Follow your heart - Completed

A/N: This chapter is beta by Kylee. Hi everyone here is the new chapter enjoy.

 

 

Chapter nineteen:

 

“Luka calm down,” Ray said as he poured himself a glass of whiskey.

“How can I calm down?  That boy upstairs with Ryuu is my son, and the reason why I didn't know about him is because of a promise your husband made to Hiro. Damn it Ray, I have every right to be angry right now!” Luka retorted, slamming his fist hard on the table, knocking the flower vase down.

“Haruka wasn't wrong in keeping his promise to Hiro. If you weren't such a coward back then and you had chosen Hiro over your goddamn people, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now,” Ray pointed out to his friend.

“You made your choice and Hiro made his. If you want someone to blame, blame yourself for not being man enough to go against your people’s wishes back then,” Ray said with a scowl.

“Fuck! Damn it Ray, do you think I don't fucking know that?” snapped Luka. “What do you think I have been trying to do all these years?”

“ Tell me Luka, what would you have done if you were in Hiro’s shoes?” Ray asked his friend.

''For one thing I wouldn't have kept my son away from me,”  Luka responded as he ran his fingers through his hair while setting his other hand on his hip.

“Shit Ray, he even went as far as to warn my son away from me. What the fuck can I do? I want to get to know my son. I want to let him know that I had a hand in bringing him to this world,” Luka said, feeling lost and hopeless with his situation. It is not every day that you find out you have a long lost son with the man you love and that the man you love doesn't want you to have anything to do with your son.”

“Tell me Ray, where is Hiro? I want to talk to him,” Luka asked, thinking that the only chance he had to get to know his son Naru was to talk to Hiro and make up for his past mistake.

Ray walked over to the door and opened it.  He shouted out for his husband.  “Haruka, can you get in here?” A few seconds after he shouted for his husband,  Haruka came with a bowl of strawberry ice cream in his hand and a spoon in his mouth.

Haruka removed the spoon from his mouth. “What is it Ray?” he asked and dug into his bowl of ice cream.

“You need to tell Luka about Hiro,” Ray told his husband.

Haruka looked directly at Luka, who was giving both him and Ray a puzzled look. Haruka took a deep breath and blurted it out. “Hiro is no longer living Luka. He died in a car accident three years ago.” He told the lie smoothly.

The color left Luka’s face. He went white from shock and he stumbled backward and shook his head, unwilling to believe his ears. “Hiro? My Hiro? It can't be. Hiro can't die. He can't die. It is impossible. You’re lying!” Luka accused Haruka.

“Naru told me himself that Hiro died in a car accident when Ray and I asked him back in England. If you don't believe me, I'll call Naru down here and you can ask him yourself. Naru has no reason to lie about Hiro’s death,” Haruka said.

When Luka remained silent from shock, Ray decided to leave his friend alone to get himself together. He walked out with Haruka and pulled the door closed, leaving his friend alone to grieve.

“Damn it Ray, I never imagined that it would be this hard to keep a promise,”  Haruka said as soon as they were out of the library. “Did you see that grief stricken face on Luka? He looks so sad pained after I told him that Hiro passed away.”

“His pain and sadness are nothing when compared to Hiro back then,” remarked Ray, taking Hiro’s side. “Back then I tried to talk him out of making the biggest mistake of his life, but he chose not to listen, and this is the price he must pay for the choice he made back then.” The two of them then made their way down the hall to the kitchen.

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Upstairs, clueless as to what was going on downstairs, Naru threw his luggage onto his bed and took off his jacket. He hung it in the closet and started unpacking his clothes. He was in the middle of putting them away when Ryuu came walking in without knocking, and demanded that he help him with his tie.

Naru put both hands on his hips and sighed. “I believe that you are old enough to undo your tie by yourself Boss. You are not a little kid anymore,” he complained to Ryuu.

“My tie Naru,” said Ryuu, completely ignoring Naru’s complaints as he unbuttoned his shirt.

Naru shook his head in disbelief and headed over to his boss’s side. “I don't remember signing up to be your personal servant Boss,” he mumbled as he loosened Ryuu’s tie and slid it off. “Really, I can't help but wonder how you manage on your own when you can't even undo your own tie,” he murmured.

“I have no problem managing on my own Naru. I just don't see the reason why I should be bothered with little tasks like these when I have myself a very capable secretary to do so for me,” remarked Ryuu with a small smirk as both his hands went around Naru’s waist, pulling him into a tight embrace.

“Well this very capable secretary would more than gladly pour a bucket of ice down your pants if you can't keep your damn hands to yourself, Boss,” Naru said as he pinched Ryuu really hard on the arm.  Ryuu refused to let go and instead swept Naru into his arms and carried him to his room which was across from Naru’s.

“Ryuu, you can't possibly be thinking of doing that when we just arrived. I'm tired and I want to sleep,” said Naru.

“And you have guests downstairs, shouldn't you be---” Naru was cut off with a kiss, which stopped him from uttering another word. Damn the man! How can he carry and kiss him at the same time, Naru thought.

“You talk too much Naru,” Ryuu said after he ended the sudden kiss. He put Naru down  and stood back to take a good look at Naru who was sitting in his bed with lips bruised by his kiss. Naru gazed up at him with a frown.

“Ryuu, just because I slept with you twice doesn't mean that I am going to do it again. I refuse to let yo--,” Once again his word were cut off by another passionate kiss from Ryuu.

“Ryuu you are acting like an animal in heat that is unable to get enough of his partner,” remarked Naru after he pulled himself away from his boss’s kiss.

“Is it so wrong for me to want to make love to you Naru?” Ryuu asked Naru softly, staring right into his eyes as he waited for Naru to answer him. His hand gently caressed Naru’s cheek. “Answer me Naru. Is it wrong for me to want to bury myself deep inside your heat? I am addicted to your body now Naru and only you can satisfy my needs.”

Naru’s heart pounded twice against his chest and before he could give his answer, Ryuu kissed him again. This time he didn't push Ryuu away. They had already done it twice, once more was not going to make much of a difference, thought Naru as he started to return Ryuu’s kiss.

Ryuu knew he had won when Naru started to return his kiss. He swiftly removed both their clothes and tossed them aside, wanting to feel Naru’s naked body against his as soon as possible. He could feel himself getting harder by the second. He tore his mouth away from Naru’s sweet mouth and gently pushed Naru down in bed. He immediately leaned down and flicked his tongue over and around, sucking Naru’s nipple like a newborn baby hungry for its milk. He repeated the same action to the other nipple as his hand slid down to wrap around Naru’s arousal, stroking it long and hard. He smirked when he heard Naru groan in pleasure, and an even bigger smirk came on his face when Naru began to squirm underneath his touch, moaning out his name.

“Ryuu... Oh god..Ryuu...” Naru squirmed and moaned. His eyes were shut tight and his head rolled from side to side as Ryuu took his time with his body. He could feel his whole body burning in heat. He was on fire and his heart was racing like crazy inside his chest. Oh god why did it feel so good? Why did his body always burn like fire from Ryuu’s touch, Naru wondered as he let out another moan.

Naru felt his whole body tremble when Ryuu slipped two fingers deep inside his tight hole without any warning. He gasped out in surprise and opened his eyes to find Ryuu staring down at him with a tender look in his eyes.

“I finally understand now why I want you so much Naru. You are mine, my mate for eternity,” whispered Ryuu. He leaned down and kissed Naru deep and hard, his kiss filled with his need and want for Naru, the only one who was meant for him, the only one that he needed to fulfill all of his desires. His Naru.

As for Naru, he was confused. He didn't understand what Ryuu meant when he said that he was his mate for eternity. Was there such a thing as wanting someone for eternity he wondered, but his thoughts were quickly pushed to the side when Ryuu withdrew his fingers and swiftly deeply thrust into him. Naru gripped the bedspread beneath him tightly and moaned out loud.

“Ahhh...”

“Naru, feels good inside of you,” murmured Ryuu, right before he started to repeatedly thrust deep and hard inside Naru.

Naru clung on tightly to Ryuu as if he was hanging on for his life. The more Ryuu thrust into him, the more he could feel Ryuu’s hard member getting bigger as it moved inside of him. It was a strange feeling but he liked it, and so he wrapped his legs around Ryuu’s hips and clung on even tighter than before, wanting to feel Ryuu’s hard member growing inside of him.

Feeling himself near his limit, Ryuu turned Naru’s head to the side, exposing Naru’s pretty neck to him, and when he felt Naru finally reach his climax, he bent down and bit Naru, earning him a louder moan from Naru. He drank Naru’s sweet blood, gave one last powerful thrust and spilled his seed deep inside Naru’s heat.

Naru felt something inside him react to Ryuu hot seed that was still pouring deep inside him. He quickly brushed it off as nothing and focused himself on breathing normally again. When Ryuu finally pulled away to lay down next to him, he saw blood staining Ryuu’s lips.

“Shit Boss! Did you bite your lip?” Naru asked as he reached over and wiped the blood away with his finger. He had no idea that it was his own blood that stained Ryuu’s lips.

“Don't worry about it,” Ryuu told Naru with a smile. He had one hand resting on his forehead and the other one caressing Naru’s chest.

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Outside, strolling down the hall next to each other, Kou walked alongside his boss Kousuki with his head buried in a black binder and a pen in one hand. They had a meeting tomorrow regarding their new product, and his boss wanted everything to go as planned. Kou was concentrating so hard on getting everything down that he didn't notice that they had stopped in front of his boss’s room, and that his boss had stopped talking and was watching him closely.

He got quite a surprise when his boss Kousuki suddenly brushed his cheek with the back of his hand. Kou looked up, eyes wide with surprise and his heart skipped twice. “Boss..” he said in a low soft voice. He couldn’t help but wonder why his heart was beating just from this man’s touch.

“Sorry,” said Kousuki as he tried to control the urge to kiss the boy. He knew very well that if he was to give in to what his body wanted, he would be forever wanting to fuck the boy crazy for all eternity, and he couldn’t have that, not when he was still morning the loss of Risa’s mother, the woman who died before he could confess his love. She died because she wasn't meant to be with him. Why was the boy standing in front of him his mate? Why couldn’t it be Risa’s mother? His thoughts were interrupted by the boy standing before him.

“Boss are you okay?” Kou asked when he saw the look of sadness and pain in his boss’s eyes. His voice was filled with his concern for the man.

Kousuki gave the boy a small smile. “I'm fine, I just went down memory lane,” he told the boy and opened the door to his room. “By the way Kou, Naru has returned. He should be in his room right now, down the hall, the second door to your right,” he told the boy then stepped inside his room and shut the door.

Kou didn't know what to make of his boss. He wondered why his boss suddenly give him the cold shoulder. With a sigh, he made his way to his room. He decided to take a shower first then go see Naru.

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Naru and Ryuu lay in bed on their stomachs across from each other with a chessboard between them.

“You need to pay more attention to the game Ryuu. You are not going to win if you keep staring at my face,” said Naru as he captured a pawn. He grinned and waited for Ryuu to make his move.

Naru was right. He needed to concentrate on the game or he would have to do whatever Naru said for a whole week. Ryuu thought long and hard, trying to find a way to turn the game around. When he was about to make his move, a soft knock came on his door followed by Kou’s voice. He watch in amazement as Naru scrambled out of bed and dressed faster than Ryuu had ever seen anybody dress in his life.

“Damn it, my ass still hurts!” Naru accidentally said out loud and then quickly and as soft as a whisper, he let out a curse that caused Ryuu to burst out in laughter. That was the weirdest curse he had ever heard.

“Damn feather sticks!  What kind of curse is that Naru?” Ryuu asked with laughter.

“Oh shut up you horny beast, and put some damn clothes on!” muttered Naru right before he swung the door open to see Kou’s smiling face. “Kou what are you doing here?” he asked his friend.

“Well I heard from Kousuki that you were back, and I went to your room to ask you how your trip went, but you weren't there. When I went to ask Kousuki where you could be, he said to check your boss’s room across from yours and here I am,” said Kou. “I see that I have interrupted you and your boss. Sorry,” Kou said when he saw Ryuu getting out of bed naked to put on his nightrobe and then disappear into the bathroom.

Naru just wanted to dig a hole and bury himself in it. Never in his life had he been so embarrassed. He could feel his face burning red with embarrassment. To be caught in this kind of situation by his best friend was the worst, Naru thought.

“Look Kou …,” Naru started to explain but Kou stopped him.

“There isn't any need to explain to me Naru. Who you choose to sleep with is your business, not mine,” said Kou. Then he leaned in and whispered, “You love him? Your boss?” he asked.

“No I don't love Ryuu!” Naru declared right away. “At least I don't think I love him,” he confessed a short moment later.

Kou crossed his arms and smiled at his friend. “Naru if you don't love him, why did you sleep with him? Weren't you the one who told me back in high school that you would only sleep with the person you loved?” Kou reminded his friend.

Naru went silent. Kou was right, he did say that back then. So why on earth did he sleep with his boss? Why did he do it? It wasn’t like his boss had pointed a gun to his head and forced him to do it. So why did he sleep with Ryuu? Damn it, he wished he knew the answer. He was so deep in thought that he didn't hear Ryuu walking out of the bathroom and making his way towards him until he felt arms around his hips.

“What are you two discussing?” Ryuu asked as he nuzzled Naru’s neck in front of Kou who didn't seem bothered by Ryuu’s action at all.

“We were just discussing the matters of the heart,” answered Kou. He winked at Naru and excused himself. Looks like his friend did not realize it yet, Kou thought as he made his way down the hall.