My Heart's Desire
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Drama › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
3
Views:
3,049
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
If Only...
Wow 5 new Reviews, I didn’t expect them to come so fast. Oh well I guess you guys liked it. That’s good. Anyways, I’ll try to write more in this chapter, I just have to think of what first. But I got some pretty good idea’s. I though I put it in the RATED-R section. Woops. Well it will be there. R&R
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Title: My Heart’s Desire
Author: TameLion
Pairings: Darry/Ponyboy, Johnny/Dally
CHAPTER 2: If Only…
Summary: Love has different meanings. Love is shared through Family, friends, and lovers. But what if your definition of love between brothers changed. And what if it wasn’t? Love is lost…love is found. D/P, DL/J
WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SLASH, INCEST…I THINK YOU GET THE IDEA. IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT SLASH IS, IT IS WHEN STORIED OUT OF REAL BOOKS ARE WRITTEN & SWITCHED AROUND TO THE WRITERS SATISFACTION AND IT CONTAINS
HOMOSEXUAL CONTENT BETWEEN CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK. IN OTHER WORDS BOY ON BOY ACTION BETWEEN CHARACTERS WHO NORMALLY WOULDN’T.
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own jack. I’m poor, broke…penniless, so don’t expect anything. And anyways I did put a warning in this and you made the choice to read it. Your fault.
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CHAPTER 2
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( Darry’s POV )
He’s so peaceful when he’s asleep. I wish he was like this when he’s conscious of his surroundings. Poor kid. He shifted in the wooden chair by the bed and ran his fingers through Pony’s short hair.
He peered at the short blond hair. He’s kinda cute with blonde hair. I have to thank Johnny some time. Speaking of Johnny, I think I should go visit him. Pulling the covers over his brother’s shoulders he exited the room and quietly shut the door behind him. He could see the kitchen light on, probably Soda having breakfast.
“ Is that you Darry?” Soda’s voice carried its way from the kitchen.
“ Yea. I’m off of work today, so I’m just going out for a while.” He pulled on his jacket and opened the front door. Just as he passed through the door he heard a muffled voice from the kitchen.
“ Alright. I’ll wake up Pony later then.”
He climbed into the driver seat of his old broken-down truck, inserted his car key and switched the engine on. They engine flared up with a roar, he backed out of the driveway and started out onto the street.
It wasn’t a long ride. The Hospital was just about 10 minutes away. Pulling up into the visitor parking area, he stepped out of the car and entered the building. He cringed as the hospital smell hit his nose. Checking himself in as a visitor he headed up the stairs and into the room where Johnny was kept. I need to visit Dally too. He opened the door and quickly shut it behind him. The lights were off so he guessed Johnny was asleep.
While he worked the blinds open, the hidden bed behind the curtains started to move. Walking over to the bed, he pulled back the curtains and gasped. Dally lay entwined with Johnny in the small hospital bed. He promptly pulled the curtains back. Feeling like he interrupted a special moment between the two, he closed behind and walked out the door.
Down the hall he spotted Johnny’s parents once again trying to see their son. I don’t know why they bother. I’ve already gotten the idea that they don’t care about him.” Looking straight at his feet, he quickly walked past the arguing couple without being detected and out of the building. By the time he had made it back, Pony was still in bed. Never trust Soda with chores.
Sighing, he took his t-shirt off and flopped on the couch. Nothing good was on the TV, so he decided to take a nap.
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(Pony’s POV)
He searched his bed for the familiar feeling. Nothing. That’s what his felt. He missed the familiar feeling of warm arms around him, the other body that was snuggled up close to him, the rhythm of inhaling and exhaling air. Most of all, Darry.
Pulling back the covers, he stared about his room groggily. His morning had not started off well. Not knowing that it was already noon. As he entered the living room, the sight of his brother shirtless and asleep on the couch stopped him in his mid-step.
He eyes lingered from the red lips, to the taught pink nipples that lay on his chiseled chest. He unconsciously licked his lips. It seems as no one else in the house. Soda probably went out with the gang.
Inhaling sharply, he slid under the blanket that covered his half-naked brother and
And buried his face at the crook of his neck. Not even ten minutes did he feel Darry’s arms enclose around him.
“ Darry?” He peered up at his brother’s icy blue eyes.
“ Yes?” He had a look in his eyes that Pony couldn’t identify.
“ Um…. I…. I….” Darry just smiled and stroked his hair.
“ It’s alright Pony, I understand.” He shifted in the chair and noted the hardness pressed against his leg. “ Pony…. what’s that?” There was a tense silence.
“ I’m sorry…” He jumped back and slammed the door of his room as he entered it. Sighing once more, Darry got up from the couch and knocked on Pony’s Door.
On the other side, Pony lay in his bed with his eyes clenched shut. He knew his secret. He knew.
“ Pony I’m coming in not matter what you say.” And he did, the door was opened and closed quietly.
“ Is there something you’d like to talk about?”
“ No.” Pony under his covers. “ Yes. I’m sorry I couldn’t help it .Its just that…. I like guys and you reminded me of a guy I met once.” He lied through his teeth. There was no guy. He was gay, but hadn’t met a guy ever whom he was attracted to.
“ Oh. “ Pony almost though he caught a bit of disappointment as he said it. “ Its alright. Maybe you should take care of that…” He motioned.
Pony’s cheek blazed red. “ I…I don’t know how. “ He stared at his lap nervously.
“ Alright, I’m only doing this once. Go to the bathroom now. I’ll be there in a sec.” With a nod he watched Pony head towards the bathroom. Just a few second later he locked the front door and returned to the bedroom.
He locked the bathroom door and leaned against the closed door. His brother looked so innocent sitting on the toilet seat. “ Come here.” He tried to repress the urge to attack his brother right on the stop. Pony walked up to him nervously. His arousal still erect. “ Alright, umm…. You have to trust me on this one. Undress and get into the tub.” He turned his back and checked the door. Also to give his brother more time to undress.
Waiting several more minutes, he twisted around and was awarded by the site of his little brother in the tub, naked. Gulping, he crouched down at the outside of the tub and leaned forward. “ You have to trust me and…and close you eyes. That might help.” Pony nodded before applying. Smiling to himself, Darry put the clog on the tub and turned on the water. As soon as the temperature was set, he took the soap from the hanger and poured a small portion of it in his palm. Rubbing both hands together to create a soapy substance. When he was done, he turned of the water and gave Pony one more glance.
Sighing quietly, he placed his hands on his brother’s stomach and trailed it down past his thighs till his hand was right above his arousal. The soap smeared were ever his hand moved to. He made sure that he avoided touching his cock till Pony thrust his hips slightly.
“ Be patient.” He murmured. For a couple of minutes he moved around his brother’s arousal, then he put his torturing to a halt. For gazed at his brother’s facial expression, it held a slight twist of bliss and irritation.
Pony peered through his damp eyes, Why had he stopped? he thought to himself. “ Darry?” a quiver of uncertainness in his voice.
“ Sorry, Pony. I just wanted to know if you wanted me to go on?” He felt reluctant to continue their activity. If by a miracle he would make it out of the bathroom without Pony noticing his growing erection, then he’d likely continue.
“ Please….” He whispered it. Pony relaxed when Darry smiled at him reassuringly and closed his eyes with two fingers.
Holding Pony’s arousal by both his hands, he stroked in and up and down motion. Each stroke, Pony let out a little squeal, but they were suppressed as he pressed his lips together. Not even a minute later, Pony let out a small cry and released his seed into Darry’s hands.
Once more, Darry turned the water on and switched it to shower. He pulled Pony onto his feet and pulled his back a few feet from the sprays of water. “ Are you able to stand?”
“ Yes.” Just as Darry was releasing him, he noticed the bulge similar to the one he just had. “ Darry…. um thank you. I just…would you like to take a shower with me?”
Looking down at his paints, a slight hinge of red on his cheeks. Understanding he nodded. “ Ok.” He striped his clothes off and climbed into the tub with his little brother.
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He felt so warm. So safe. He blinked. There was someone beside him. He eyes open with a start and looked around wildly.
“ Calm down Johnny, Its just me.” That was Dally voice. What is he doing in my bed? But he didn’t care; he just didn’t want to be alone right now. He shifted in the bed and moved closer to Dally.
“ Are the others ok?” he sounded so weak.
“ Yes Pony’s just fine. Kid, be quite, save up your strength.” Johnny knew that there was no need to. He was dying. Not at the moment, but his time would come soon. But he went along with it.
“ Promise me you won’t do anything stupid if something happens to me.”
He winced as dally clutched his arms and drew him closer. “ DON’T THINK LIKE THAT!!. Nothing is going to happen to y-“ He stopped mid in his sentence as he stared at the pained expression on Johnny’s face. “ I’m sorry. I just don’t want to…lose you I guess.” Wrapping his arms around Johnny, he placed a kiss on Johnny’s cheek. But when he pulled back, the other boy leaned forward and placed a light peck on his lips.
“ Johnny!” He sputtered. He was caught off guard by it.
“ I’m just returning the Goodnight kiss you gave me last night.” He smiled for the first time in 3 weeks.
“ You were awake? Why didn’t you tell m-…” Before he could finish his sentence, Johnny pulled him into a heated kiss. Sure he had had a few flings here and there, kissing was involved, but there were nothing like this. When they broke apart, both were inhaling and exhaling sharply.
“ Promise me this, even though I am paralyzed from my legs and down, I want you to make love to me. That’s my last wish.” They was a nervous silence.
“ Alright. I will.” And with that he said no more. They held each other for a while till the Doctor came in and ushered Dally away.
“ I’ll see you later.” He called out before he disappeared through the doorway.
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Well that was a good chapter, I hope you guys like this one. The graphic isn’t very explicit. At least I hope it stays on there. And I know that has a rule about NC-17, so check for my Nc-17 part of my stories. Which I haven’t written yet. When it comes to that part, I’ll put a warning on it.
And there are people to thank to
To Jysk – A girl or boy many words.
To Maddy- thank you for putting my story on the favorite list.
To Mrs.HoldenCaulfield- I’m not too sure what I will do with Soda yet,
But don’t worry I’ll find out soon.
To Angelina Grace – Well I’ll add a litte more Johnny/Dally. Just wait for the NC-17 part at
To Jenna – Um hmm… I might just give a hint of Soda/Darry or
Soda/Pony
To Jaded-sky – Yes I’m going to do that. I thought I did. Thank you for the reminder.
To The ice Duchess- Thank you. I know I wish there were a lot more of a lot of pairings. Like for the anime’s Inuyasha and Fushigi Y
Yuugi, More fics with Inuyasha and his brother Sesshoumaru, and for F Y more Nuriko and Hotohori’s without Nuriko dying,
To Leslee- Yup , I’m one to explore the relationship between brothers. I can’t help me. ( I\'m sorry if some of you are confused. This is also the FF.NET part too. so check it out on there too.)
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Title: My Heart’s Desire
Author: TameLion
Pairings: Darry/Ponyboy, Johnny/Dally
CHAPTER 2: If Only…
Summary: Love has different meanings. Love is shared through Family, friends, and lovers. But what if your definition of love between brothers changed. And what if it wasn’t? Love is lost…love is found. D/P, DL/J
WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SLASH, INCEST…I THINK YOU GET THE IDEA. IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT SLASH IS, IT IS WHEN STORIED OUT OF REAL BOOKS ARE WRITTEN & SWITCHED AROUND TO THE WRITERS SATISFACTION AND IT CONTAINS
HOMOSEXUAL CONTENT BETWEEN CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK. IN OTHER WORDS BOY ON BOY ACTION BETWEEN CHARACTERS WHO NORMALLY WOULDN’T.
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own jack. I’m poor, broke…penniless, so don’t expect anything. And anyways I did put a warning in this and you made the choice to read it. Your fault.
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: My Heart’s Desire :::::::::::::::::::::::::::
CHAPTER 2
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: My Heart’s Desire :::::::::::::::::::::::::::
( Darry’s POV )
He’s so peaceful when he’s asleep. I wish he was like this when he’s conscious of his surroundings. Poor kid. He shifted in the wooden chair by the bed and ran his fingers through Pony’s short hair.
He peered at the short blond hair. He’s kinda cute with blonde hair. I have to thank Johnny some time. Speaking of Johnny, I think I should go visit him. Pulling the covers over his brother’s shoulders he exited the room and quietly shut the door behind him. He could see the kitchen light on, probably Soda having breakfast.
“ Is that you Darry?” Soda’s voice carried its way from the kitchen.
“ Yea. I’m off of work today, so I’m just going out for a while.” He pulled on his jacket and opened the front door. Just as he passed through the door he heard a muffled voice from the kitchen.
“ Alright. I’ll wake up Pony later then.”
He climbed into the driver seat of his old broken-down truck, inserted his car key and switched the engine on. They engine flared up with a roar, he backed out of the driveway and started out onto the street.
It wasn’t a long ride. The Hospital was just about 10 minutes away. Pulling up into the visitor parking area, he stepped out of the car and entered the building. He cringed as the hospital smell hit his nose. Checking himself in as a visitor he headed up the stairs and into the room where Johnny was kept. I need to visit Dally too. He opened the door and quickly shut it behind him. The lights were off so he guessed Johnny was asleep.
While he worked the blinds open, the hidden bed behind the curtains started to move. Walking over to the bed, he pulled back the curtains and gasped. Dally lay entwined with Johnny in the small hospital bed. He promptly pulled the curtains back. Feeling like he interrupted a special moment between the two, he closed behind and walked out the door.
Down the hall he spotted Johnny’s parents once again trying to see their son. I don’t know why they bother. I’ve already gotten the idea that they don’t care about him.” Looking straight at his feet, he quickly walked past the arguing couple without being detected and out of the building. By the time he had made it back, Pony was still in bed. Never trust Soda with chores.
Sighing, he took his t-shirt off and flopped on the couch. Nothing good was on the TV, so he decided to take a nap.
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(Pony’s POV)
He searched his bed for the familiar feeling. Nothing. That’s what his felt. He missed the familiar feeling of warm arms around him, the other body that was snuggled up close to him, the rhythm of inhaling and exhaling air. Most of all, Darry.
Pulling back the covers, he stared about his room groggily. His morning had not started off well. Not knowing that it was already noon. As he entered the living room, the sight of his brother shirtless and asleep on the couch stopped him in his mid-step.
He eyes lingered from the red lips, to the taught pink nipples that lay on his chiseled chest. He unconsciously licked his lips. It seems as no one else in the house. Soda probably went out with the gang.
Inhaling sharply, he slid under the blanket that covered his half-naked brother and
And buried his face at the crook of his neck. Not even ten minutes did he feel Darry’s arms enclose around him.
“ Darry?” He peered up at his brother’s icy blue eyes.
“ Yes?” He had a look in his eyes that Pony couldn’t identify.
“ Um…. I…. I….” Darry just smiled and stroked his hair.
“ It’s alright Pony, I understand.” He shifted in the chair and noted the hardness pressed against his leg. “ Pony…. what’s that?” There was a tense silence.
“ I’m sorry…” He jumped back and slammed the door of his room as he entered it. Sighing once more, Darry got up from the couch and knocked on Pony’s Door.
On the other side, Pony lay in his bed with his eyes clenched shut. He knew his secret. He knew.
“ Pony I’m coming in not matter what you say.” And he did, the door was opened and closed quietly.
“ Is there something you’d like to talk about?”
“ No.” Pony under his covers. “ Yes. I’m sorry I couldn’t help it .Its just that…. I like guys and you reminded me of a guy I met once.” He lied through his teeth. There was no guy. He was gay, but hadn’t met a guy ever whom he was attracted to.
“ Oh. “ Pony almost though he caught a bit of disappointment as he said it. “ Its alright. Maybe you should take care of that…” He motioned.
Pony’s cheek blazed red. “ I…I don’t know how. “ He stared at his lap nervously.
“ Alright, I’m only doing this once. Go to the bathroom now. I’ll be there in a sec.” With a nod he watched Pony head towards the bathroom. Just a few second later he locked the front door and returned to the bedroom.
He locked the bathroom door and leaned against the closed door. His brother looked so innocent sitting on the toilet seat. “ Come here.” He tried to repress the urge to attack his brother right on the stop. Pony walked up to him nervously. His arousal still erect. “ Alright, umm…. You have to trust me on this one. Undress and get into the tub.” He turned his back and checked the door. Also to give his brother more time to undress.
Waiting several more minutes, he twisted around and was awarded by the site of his little brother in the tub, naked. Gulping, he crouched down at the outside of the tub and leaned forward. “ You have to trust me and…and close you eyes. That might help.” Pony nodded before applying. Smiling to himself, Darry put the clog on the tub and turned on the water. As soon as the temperature was set, he took the soap from the hanger and poured a small portion of it in his palm. Rubbing both hands together to create a soapy substance. When he was done, he turned of the water and gave Pony one more glance.
Sighing quietly, he placed his hands on his brother’s stomach and trailed it down past his thighs till his hand was right above his arousal. The soap smeared were ever his hand moved to. He made sure that he avoided touching his cock till Pony thrust his hips slightly.
“ Be patient.” He murmured. For a couple of minutes he moved around his brother’s arousal, then he put his torturing to a halt. For gazed at his brother’s facial expression, it held a slight twist of bliss and irritation.
Pony peered through his damp eyes, Why had he stopped? he thought to himself. “ Darry?” a quiver of uncertainness in his voice.
“ Sorry, Pony. I just wanted to know if you wanted me to go on?” He felt reluctant to continue their activity. If by a miracle he would make it out of the bathroom without Pony noticing his growing erection, then he’d likely continue.
“ Please….” He whispered it. Pony relaxed when Darry smiled at him reassuringly and closed his eyes with two fingers.
Holding Pony’s arousal by both his hands, he stroked in and up and down motion. Each stroke, Pony let out a little squeal, but they were suppressed as he pressed his lips together. Not even a minute later, Pony let out a small cry and released his seed into Darry’s hands.
Once more, Darry turned the water on and switched it to shower. He pulled Pony onto his feet and pulled his back a few feet from the sprays of water. “ Are you able to stand?”
“ Yes.” Just as Darry was releasing him, he noticed the bulge similar to the one he just had. “ Darry…. um thank you. I just…would you like to take a shower with me?”
Looking down at his paints, a slight hinge of red on his cheeks. Understanding he nodded. “ Ok.” He striped his clothes off and climbed into the tub with his little brother.
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He felt so warm. So safe. He blinked. There was someone beside him. He eyes open with a start and looked around wildly.
“ Calm down Johnny, Its just me.” That was Dally voice. What is he doing in my bed? But he didn’t care; he just didn’t want to be alone right now. He shifted in the bed and moved closer to Dally.
“ Are the others ok?” he sounded so weak.
“ Yes Pony’s just fine. Kid, be quite, save up your strength.” Johnny knew that there was no need to. He was dying. Not at the moment, but his time would come soon. But he went along with it.
“ Promise me you won’t do anything stupid if something happens to me.”
He winced as dally clutched his arms and drew him closer. “ DON’T THINK LIKE THAT!!. Nothing is going to happen to y-“ He stopped mid in his sentence as he stared at the pained expression on Johnny’s face. “ I’m sorry. I just don’t want to…lose you I guess.” Wrapping his arms around Johnny, he placed a kiss on Johnny’s cheek. But when he pulled back, the other boy leaned forward and placed a light peck on his lips.
“ Johnny!” He sputtered. He was caught off guard by it.
“ I’m just returning the Goodnight kiss you gave me last night.” He smiled for the first time in 3 weeks.
“ You were awake? Why didn’t you tell m-…” Before he could finish his sentence, Johnny pulled him into a heated kiss. Sure he had had a few flings here and there, kissing was involved, but there were nothing like this. When they broke apart, both were inhaling and exhaling sharply.
“ Promise me this, even though I am paralyzed from my legs and down, I want you to make love to me. That’s my last wish.” They was a nervous silence.
“ Alright. I will.” And with that he said no more. They held each other for a while till the Doctor came in and ushered Dally away.
“ I’ll see you later.” He called out before he disappeared through the doorway.
::::::::::::::::::::::::::: To Be Continued…:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Well that was a good chapter, I hope you guys like this one. The graphic isn’t very explicit. At least I hope it stays on there. And I know that has a rule about NC-17, so check for my Nc-17 part of my stories. Which I haven’t written yet. When it comes to that part, I’ll put a warning on it.
And there are people to thank to
To Jysk – A girl or boy many words.
To Maddy- thank you for putting my story on the favorite list.
To Mrs.HoldenCaulfield- I’m not too sure what I will do with Soda yet,
But don’t worry I’ll find out soon.
To Angelina Grace – Well I’ll add a litte more Johnny/Dally. Just wait for the NC-17 part at
To Jenna – Um hmm… I might just give a hint of Soda/Darry or
Soda/Pony
To Jaded-sky – Yes I’m going to do that. I thought I did. Thank you for the reminder.
To The ice Duchess- Thank you. I know I wish there were a lot more of a lot of pairings. Like for the anime’s Inuyasha and Fushigi Y
Yuugi, More fics with Inuyasha and his brother Sesshoumaru, and for F Y more Nuriko and Hotohori’s without Nuriko dying,
To Leslee- Yup , I’m one to explore the relationship between brothers. I can’t help me. ( I\'m sorry if some of you are confused. This is also the FF.NET part too. so check it out on there too.)