To Find Love, Through Your Fears
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Category:
Romance › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
3
Views:
1,220
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
The First
After over 8 months of dating Michael and I spent more time together, he\'d stay the night at the apartment, but nothing ever happened. I\'d never been with anyone before. So here was my chance. Run. Runaway. Run from love. Hide. Strangely enough I didn\'t want to run. Michael would tell me he loved me, and that he\'d wait until I felt comfortable to say it as well. He never pressured me into anything.
Most nights we\'d mane dinner together, and clean up after together. Then we\'d sit and talk, then go to bed.
\" Ella, you ok?\" He asked.
\" Yeah.\" I said, staring at the calendar. \" Today\'s my mom\'s birthday.\"
\" You sure, you\'re ok?\" He asked.
\" Yeah. I mean they died when I was like 3 so I really don\'t remember much.\" I tried to never show emotions about my parents. But somehow Michael saw through me. He knew me.
\" It\'s ok to cry Ella.\" He said. \" It\'s ok to be sad, angry, anything.\"
\" It\'s not ok that they died.\" I said, quietly, with a shaky sigh. I knew I Was going to cry so I tried to get away to where he couldn\'t see me but he grabbed me.
\" Hey...you have to quit running. It\'s ok. You don\'t have to be strong in front of me. Ella, it\'s ok to miss them. It\'s ok to cry over them. Hell it\'s ok to be angry at them.\" He said. I stopped fighting to get away and melted into his arms, and cried. For the first time in a long time I cried over my parents. I calmed down after a little while. We sat on the couch. He held me close. \" Let\'s go to bed, it\'s late.\"
\" Michael?\" I asked, quietly before we stood up.
\" Yeah?\" He asked.
\" I--I love you.\" I said.
\" I love you too.\" He said. \" You didn\'t have--\" I cut him off.
\" I wanted to. I love you Michael. I never thought I\'d love anyone.\" I said.
\" Ella...\" He said.
\" I truly never thought I\'d fall in love. Everytime I\'d get close to someone, they left. But you, you--\" He cut me off.
\" Ella I love you, I\'m not going anywhere.\" He said. We kissed. We went to bed a little while later.
The next morning I woke up before him.
\" Hey sleepy head. We need to get ready for work.\" I said. He grumbled something. \" Come on get up.\" I laughed. I got up and got ready to go. \" You\'re going to be late for work.\" I kissed him softly.
He got up a few minutes later, and got ready. We went to work. I left before him when the day was over.
\" I\'ll see you at the apartment.\" I said. I went to my apartment and changed into a short black skirt, with a pink blouse.
\" Ella?\" I heard him call.
\" In here.\" I said. I was in the bedroom. I met him at the door. I pulled him into a kiss.
\" Ella?\" Michael asked.
\" Something wrong?\" I asked.
\" No...God no. I just don\'t want you to feel like you have to--\" I cut him off.
\" I want to.\" I said. \" That is if you--\" He kissed me.
\" I love you.\" He said.
\" I love you too.\" I said, quietly. He picked me up carrying me to my bed. He set me down gently. I smiled as we kissed. I unbuttoned his shirt nervously as we kissed. I pulled the shirt free from his pants, pushing it away from his body. It fell to the bed.
\" You ok?\" He asked. I nodded. I sat up as he pulled my shirt over my head. He ran his hands over my bare skin. He placed kisses down my neck, collar bone, chest, then stomach. He undid his pants sliding them off along with his boxers. I marveled at his body. I felt him unhook my bra and take it off, and felt his hand slide to my skirt. With one tug it was off. I lay in front of him in my panties. \" Lift your hips.\" He smiled, I did and he slid my panties down and off. He touched the innerpart of my thighs. My body responded to his touch. His hand found the destination it must have originally intended. It felt so good. He was so gentle and careful with me.
\" Michael.\" I sighed. He kissed me deeply. He nudged my legs further apart and settled himself between them, still kissing me.
\" You sure?\" He asked, quietly. I nodded again. I felt him slowly slide into me. It hurt sure, but I wanted it. He waited as I adjusted. Then started moving in and out of me.
\" Michael.\" I said, loudly. We soon found a pace we both enjoyed. You could hear moans from both of us. \" Oh God Michael!\" We both came easily. I fell asleep in his arms.
The next day was Saturday, we spent the whole day in bed. \" I could really get used to this.\" I smiled.
Most nights we\'d mane dinner together, and clean up after together. Then we\'d sit and talk, then go to bed.
\" Ella, you ok?\" He asked.
\" Yeah.\" I said, staring at the calendar. \" Today\'s my mom\'s birthday.\"
\" You sure, you\'re ok?\" He asked.
\" Yeah. I mean they died when I was like 3 so I really don\'t remember much.\" I tried to never show emotions about my parents. But somehow Michael saw through me. He knew me.
\" It\'s ok to cry Ella.\" He said. \" It\'s ok to be sad, angry, anything.\"
\" It\'s not ok that they died.\" I said, quietly, with a shaky sigh. I knew I Was going to cry so I tried to get away to where he couldn\'t see me but he grabbed me.
\" Hey...you have to quit running. It\'s ok. You don\'t have to be strong in front of me. Ella, it\'s ok to miss them. It\'s ok to cry over them. Hell it\'s ok to be angry at them.\" He said. I stopped fighting to get away and melted into his arms, and cried. For the first time in a long time I cried over my parents. I calmed down after a little while. We sat on the couch. He held me close. \" Let\'s go to bed, it\'s late.\"
\" Michael?\" I asked, quietly before we stood up.
\" Yeah?\" He asked.
\" I--I love you.\" I said.
\" I love you too.\" He said. \" You didn\'t have--\" I cut him off.
\" I wanted to. I love you Michael. I never thought I\'d love anyone.\" I said.
\" Ella...\" He said.
\" I truly never thought I\'d fall in love. Everytime I\'d get close to someone, they left. But you, you--\" He cut me off.
\" Ella I love you, I\'m not going anywhere.\" He said. We kissed. We went to bed a little while later.
The next morning I woke up before him.
\" Hey sleepy head. We need to get ready for work.\" I said. He grumbled something. \" Come on get up.\" I laughed. I got up and got ready to go. \" You\'re going to be late for work.\" I kissed him softly.
He got up a few minutes later, and got ready. We went to work. I left before him when the day was over.
\" I\'ll see you at the apartment.\" I said. I went to my apartment and changed into a short black skirt, with a pink blouse.
\" Ella?\" I heard him call.
\" In here.\" I said. I was in the bedroom. I met him at the door. I pulled him into a kiss.
\" Ella?\" Michael asked.
\" Something wrong?\" I asked.
\" No...God no. I just don\'t want you to feel like you have to--\" I cut him off.
\" I want to.\" I said. \" That is if you--\" He kissed me.
\" I love you.\" He said.
\" I love you too.\" I said, quietly. He picked me up carrying me to my bed. He set me down gently. I smiled as we kissed. I unbuttoned his shirt nervously as we kissed. I pulled the shirt free from his pants, pushing it away from his body. It fell to the bed.
\" You ok?\" He asked. I nodded. I sat up as he pulled my shirt over my head. He ran his hands over my bare skin. He placed kisses down my neck, collar bone, chest, then stomach. He undid his pants sliding them off along with his boxers. I marveled at his body. I felt him unhook my bra and take it off, and felt his hand slide to my skirt. With one tug it was off. I lay in front of him in my panties. \" Lift your hips.\" He smiled, I did and he slid my panties down and off. He touched the innerpart of my thighs. My body responded to his touch. His hand found the destination it must have originally intended. It felt so good. He was so gentle and careful with me.
\" Michael.\" I sighed. He kissed me deeply. He nudged my legs further apart and settled himself between them, still kissing me.
\" You sure?\" He asked, quietly. I nodded again. I felt him slowly slide into me. It hurt sure, but I wanted it. He waited as I adjusted. Then started moving in and out of me.
\" Michael.\" I said, loudly. We soon found a pace we both enjoyed. You could hear moans from both of us. \" Oh God Michael!\" We both came easily. I fell asleep in his arms.
The next day was Saturday, we spent the whole day in bed. \" I could really get used to this.\" I smiled.