Sadness
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Category:
Drama › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
710
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Can't let go
Adam, my dearest, my sweet, my love. It has been 3 years since you left me, but to me, that day seems like it was yesterday. I have dropped everything, my job, my friends, my life, my life at college, i couldn\'t do it, everything that i did just reminded me of you. I know you would be upset and angry with me for doing so, but i can\'t go on without you.
Your father and my mother aren\'t happy with my choices, they tell me everyday \"Adam would be very upset with you, we know you would listen to him more than us\" and they\'re right, but life doesn\'t seem to have any meaning without you here. They try and get on with their lives, barely talking about you, avoiding the fact that you are gone, with i say something about you, they just simplely change the subject.
AC tells me that he is worried about me as well, he wants to move in my apartment with me, so he can look out for me, i told him it wasn\'t a good idea cause i don\'t go anywhere, i barely leave my apartment, so he wouldn\'t be really looking for much. He keeps asking me but i tell him \'no\' everytime, you can tell that he just plans on showing up one day and never leaving but he knows i would probably hate him for it so he hasn\'t made a move to do so yet.
It\'s hard for me to live without you, Adam, your father thought that i would love to have your stuff that you have in your dorm room and in your room at the house. It breaks my heart into millions of piece to have your stuff, it reminds me that you are gone but it reminds me that i love you.
I want to die, i want to be with you, but i can\'t die, AC took me to a party with some friends of his, he\'s 21 now, i wish you could see him, you would laugh at him, he still acts goofy, but he tries to act like you, all mature and everything, saying \"I\'m here and leave me alone cause i have to protect my sister\" he most sounds like you when we would go to the mall or even the movie theater. I tried so hard not to cry.
I met a friend of yours, i think he said his name was John, but i knew all of your friends, and i didn\'t remember a John, we got to talking about you, he didn\'t hear what had happend, he said he took a year off from college to find himself and he was backpacking through Europe.
AC misses you but i don\'t think he remembers you like i do, nobody knew you like i did. So i\'m glad that i know you better than anybody. I have been told that it is hard to lose you but you have to let them go. It has been hard, but my dear sweet Adam, i will never let you go, i don\'t want too.
Your father and my mother aren\'t happy with my choices, they tell me everyday \"Adam would be very upset with you, we know you would listen to him more than us\" and they\'re right, but life doesn\'t seem to have any meaning without you here. They try and get on with their lives, barely talking about you, avoiding the fact that you are gone, with i say something about you, they just simplely change the subject.
AC tells me that he is worried about me as well, he wants to move in my apartment with me, so he can look out for me, i told him it wasn\'t a good idea cause i don\'t go anywhere, i barely leave my apartment, so he wouldn\'t be really looking for much. He keeps asking me but i tell him \'no\' everytime, you can tell that he just plans on showing up one day and never leaving but he knows i would probably hate him for it so he hasn\'t made a move to do so yet.
It\'s hard for me to live without you, Adam, your father thought that i would love to have your stuff that you have in your dorm room and in your room at the house. It breaks my heart into millions of piece to have your stuff, it reminds me that you are gone but it reminds me that i love you.
I want to die, i want to be with you, but i can\'t die, AC took me to a party with some friends of his, he\'s 21 now, i wish you could see him, you would laugh at him, he still acts goofy, but he tries to act like you, all mature and everything, saying \"I\'m here and leave me alone cause i have to protect my sister\" he most sounds like you when we would go to the mall or even the movie theater. I tried so hard not to cry.
I met a friend of yours, i think he said his name was John, but i knew all of your friends, and i didn\'t remember a John, we got to talking about you, he didn\'t hear what had happend, he said he took a year off from college to find himself and he was backpacking through Europe.
AC misses you but i don\'t think he remembers you like i do, nobody knew you like i did. So i\'m glad that i know you better than anybody. I have been told that it is hard to lose you but you have to let them go. It has been hard, but my dear sweet Adam, i will never let you go, i don\'t want too.