Oh sweetie is something wrong did some bullies pick on you at school” she just had to say that. Yeah wait till she hears that it isn’t bullies but some guy trying to hit on me. Now I would prefer if it was some kids who would make my school years a living hell instead of a bi-sexual teenager doing it.

“Well guess what I was asked out on a date today can you believe it, oh he is so handsome and sweet” I was about to open my mouth “and don’t you say he is gay I know what your thinking mister” she said. “Look mum how many boyfriends have you had since dad left and they have either been squares or criminals how do you know if this guy is from the mafia or something like that” I was trying to talk mum out of going on a date.

“Oh Justin don’t be silly David isn’t from the mafia and he isn’t a criminal or married and deffiently not gay, I can tell that he is the one I cant wait until you meet him Friday night when he comes to pick me up he is taking me to a very famous restaurant” she says. “Fine knock yourself out but don’t blame me when I say I told you so” I then laid back down on the couch.

Mum headed towards the kitchen “oh and Justin he is bringing his son over to stay with you why were out he is only a little bit older than you but I know you will both get along just fine” she told me.

This is just great I am going to meet another one of my mum’s boyfriends who knows if this guy is the one then I can deffiently see wedding bells in the future and that’s not all I am going to meet his son as well. This is just giving me a really big headache only three days until a disaster of a life time.

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I hope this was a good chapter I know it wasn’t as long as the other one so sorry about that but I will try and make the next chapter a bit longer than this one. Seeya soon