An addiction

The family had left through the dark hallway.
Now I was the only customer left in the room. The old woman clerk looked at me. I blushed.
'This yer first time?' she asked.
I nodded, blushing harder. The young man behind the counter looked at me. I felt the blush spread to the rest of my body under his eyes.
The old woman rose and walked slowly towards the dark hallway where the other customers had disappeared. The young man sauntered after, after first having looked at me intently.
I felt my skin tingling where his look had touched me. I was feeling strangely warm and my bra felt uncomfortable.
The old woman opened a hidden door in the hallway. I could see it very clearly. The light coming from the room was not dark, nor red. It was lighter, but not what you would call bright. They disappeared into the room. Slowly, hesitantly, I went to the door.

I was standing, still in the hallway, with one hand lingering on the doorframe. I stared into the room. The old woman had disappeared. The young man was standing on the other side of a bed. The bed caught my eye. It was a queen-size bed with very white cotton sheets. I did not take note of the surroundings. The man stood there with an ambiguous smile, urging me to go closer. I took a step inside the room. The door closed soundlessly behind me. I gasped and began to turn my head, but the man entranced me. He had short dark hair. It was slightly curly, and his smooth skin was tanned. It looked nice to touch.

The fear caused by the door closing had raised my adrenaline level, my pace of breathing had increased and with it, my level of arousal. I was intrigued by the situation. By the man. By the bed. By his smooth dark skin. I took each step towards the bed with the white cotton sheets slowly. Each step towards the man who looked at me, at the same time both seductively and reproachingly. I stopped when I was two steps away from the bed.
I was afraid to breathe. Suddenly, he spoke.
-Tell me, what do you want to experience?

His voice seemed to speak of a million things I could experience. With him. On the bed between us. Now.

-I—I'm not sure… I stammered.
-Why don't you lie down? He said.
I didn't want to put myself in that vulnerable a position. Unconsciously, I folded my arms in front of me.
-Don't shut yourself off from me, he said. You must have come here for a reason.
Feeling guilty, I dropped my hands to my sides.
-I'm not sure how I arrived here, I said honestly.
He raised an eyebrow and looked at me.

-We can only give you what you want if you tell us what it is.

I was feeling warm at that place between my legs, but I still did not know how to react in this alien situation.
He sighed.
-Please, lie down.

I did as he ordered. It felt strange to be obedient. I was not sure if I had done what was sensible, but when he told me to close my eyes, I did.

-Now, he said. Do you feel comfortable? Don't make a sound. Just nod.
I nodded.
-Relax.
I relaxed.
-Now, let's take off those jeans and let you wear something more… easily accessible.