So there you have it

So, it's been a long time in coming. I finally have the net again, and I've been thinking about the story. It'll take me long time to update now considering I'm only able to see 5 minutes into the future of Samantha's life. I want to finish it though. There will be more, and maybe even other stories related to this world. I hope to finish this one and many more. Enjoy.

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“So you’re going to ask her?”

He had a puzzled look on his face, “I want to.”

“I sense a but in that.” Nathan looked at his son. “Are you not man enough, or is she going to have to ask you?”

“I hate your perverted way of thinking.” He couldn’t stand it.

“I’m not,” he was saddened that his son thought of him that way, “ask her. It’s fine with me. She likes you as well.”

“I already knew that.” But was it okay for him to ask this very day.

“She’s coming.” He gestured towards the hospitals entrance. “I know that look. Ask her.”

Nathan walked away and got in his car. Jim didn’t know what to feel at the moment. She didn’t look at him when they found out the news. Both her and David, her dad, just sat there next to each other. If anything, he would think she would look at him, but, of course, she didn’t look at anybody. There was that hope at least. So, he thought it through before the two met up. And instead of saying anything, they hugged. His natural reaction was to kiss her as well. They loved each other. There was nothing to be said. They both got in his car and left the hospital behind.

“I want you so much that my mouth is watering. I can taste you already. I could just eat you all up.” There was nothing I wanted to do more in that situation. “Are you ready? I know I am”

Jim laughed at me, “You’re silly.”

“Hmm?” I took my eyes off of that dark pleasure I had, and looked at Jim across the table. “What was that?”

“I said that you’re silly what with you talking to your food like that.” He laughed again. “Either that or it really is that good.”

“Hey, don’t laugh at me.” I took a spoon full and motioned for him to bend over and take a bite. “Here.”

He leaned over and took it all in his mouth. “Mmm… that really is good.”

“See?” I said with fake smugness. “I told you that you should get some too.”

“I could always eat yours.” He raised an eyebrow. “What are we going to do after this though?”

“I don’t know.” I looked out the window. “I’m not in the mood to do anything. Everything just seems boring.”

“So,” He huffed and looked upset. “What you’re saying is that I’m boring now? We haven’t even begun going out.”

“Oh stop that.” I laugh this time. “I meant like watching a movie, or some other dating-like thing.”

He smiled, “Are you bored right now?”

I shook my head while I took another bite. “Not really.”

“Then how do you know that you’ll be bored doing something else?” He asked with good reasoning.

Just then both Tom and Chloe walk in. Chloe was holding onto Tom by the waist while he had his arm around her shoulder. Since she had her head against his chest she was able to see me. When I looked at them, I was thinking to myself that I wish I could be like that with Jim. And the funny thing was that I didn’t object. I thought about it for only a second, and smiled. I waved over at them, and they came over to sit down. Chloe sat by me while Tom sat next to Jim.

As they were settling in I asked them, “What were you guys up to today?”

“Well…” Tom for the first time I remember had a hard time speaking to me. Chloe spoke up for him. “After we all found out, I went over to Tom’s. We were really happy about you being my sister. We didn’t want to do anything really, so we just… held each other for a while.” She was blushing. “Ahh… that’s when I thought about coming to get something and go out with Tom somewhere.”

I looked over at Jim, and it looked like we both had the same idea in our head. With the way Tom and Chloe were acting, it wouldn’t be hard to know. “We were thinking about what to do. What exactly were you going to do?”

Tom calmed up a bit, since we didn’t say anything. “We were coming to get a movie Chloe has, then head back over to my place. It was just going to be a night for the both of us, but you’re welcome to come.”

Chloe smiled when I looked over. “That sounds good. What do you say Jim?”

“Sure,” He shrugged. “It’s better than nothing.”

I laughed after he winked at me. “What movie were you getting?”

“Come and get it with me.” She smile and brightened even more. I knew she wanted to talk to me, so I left the two boys alone.

“What was that about?” Tom looked over at Jim.

“They may want to talk to each other.” He said not knowing what Tom was talking about.

“No,” He waved it off. “I meant that laugh.”

“Oh that,” He reached over and took another bite from her dark pleasure. “It was nothing.”

Tom looked at the spoon then back at Jim. “Just don’t hurt her. Ok?”

Jim flinched as if he was suddenly hit. “I wouldn’t ever hurt her.” He looked down at the table. “I…”

Tom nodded, “I know.” Then there was silence while they waited for the girls to come back.

“Chloe!” I started to speak right after we went behind the curtain. “What are you thinking? What if Da… David finds out?”

She stumbled. “But…”

“I can’t believe it.” I shook my head at the thought. “Chloe is getting bold. Really bold at that. I saw that smile.”

She just smiled even more. “I love him, Samantha. I can’t help it. I always want to be with him.”

I was wide-eyed. “Bold, indeed.”

She got up close to me and whispered. “Each time with him, it keeps getting better and better. He knows I want to again tonight. I think he’s getting tired.” She giggled. I was still shocked. “I’ll find a way, so don’t say anything ok?”

“Chloe.” I whispered barely audible.

“Maybe if you and Jim start…” I interrupted her before she went on. “Get a hold of yourself. I can’t believe what I’m hearing.”

She smiled at me. “It’s so wonderful. I want you to see how wonderful it is.”

I just thought to myself, ‘Is this what I would be like if it ended out that way?’ “Let’s just get the movie and get over there.” She was making me think about that dream. Then I figured it out, it was because of that dream. I told her about it. All the details I could remember. I remembered them all. I was all she had to talk about it with, and so she went overboard with it. When I saw Jim again, I thought about it all the more. The movie didn’t help either.

Waiting patiently she sits by the window. She doesn’t know when he would come and feared for his life. He is what she wants at this moment, and his life means everything to her. Slowly she rises and peers out the window ever so delicately. Seeing nothing but the grass on the ground, she looks down in discouragement. Slowly she turns around never looking up.

She moves to the side slightly, still with her head hung low. Not noticing the man in the shadows, she turns back and sits down while the man ever so slightly moves closer to the light. It was the man she wanted. “M’lady.” He calls out shocking her. She gets up as he moves closer speaking a little louder, “I received your message.” She releases a little laugh of relief smiling at him as he continues to move closer. He finally stops and they take each other in for a few scant moments.

“This is…” He pauses as he puts his hand on a support beam for the low roof. “the second time you have warned me of danger.” As she looks down, he asks. “Why?”
“There will be a new shipment of supplies from the north next month,” she avoids the question and has a hard time of it. She stumbles out words as he interrupts her. “Why do you help me?” He looks tenderly in her eyes. He asks again. She has to look away, “Because of the way you are looking at me right now.” His face comes closer to her seemingly wanting to kiss her, but doesn’t. She gasps from releasing her desires and kisses him.

I couldn’t bear to look anymore and look over at Jim. Our eyes meet, and, seeing him as he was, my boyfriend, I wanted us to be like them on the screen. He moved closer to me, and I could see that he was sweating. His chest heaved from his breathing as he looked down at my lips. He wanted much the same as me. Forgetting where we were, our passions took over us and we kissed deeply. Each of his kisses were no less from that one we had in the hospital. The music in the background helped make it more special, but it was over quickly and it went back to the movie.

I knew the movie had to be over. It had seemed an eternity to me. I was caught up in the moment. His hands were on me in places that I would normally beat the crap out of the offender, but it was so sweet. So very sweet. I craved the touch and begged him to do more, if not with words, but with me touching him in likewise manner. I didn’t know where I was and I didn’t care. My desire was what the Princess of Wales was doing with William Wallace in that movie. Jim’s touch on me, and nothing else.

But that too was taken away. The moment left like the clash of thunder after the moment the lightning struck the earth. This time, instead of the onrush of raw sound erupting in the air, it was that man yelling out for freedom. Though, the outcome was the same, a confusion of what was going on around me. I looked around and saw that Chloe was doing similar things to Tom. He didn’t look at all displeased from the way she was talking earlier. Jim looked at me puzzled.

“Sorry,” I whisper into his ear not wanting to interrupt them. “I… I’m going to use the bathroom.”

I quickly got up not knowing what I was doing. I spoke before I thought. I didn’t know why I had said that, but it was too late now. As I walked, I looked back at Chloe and Tom still having a good time. When I looked into Jim’s eyes, I thought of us doing the same, and wanted more. I turn to look where I was going and entered the bathroom. I put the seat down and sat on it. With my head on my hands, I’m ready to fall apart.

“What’s wrong with me?” I let out a huge breath.

“Talking to yourself again?” Jim smirked at me.

Startled I jump off the toilet. I continue to breathe heavily. Jim moves over to me and holds me. He smells my hair, and it came over me again. I roughly bring his head to mine and kiss him deeply. Oh how wonderful. I want more. Jim pulled away from me, “So do I.”
Not caring that I spoke what I thought, I push him up against the door and indulged him. Nothing else matters just this moment with him. Something in me wanted to break. I remembered the dream. That wonderful dream. Something brought me back from that place though. It was a sharp pain and I gasped, but at the same time it was warm. It was wonderful, and painful both at the same time. This was different than the dream though. It was real.

I looked down on his bare chest. He wasn’t buff, but he was good enough for me. I could see him taking all of me in, and I noticed that I took all of him in me. I was on top of him with him in me. I finally realized what the pain was, but that made me all the more crazy. He was all I wanted and I wanted the world to know. I couldn’t tell you how long it happened, but it didn’t matter. We were together. And I knew at that moment, I wouldn’t want it any other way.

I woke up with someone knocking on a door. I was still on top of Jim. He was still asleep, so I decided to wake him up. I moved my mouth close to his ear and slowly twisted his lobe with my tongue then sucked on in. It had a nice response, but not the one I wanted, so I moved to his mouth. This time he replied. He grabbed me close and kissed me even deeper. He finally noticed the sound on the door. He looked at me. He was torn.

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Just as this was their first time, it is my first time. I hope you enjoyed it. The next part is in the making right now, but I can't look to far ahead in her life right now.