The Coquette and the Thane
Liquor Burn and Crisis Bubble
PART II | Chapter XVII
2:17 | Liquor Burn and Crisis Bubble
Kedean caught his elbow, rooting him. “Baisyl-” “Or if, you could…yes, umm…exactly like that, actually,” Baisyl said. “We could go in together?” And so it was that entering the room became a team effort, after which Baisyl sank, gratefully, back against the nearest wall at the first opportunity. “Milord, the bed is-” “I am well aware where beds are, Mister Akuwa, thank you,” Baisyl cut in, eyes shut and head tilted back, his body lethargic but content to remain propped up for the time being. “There is no longer the matter of a public setting to dissuade you…I have some unanswered questions I’d like to discuss prior to bedding, if you don’t mind…” “Will you remember the answers come morning?” “I am not that inebriated!” Baisyl insisted, verging on offended but reining it in with some effort seeing as a number of things—his flushed face and rebellious sense of balance among other things—likely played no small part in giving off the wrong impression. “And I am very tired of your excuses and escape routes and dilly dallying on one thing or another-” “Ask, then,” Kedean said, looking at least as ready to catch Baisyl if he spontaneously collapsed on to the floor in a heap as he did ready to cooperate with an interrogation. Baisyl conveniently ignored that fact. “Why…” he began, drawing a breath and shaking his head, “…are you…watching after me? Why are you helping me? Why are you with me…” he insisted, bringing hands to his chest for emphasis, “…when it is painfully obvious that I’m to play some key role in a future of yours which coincides with your brother’s death, I don’t…understand-” “I told you,” Kedean clipped curtly, not meeting his eyes. “I don’t believe in fate.” “But it’s so obvious!” Baisyl burst out, his voice rising sharply without his meaning it to. “Have you ever come across another man with my condition?” he demanded. “I suppose I wouldn’t know, would I?” Kedean responded flatly. “It’s too ridiculously convenient to be coincidence-” “So you’ve said.” “-and she couldn’t possibly have known any other way but were she actually working with magic of some sort-” “I can see you believe that.” “-so I can’t find it in me to see why you haven’t at the very least acknowledged that-” “That what?” Kedean growled out, his tone so abruptly harsh that it caught Baisyl completely off-guard and startled him silent as his guard rounded on him, meeting his widening eyes square on. “That I’m…‘destined’ to murder my own brother?” he asked, a paper thin veil of civility masking a much darker undercurrent to his tone as he took a step forward. “That I have ‘no choice’…” He continued moving in while he spoke, “…but to sleep with you, like this, whether either of us want it or not? That I-” “Wait-” Baisyl’s hand darted up, mimicking the first nervous jerk of his pulse as Kedean came close enough for him to halt his approach with a hand to his chest. “Why?” Kedean asked, his voice so unfalteringly serious that Baisyl’s throat knotted with new panic. “Because it seems, as far as you’re concerned…our fate is already sealed, and if you are so determined to bear my children-” “That’s not what I meant-” “Isn’t it?” “No!” Baisyl snapped, horrified, and yet still found time to frown at himself for making the word sound more like a panicked chirp than an egregiously insulted comeback. “I don’t…you…what could possibly make you think…” He stilled, a realization dawning. “You think I’m that desperate?” “I think you’re-” What started as something fierce, though, quickly deteriorated in the face of a weary, but determined sigh, and, “…drunk,” Kedean grumbled at last. “I think you’re drunk,” he repeated, quieter, as if reminding himself of the fact, but if Baisyl noticed the tone, he didn’t show it. “You think I’m a harlot!” he retorted, aghast, barreling on over Kedean when he opened his mouth again. “Do you seriously believe the only reason I’m bringing this up is so that you’ll bed with me?” “No!” “Is that all you think of me? That I’m some useless, blundering, nymphomaniacal…thing with nothing on my mind but-” “Baisyl!” Kedean’s hand clasped over Baisyl’s mouth, earning him a startled blink from his charge. “Please,” he grit out, “just…” He drew a breath, eyes shutting, “…stop…talking…for one moment…” When he opened his eyes again, Baisyl silently met his stare. “Do you think you can handle that?” Tentatively, Baisyl nodded, and a sliver of tension sank from Kedean’s shoulders. “Good,” he said, and slowly, warily, withdrew his hand. Naturally, Baisyl opened his mouth a half-second later, but, “Ah,” Kedean tapped a finger back to his charge’s lips, “One moment, remember?” and Baisyl shut them again, cooperatively. “You’re not useless, you’re only blundering when you’re drunk, and if I thought you were inexcusably promiscuous I wouldn’t have bed you in the first place, is that clear?” He lowered his hand. Baisyl took this into consideration. “So…” he said after a long moment, “…you only think I’m…excusably promiscuous?” Kedean’s shoulders sank another half inch, though this time not out of relaxation. “My lord-” “Oh, yes, Mister Akuwa,” Baisyl drawled, irritation of a new sort seeping into his tone, “…by all means, I can see that we must be very formal about this now, as the situation certainly calls for it-” “Baisyl,” Kedean clipped out, and a twitch of a smile quirked up the corner of Baisyl’s lip. “Yes, what is it?” he asked, and Kedean released a breath. An instant after he opened his mouth, though, Baisyl cut in with, “You know I’m not usually like this…” and Kedean blinked. “Ah…like…?” “That, is,” Baisyl cleared his throat, “…not like, well…obviously I’m not usually drunk, for starters,” he clarified, “…but what I meant more was, even usually…normally, in general, on a day to day basis, I mean…in my entire life, I’ve never…I don’t…the point I’m getting at is, I don’t tend to make a habit of…you know…” He trailed off, and frowned, leaving Kedean quite at a loss until he finally said, “I don’t like people…least of which any man even remotely like…you…I’ve never known anyone even remotely like you…ever…?” “Nor I, you, milor—mm…Baisyl,” Kedean responded, but Baisyl’s curious expression remained. After another moment, he added, “But I do, you know…” and Kedean looked confused. “Sir?” “Like you,” Baisyl clarified. “I like you…” He hesitated a moment, as if debating about whether or not to reveal something, and then, coming on his decision, elaborated, “…quite honestly, a great deal more than I’m perfectly comfortable with. I don’t think that necessarily makes me a harlot, but I simply haven’t had much practice with it, you see…so naturally, I think it’s rather unnerving to be bombarded with it quite rudely out of the blue for no apparent reason…” Unfortunately, none of the elaboration was particularly helpful, and Kedean frowned pensively, eventually responding slowly, “Ah…forgive me for not following you perfectly, milord, but what exactly-” “Are we friends?” Baisyl asked, as suddenly as if he hadn’t just finished going a multiple-sentence-long tirade about one thing or another that at least sounded more or less completely and utterly unrelated. “Ah…” Kedean hesitated, “…well-” “I mean,” Baisyl cut in, “…obviously we aren’t,” he clarified, “…and we can’t be, for any number of perfectly logical, sensible, unchangeable, and absolutely stupid reasons…the most obvious of which being that we’ve already slept together…sort of…if you really count that as…” His lips pursed, thoughtful, and a second later he burst out with, “Do you really suppose that even qualifies as sleeping together? I mean you didn’t even…I still can’t fathom why didn’t just bend me over and fu-” Kedean cleared his throat—loudly—and Baisyl’s look was almost…amused? “The point you were getting to, milord?” “Ah, yes, right, of course, naturally, a point…the point, umm…it was…” Baisyl paused, and after several moments too long, frowned again. “I had a point. What was I on about, anyway?” Kedean sighed. “If I had to guess…” Baisyl waited. “Something about us being friends…?” “Oh yes! We can’t be friends,” Baisyl said, “…because for one we’ve…sort of slept together…” Kedean opened his mouth, “…and for two,” Baisyl continued unawares, barreling over whatever he might have said, “…you’re a…a…” Here, he came to a pause. “Umm…well, whatever you are,” he finished eventually, making a vague, all-encompassing gesture in Kedean’s direction, “…and I’m a lord…or…” He reconsidered, “…I was a lord…or was going to be a lord. I was an heir…but I suppose now I’m a lady?” Even in this state, the thought looked highly distasteful to him. “Well, whatever the case, I’m noble and you’re not, but…” he amended, “…my question more was, if it weren’t so that we aren’t and couldn’t ever be friends I wondered if you thought…that…we might possibly, actually be…friends…all other things aside.” “You’re asking if we’re friends,” Kedean repeated, just to be sure. “I’m asking if-” “Yes, I think we are,” Kedean said, and Baisyl blinked up, as if surprised by the abruptness and sincerity behind the tone. “Or…” Kedean amended with a compromising tilt of his head, “…I think that we would be, all other things aside, as you said.” Baisyl’s smile came slowly, but warmly and more honestly and openly than Kedean could ever remember seeing it. Seconds after it broke into place on his lips, his eyes darted down, uncharacteristically bashful, and he nodded with a murmur of, “Good…I’m glad. It…would be a shame to finally be fond of someone only to find they failed to return the sentiment.” “Yes,” Kedean agreed, “it would.” “Well…then…” Baisyl said, after a brief pause, “…if there’s nothing else, then I’d suppose we ought to…I ought…to…mm…” His posture sank a fraction as he eyed the beds. “Damn my fate to hell…” “Milord?” “They…the beds…they are a bit of a ways away…aren’t they?” After taking a second to tame his smile, Kedean offered a humble nod with a, “That they are, milord,” and a moment after that, lead his charge to the sheets. It was some minutes later, after helping Baisyl out of his boots and as much of his clothing as Kedean trusted himself to remove and moving back to his own bed himself, before Kedean spoke up again. “Baisyl…” “Mm?” His back turned to the sight, Kedean listened with habitual attention to the now-familiar sound of fingers working through braids, hair brushing intermittently against the bed sheets with each new flick of motion. It surprised him that Baisyl had the sobriety to even bother with his hair, but he hadn’t paid it altogether much thought. “I…have worried about it,” he admitted. “The prophecy, that is, and…I am sorry for letting you think otherwise and avoiding speaking with you about it.” By now, the movement behind him had stilled. “When I first heard it…I shoved it behind me, dubbing it nonsense. I didn’t see any other way to take the words of a woman who…told me I would…” “That, I understand.” “I wasn’t aware of your curse at first, either,” Kedean pointed out, “…and since it came to my attention, it…well, events have been moving quickly. I’ve thought about it, and it…does concern me, but…I can’t say I see reason in being concerned.” “How can you possibly-” “That is,” Kedean amended quickly, “…I don’t see how worrying over it can help,” he insisted, and finally took the time to turn, finding Baisyl’s eyes on him. “If fate is as those who trust in it would say…then there’s nothing you or I can do about it, and if it’s not…then there’s no reason to act out in order to prevent something that isn’t set to happen. Regardless…” He shrugged, “…my conscience rests easiest if I do only what I see as best in the moment…” “And if-” “I love my brother…more than anything in this world, my father and myself included,” Kedean murmured. “There is…nothing I wouldn’t do, or give, to see to his safety, and if that is not enough, then…” He drew a breath, released it slowly, and shrugged. “Then that is not enough.” He lay back on his bed, folding his hands beneath his head and frowning up at the dancing shadows on the ceiling, cast by candlelight. “For now…I would rather believe in a number of possible futures that stretch out before us, determined by the choices we make…not manner in which hen gizzards spill themselves on wood. Can we…leave it at that, unless the situation further calls for it?” Silence met his question, and Kedean sighed, but didn’t press. When he leaned up again though, meaning to stand and put out the candle, Baisyl cut him off with a, “Wait, don’t. Watch…” And watch Kedean did, his eyes curiously entranced as Baisyl, too, sat up, his lips curving into a small, tight circle as if to blow a smoke ring or whistle. Instead, he blew just once, a single gentle puff of air, and from across the room—impossibly out of range—the fire lighting the room flicked out, leaving only moonlight to douse his charge’s pleased smirk in a soft, silvern glow. “There,” Baisyl said quietly, after a moment’s silence. “Sleep well…Mister Akuwa.” ‘Show off,’ Kedean thought, but smiled in spite of himself, and aloud he said, “And you, milord.” At least, he mused as he drifted to sleep, if he’d succeeded in nothing else that evening, he could rest assured knowing no children had been sired by his doing on this night, and that—given the circumstances—he considered to be a notable victory.
A/N: Alright! So, it's...been...a bit, and this chapter isn't terribly long or particularly good, BUT it's here, and hopefully that means more chapters will be coming (sooner rather than later). Originally (in my head) this had a lot more sexiness and a was a MUCH larger strain on Kedean's powers of ultimate resistance, but...it turned out to be more relationship development in a subtler way as well as answering why Kedean isn't freaking completely out about the prophecy. In sum: he's had longer to deal with it than Baisyl AND he refuses to believe he'd hurt his brother SO he feels more comfortable assuming the prophecy is fake and/or only one possible future, not set in stone.
The forcast for next chapter is plot development, plot development, and plot development...with a side of absolutely-not-at-all-jealous!Baisyl IF I get that far in one chapter. We'll see. Took a very long time to get this out here to you; honor me by taking a minute or two to review? :3