Entanglement

Co-written by Aya Frost


Ruka smiled and yawned as he lay on the bed with Suke, the TV playing quietly to give them background noise. He had called for food not too long ago and it should be to the apartment soon.

Glancing over at Suke he smiled a bit sadly. The pain killers were helping but he was still limping really bad and he could barely walk on his own. Honestly he didn't want to go to the concert. There was no way Suke would enjoy himself.

"Ne, are there booths at the concert?" He stretched again running a hand through his hair, sprawling out and staying like that.

"Yeah, they usually reserve one for the band and VIPs anyway." Daisuike knew why he was asking. Even as much as it bothered him, his body would just not be forced into cooperating and it was frustrating him to no end.

Even the times he'd worked out harder than normal he'd been able to recover faster than this. Hell, that one time he'd been jumped and beat unconscious and had still managed to find the guys responsible and teach them a thing or two about real pain. He'd had busted ribs then too and it hadn't stopped him, so what was wrong with him now? Partly he was enjoying the attention too much. He'd never had someone be so kind and attentive to him and it was like a starving person with food, he couldn't get enough.

Ruka smiled, "Sounds like a plan then. The pain should start subsiding by tomorrow so you should be able to walk decently then. Looks like we won't be dancing tonight." He shrugged turning over to brush hair from Suke's face.

"You'll need to go home tonight to your place too probably right?"

Daisuike nodded slowly, "Yeah I probably should."

He didn't like the idea of being separated from Ruka but he had work to do. The thought of work made him sigh. He'd so much rather spend time with Ruka, but too many people were relying on him and there was still the aftermath of the other day to get cleaned up. He was sure Reiko had taken care of things on her end, but he was going to need to meet with the guys just in case the Fudoka decided that invading their territory was a good idea after all. He rubbed his fingers over his forehead not wanting to think about that until he absolutely had to. He glanced over at Ruka tempted to just invite him over even if things would be a little awkward.

"You'll be alright here by yourself?"

Ruka frowned a bit but nodded, "Yeah, just more worried about you that's all." He sat up slowly looking down at him. Stroking Daisuike’s face he smiled.

"Whatever works for you. If you'd like I can go with you. I really don't like the idea of you going by yourself anywhere." Kissing his nose he smirked. "That and I don't want to leave your side."

Daisuike blinked, then smiled at him. "Really? Cause I was just thinking the same thing. You are more than welcome to come stay with me. Although . . . "

Daisuike frowned thinking, he didn't want Ruka having to sleep on the floor. It wasn't right. Ruka was used to a bed and Daisuke wasn't sure how he would feel about sleeping on the floor.

"We can work something out."

"You realize I'm sleeping next to you right?" He grinned before pushing Suke onto his back hovering above him and licking his throat seductively, "I'm sorry but don't think I won't touch you under the covers either. You'll definitely need to learn to keep your voice down..."

Daisuike shuddered looking up at Ruka. The thought of them doing something in his own bed sent tingles racing through him. It was a good thing that Akira slept like the dead if Ruka was going to be over much because Daisuike didn't think he'd ever be able to be quiet with Ruka touching him.

He grinned pulling him down for a kiss only to groan hearing the doorbell ring. "Why do they have to bring it right now?"

Ruka laughed kissing him once more before getting up to get the food. "Sorry love, but that's just how it works." Heading to the door he took the food and thanked the man. Shutting the door he headed back to the room setting it up for them.

Sitting next to him he smiled. "I wasn't sure what you wanted, so. . ." He motioned around. He had nearly bought everything on the menu he thought Suke might like.

Daisuike was surprised at just how much food Ruka had ordered. "You know we are never going to finish this."

He picked around finding the things he liked. He had a hard time eating take out, but he wasn't going to complain. He watched Ruka as he ate surprised at how just something simple and everyday seemed better when shared with him. He suddenly realized there were so many things he wanted to share with Ruka.

"Ano . . . so what are we wearing tonight anyway?"

An evil gleam seemed to appear in Ruka's eyes and he got up moving towards his closet.

"You just reminded me that I get to dress us both up tonight. I'm extremely excited now." Ruka was thrilled and happy as he moved through his walk in closet. The room was the size of a small bedroom and filled with clothes, shoes, and accessories. Looking around he grinned. It was going to be so much fun to dress him and his lover up and the thought of seeing Daisuike in his clothes sent a shiver through him.

"When you're done eating we'll start working on what we'll wear."

Finishing his food Daisuike set it to the side enjoying watching Ruka having fun picking out what they were going to wear. He frowned hearing his phone. Where was his phone? It sounded muffled. Crawling to the end of the bed he spotted his pants. Laying on his stomach he dug the phone out of the pants pocket and flipped it open.

"Moshi moshi Kobayashi here."

"Hey, where are you."

"Oh hey Jiro." Daisuike glanced over at the clock and grimaced. It was later than he'd thought. He was supposed to have met Jiro back at the apartment. "Ano, I'm at Ruka's."

There was a barely audible sigh from the other end of the line. "Are you going to be home at all today?"

"Yeah, we are going to Akira's concert then I'll be home."

"Alright, I've got a few things for you to take care of tomorrow for me."

Daisuike sighed. It was going to be right back to work then. "Okay. I'll see you tonight then."

Ruka smiled as he came out of the closet dragging along a movable clothes rack. Seeing Suke hanging the phone up he frowned a little. He really didn't want Suke to go home, he loved having Daisuike with him. However he knew he had to work and stuff but it made him sad though.

"Ne! You think the meds have kicked in enough for you to stand for a bit? I want to have you start trying stuff on!"

Daisuike rolled his eyes and grinned. "Yes, I'm fine"

Getting out of the bed he was relieved that it didn't hurt to move. "So, what have you got?"

He was more thrilled than he wanted to admit about the opportunity to wear Ruka's clothes. He couldn't quite define the feeling it gave him.

"Hmm, not exactly sure what I think would look best." He tapped his chin for a moment before grabbing some pants. "Try these on, they're pretty good for any outfit." And would be entirely way to sexy on Suke's body.

Handing him the pants he wondered how long he'd last until he would shove Suke back against the bed and touch him all over.

Daisuike eyed the pants for a moment before taking them from Ruka. Slipping them on he was mildly surprised at the way they fit. They were very nice, not too tight and not to loose. He fingered the waistband glad that he was very close to the same size as Ruka. They were just slightly long but not enough to worry about. Ruka wasn't much taller than him. He glanced up at Ruka brushing the hair out of his face as he did so.

"These are nice."

"And you look like sex in them." He grinned stepping close and removing Suke's shirt letting his fingers trail down his chest. It felt amazing under his fingertips, so unbelievably good. Leaning forward he kissed him softly before forcing himself to step back and out of reach.

"Almost too good." He smirked before looking around for a shirt. Finding one he liked he smiled moving around to Suke and putting it on him, slowly doing the buttons up. Smiling he then grabbed a jacket handing it to Suke. Then he started on accessories.

Once done he stepped back looking him over. "Damn. . . I want you out of them now Ouji-sama!"

Chuckling softly Daisuike shook his head. It was definitely a different look for him and he wasn't quite sure what to think about it. He rarely wore so many accessories. He'd learned the hard way that they can get in the way during fights.

"Are you sure this isn't a bit much . . . I mean we are just going to a concert."

"Gotta look your best no matter what! That's my motto." He smiled before stripping out of his clothes tossing them them aside as he looked around for what he wanted. Stopping he glanced over his shoulder at Suke smirking.

He knew he looked good naked, but to see Suke looking over his body with a slight need in his eye, it boosted his ego and made him yearn for him. Ruka could never get enough of his body and wanted to taste it again, his hands itching to touch him.

"Something you like?"

Daisuike knew he was grinning like an idiot, but he couldn't help it. Unconsciously he licked his lips just thinking about the way it felt to touch Ruka. Seeing him standing there so amazingly beautiful made Daisuike's throat tighten just a bit. It was almost too much and he was severely tempted to drag him back to the bed.

"Not something, someone.


“Mmm?" He grinned playful, "Really now? Should I be jealous?" He turned fully walking closer to Suke before grabbing him by the back of the neck dragging him close. Moving so that their bodies were almost touching he took Suke's hand resting it on his hip before tugging the waistband of his boxers down slowly with his thumb.

He wanted Daisuike out of those clothes. Desperately. Stepping into Suke he pushed him back, kneeling between his legs hovering above him.

"Do you realize how badly I want you right now? I'm already getting hard, that's how bad I want you." His voice was edging towards a heavy lust, the need getting the best of him.

Daisuike shivered, heat immediately building in his crotch. Ruka could turn him on so easily it wasn't funny. He was desperately wishing that he was out of his clothes so that he could feel Ruka's skin against his.

"Why don't you show me?" He purred his eyes never leaving Ruka's face. "Show me how badly you want me."

Ruka groaned grabbing hold of Suke and shifted them around so that Daisuike was against the pillows. In quick movement he started to remove the clothes he had just put on his beautiful lover tossing them aside.

"You have no idea. . . No idea. . ." He murmured as he started on Suke's pants. He moaned as he got them around his hips and pulled tossing them with his top. A slight whine escaped his lips as he stared letting his eyes travel across his naked lover's body. It was beautiful and he wanted him so bad.

Thumbing the top of his boxers he pulled them down and tossed them aside. Then a small smile crossed his lips as he crawled between Suke's legs. Staring up at him he gently took his hand wrapping his fingers around the hardening length stroking slowly. Leaning close he gently licked the tip and around it up and down.

"Not only will I show you how much I want you, but I'm going to show you how much I appreciate you. You're my Ouji-sama. . ." He resumed his licking, all his touches soft and fleeting, pampering him in a sensual way.

Daisuike's breath hitched as Ruka caressed him. He closed his eyes, his head back against the pillows just letting the sensation roll over him in waves. It would take a bit longer to get off from the light caresses, but Daisuike didn't care. He just wanted to feel Ruka, to be with him anyway he could.

Opening his eyes to slits he watched Ruka for a moment. The sight was so erotic it made him moan his hips twitching.

Ruka smiled enjoying that he was slowly bringing his lover to his peek. It mesmerized him to see when his Ouji-sama would toss his head back, his eyes closed. He knew he was doing something good then. Stroking one of his hips softly, he leaned his head down licking and kissing the base of his length, then smiled wanting to try something and see what he would do.

As he slowly stroked Suke with his hand, he lowered his lips to one of Suke's balls taking it into his mouth to lick and suck it gently making sure everything was slow and gentle.

A surprised whine left Daisuike's lips. For some reason the sensation seemed to send heat radiating through his whole body making him writhe at the intensity of it. He gasped as Ruka sucked his back arching. How was he ever going to make Ruka feel as good as Ruka made him feel?

"God! Ruka!"

Ruka smiled happily knowing that he had done something Daisuike had liked. Switching sides he smiled a bit as he hummed softly knowing the vibration was going to feel good. He'd had a few girls-and guys- to do this before and he nearly came from it so he wouldn't do it long. He didn't want his lover coming just yet.

Stroking his hip and erection he smiled wondering what else he could do to make him whine and arch so deliciously like he was doing.

Daisuike seriously thought he might hyperventilate, he couldn't seem to catch his breath before Ruka would do something else. Heat was building in him so fast it was making his whole body tense. He gasped his hands clutching at the sheets as his hips bucked up the sensation too much.

Ruka smiled pulling back slowly, not wanting him to come from that. Grinning he licked his tongue to the base slowly running it up towards the tip then sucking on it for a moment loving the gasp and the whine that came from the beautiful man under him. The way his back was arching he wondered if he was going to break it.

Pulling back he stared at him smiling, "What do you want me to do Ouji-sama. Your wish is my command. . ." He bowed a bit smiling as he still stroked his hard erection leisurely.

Staring at Ruka, Daisuike finally caught his breath at least for the moment. He shook his head slightly not sure if he could talk just yet. It seemed Ruka was intent on fulfilling every fantasy he'd never had and then some. He wondered if Ruka had anything in particular that he enjoyed.

He took a few deep breaths. "I want you to feel good too . . . "

"Making you feel good makes me feel good."

Smirking he leaned over to kiss Suke on the lips, tracing his lips with his tongue before dipping it into his mouth and stroking and caressing every inch of it. His body was aching and he wanted everything so much but unsure of what he could do.

Drawing back slowly he stroked his face still pumping him gently letting his thumb roll over the tip and to tease the slit.

"There's so much I want to do Ouji-sama but a lot will have to wait until you're healed. I'd rather you enjoy it now and not be hurt afterwards." He smiled nipping his throat and chest nibbling on his nipple and scratching the other softly.

Whining softly Daisuike kissed Ruka's shoulder and neck, anywhere he could reach. He wanted Ruka so badly, but it wasn't going to happen like that just yet. He was angry with himself for being so weak. Shouldn't his body be able to handle it better than that? Especially since he knew it meant Ruka was going to hold back and not do what he wanted to.

He nipped at the skin where he could reach loving the slightly sweet taste of Ruka. "If I didn't want to get hurt, I wouldn't have become yakuza."

"Doesn't mean I want to hurt you. It's my fault you're hurt and I won't allow you to get hurt any more Daisuike, not from me." He groaned a bit against Suke's chest and looked up a bit a shudder running through him at the thought he just had. It could work- maybe. If they had to stop he knew they could do other things to get it to work but he didn't want to hurt Daisuike.

Sighing he moved his lips to his earlobe groaning softly, "How bad do you want me?" Ruka's own body was shaking with need and he really wanted his Ouji-sama, more than he wanted anyone else and his body burned hotter at the thought he was having.

Daiuike frowned slightly, not liking that Ruka was still insisting it was his fault he was hurt. He didn't consider himself hurt, sore yes, but not hurt. He shivered as tingles shot through him, Ruka's lips warm on his ear. The feel of Ruka trembling was making Daisuike crave him even more. He pressed himself up against Ruka whining softly at the feel. How could he possibly express in words how much he wanted Ruka?

Ruka bit his lip groaning as Suke pressed against him. Was he trying to drive him completely mad? Yes, yes he was and he was doing a damn good job of it. With a shaking hand he cupped Suke's cheek leaning down and kissing him hard on the lips, desperate to feel him.

When he had to pull back from air he panted, need evident in his eyes. Burying his face against Suke's neck he whined himself clutching at him some. "Suke-Daisuike-Ouji-sama. . . I- I . . . I want you." He was so hard it hurt now and he needed release soon, but he wanted Daisuike.

"Take me? I- I'll be on top so you don't have to move too much." Ruka tried to keep the whine and neediness from his voice but he was sure he wasn't doing a great job at it.

The lust in Ruka's voice very nearly undid Daisuike. "God! Ruka just do something before you drive me insane."

Ruka moaned softly, the desperation in Suke's voice almost too much for him. Fumbling some he grabbed the lube and a condom from the nightstand instantly ripping it open and sliding it onto Suke's erection, stroking him in the process. Shifting backwards so he wasn't straddling Suke anymore, he coated his fingers with the lube before releasing Suke's length and gripping his own stroking himself as he prepared himself.

If he didn't get a sound mind in a bit he was going to be sore, but at this point he didn't care. He wanted Suke and if he was in pain afterwards it didn't matter. Gasping and panting he bit his lip. Ruka always liked to bottom, something about the feeling was just too amazing and prepping himself wasn't his favorite but he knew Suke was watching and he would make a show of it.

Daisuike's eyes widened slightly watching Ruka. He felt like he was trying to crawl out of his own skin he was so turned on. After watching for a moment longer he decided he'd had enough and sitting up pushed Ruka down on the bed. He grinned down at him loving the expression on his face.

Leaning down he kissed him hard letting his tongue slide along his lips as his hand trailed down his chest and stomach. He stroked him a few times before letting his hand slip further down, lightly caressing the area. As erotic as it was watching him, Daisuike wanted to participate. He pulled back, his lips still touching Ruka's.

"Why don't you let me do that?"

Ruka moaned staring up at Suke. The way he was taking control was making him yearn to be touched and the look in his eye made his body go numb with pleasure. Everything was going hot and cold and his fingertips against his skin were like trails of burning heat.

He tried to respond but no words came out and he blushed, nodding and moaning arching his hips up trying to get those delicious and beautiful fingers where he wanted them.

Daisuike bit his lip nearly moaning is response to seeing Ruka like this. It was making him even harder if that was even possible, his whole crotch aching. Remembering that Ruka had used lots of lube Daisuike made sure to put plenty on his fingers. He kissed Ruka again as his fingers found him again. He gently pressed his finger against Ruka's entrance smiling as Ruka pressed back against him.

He was surprised at how easily his finger slipped in, the feel of Ruka clenching down on him sending a shudder through his frame. Slowly working his finger in and out he attacked Ruka's neck and collar bone with small nips, sucking at the skin.

"God I cannot get enough of you koibitio!"

"You- You aren't the only one." He groaned softly clutching at Suke gasping and whining as his fingers worked him. Ruka couldn't stop himself from thrusting back against his fingers trying to work them deeper in him. The way he was moving was so addicting and he wanted him so bad.

When Suke's fingers brushed against his prostate everything went white for a second and he cried out clutching the sheets instead of Suke, his back arching. Pressing his head back he tried to push against his fingers harder trying to get him to touch that spot again, his body quivering.

"O-oh godddamnit! Fu-Fuck!"

Daisuike paused for a moment making sure that Ruka really was enjoying himself. A slight smirk pulled at one corner of his mouth. Ruka was entirely too sexy and Daisuike wondered what Ruka possibly saw in him. He wasn't going to question it though.

He made sure to brush the spot as often as he could as he worked his fingers. He loved watching Ruka tense up, his muscles clenching. Ruka had such a fascinating body, fascinating and beautiful. Scooting back just a bit, Daisuike trailed kisses down his chest to his stomach the skin so warm and smooth against his lips it made him whine.

Taking Ruka's erection in his other hand he gave the head an experimental lick. It tasted a lot like the rest of Ruka, slightly saltier was all. Keeping his fingers moving he started to suck remembering how incredible it had felt for him and wanting Ruka to have all the pleasure he could possibly stand. Maybe more.

Ruka's whole body convulsed once Suke's tongue touched him and when he started to suck he thought he was going to die. Just flat out die. A shaky cry escaped his lips and he clutched the sheets with white knuckles twitching and trying to bit his hand to stop his cries. Choked cries and sobs of pleasure were escaping him and he wasn't sure if he wanted to curl in or arch out from what was happening to him.

He had to keep fisting the sheets though but one hand slipped down into Suke's hair gripping it tightly. Tiny cries were constantly coming from him and he was flushing a dark shade of red. He hadn't thought just having Suke suck him off would make him feel like that, but he couldn't help it. Since the moment he had met Daisuike he had wondered what it would be like to have those lush beautiful lips wrapped around him and it didn't even compare.

Not even close.

Ruka's grip in his hair sent a shudder through Daisuike, his cries encouraging him to be more adventurous. Keeping his grip on Ruka's shaft he stroked him slowly as he moved his head down to meet his hand as it came up. He almost gagged himself, Ruka wasn't exactly small, but he managed to suppress the reflex relaxing his throat.

He kept his fingers moving having added the third one. He wasn't sure if he actually wanted to do anymore than this, or just get Ruka off this way. He'd have to let Ruka decide that.

Ruka's body was shaking almost uncomfortably. The third finger burned a bit but it felt so amazing too. He wanted to come. He wanted it more than anything he had ever wanted before but he didn't want to just yet. If he did it would ruin their fun and he wanted them to have even more fun.

More cries kept coming from him and he couldn't contain his moans. "Please. I need- I need. . . Please!" He wouldn't talk, the words making no sense and no sentence forming completely.

Daisuike grinned around Ruka's erection hearing him pleading nearly incoherently. He raised his head slowly loving the way Ruka's hand in his hair felt. It both excited him and made him feel slightly helpless, something he was realizing he liked way too much.

"Tell me what you want Ruka, love. Tell me what to do." Daisuike's voice was husky his eyes a little glazed over with lust.

Ruka's brain wasn't even working and Suke wanted him to talk coherently? Ouji-sama was a cruel lover sometimes. Gasping a few times he tried to focus long enough to get words to make a completely sentence. Hopefully it made sense once it left his lips and wasn't engulfed by a whine or a cry.

"I want you. Please- Please. . ." Ruka knew he was begging but he didn't care. He wanted that feeling of being filled, the burn and the sweet high that he'd get from being taken. The thought of Daisuike taking him made him almost come right there, the idea too appealing.

Daisuike shivered as his erection throbbed. Seeing Ruka like this was very nearly too much, his pleading sending a chill through him that pooled in his stomach. Shifting he slid his fingers out gently and leaned over Ruka kissing him with all the pent up passion he felt.

His one hand free now, he placed himself at Ruka's entrance. He pulled back from the kiss to look down at Ruka suddenly apprehensive.

"Are you sure?

Cracking his eyes open he stared at Daisuike. Even in his lust induced vision he could see the nervousness in him and he sighed slowly reaching up to touch his face. Caressing it softly he smiled even if it was a bit hinted with sadness. His Ouji-sama wasn't ready and he had to accept that.

"We don't have to. We can just do what we've done before." He smiled kissing him softly. He wasn't going to force him to do anything he didn't want to do.

Pulling back from the kiss Daisuike shook his head slowly, biting his lip. He'd seen the disappointment flicker in Ruka's eyes. He never wanted to see it again. Ever. Ruka deserved to have everything he wanted including Daisuike himself.

Taking a deep breath Daisuike inserted himself in one smooth motion moaning at the sudden tightness around his aching erection. He stopped his arms shaking as he held himself above Ruka. It was too much, entirely too much and if he moved anymore he was going to come right then.

A cry ripped from Ruka's lips as Suke inserted himself and he moaned softly gasping slightly. As he stilled Ruka tried to catch his breath panting. Reaching up he kissed him slowly trying to adjust to the feel. Him going in so fast and all at once had startled him and he was somewhat uncomfortable.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself. . ." Gently he shifted and pushed Suke back onto his back straddling his lap. Keeping still he let out a shaky breath staring at Daisuike. "Tell me when you want me to move Ouji-sama. . ."

Staring up at Ruka, Daisuike was panting heavily. He'd never thought it would feel like this, it was so tight it was almost painful. Just Ruka shifting them had nearly sent him over. He tried to get his breathing under control.

"I-I'm sorry. Sh-should have went slower." Although he knew he would have went off instantly if he had.

Ruka shook his head smiling down at Daisuike. "It's okay. The first time is usually pretty intense. I went off within a minute. Pretty sad considering I had sex so much better." Leaning down he kissed him groaning as he felt Suke shift inside him. It was so good and he wanted nothing more than to have him pound into him but knew that would be impossible. Another time, another night they would do that.

Resting on his forearms next to Suke's head he smiled at him. "Just let me know love. . ."

Daisuike tensed as Ruka shifted, the sensation overwhelming. He was going to go off entirely too fast for his liking, but there was nothing he could do about it. With a trembling hand he found Ruka's erection and stroked him gently his other hand caressing his hip. Bringing his head up slightly he kissed Ruka moaning softly.

"You are so amazing." Daisuike whispered his hips straining as the urge to move became undeniable.

Ruka smiled down at him loving seeing him so close to getting off. It amazed him to no end and he shuddered as he felt those long fingers wrap around him stroking him. He smirked before leaning over to the nightstand and grabbing his ring and moving Suke's hand away as he slipped it on. Groaning at the feel he smiled at Daisuike.

"I'm going to move. . ." He grinned as he shifted starting to move his hips gasping at the feeling. It had been a bit since he last bottomed but he loved it just the same even with the slight stretch every time he moved.

A strangled moan tore from Daisuike's lips and everything faded except the feel of Ruka. His eyes were squeezed shut as he fought to keep from coming, he wanted to make sure Ruka went off too but wasn't sure what to do. Or if he'd have time to do anything. The warm tightness that was Ruka was just too much for him to take.

His hips came up off the bed as he clutched Ruka with a choked cry. Everything went white as the heat poured through him leaving him writhing against the sheets.

Ruka gasped a bit sighing softly as he felt Daisuike still. Holding him gently he eased off him after a moment laying beside him. Grinning he reached over getting tissues to clean him up and putting the condom aside after tying it. Wrapping his arms around Suke he smiled nuzzling against him. Even if he was still hard he was happy and content.

"You're so beautiful. Especially when you come."

It took Daisuike a moment to catch his breath. He pulled Ruka closer burying his face against him a sudden sharp ache in his chest. He was shivering all over not sure what to do about the emotions rampaging through him. It was finally really starting to hit him, really truly hit him that Ruka loved him. Loved him like he'd never imagined he could be loved.

It floored him. Utterly and completely and it wasn't until a soft sob escaped his trembling lips that he realized he was crying. Mortified he pulled Ruka even closer trying to get calmed down.

Ruka stared in shock at the man in his arms. He was crying. His Ouji-sama was crying! Had he hurt himself more? Had he done something wrong? He shouldn't have pushed him so far. It was obvious he hadn't wanted to be on top and he had done it anyways. Horrified that he had done something even worse to his beautiful lover, Ruka clutched at him.

"I'm sorry! Please stop crying, I'm sorry. I won't- I-I'm sorry. I- So sorry. . . " He wanted to tighten his grip around Suke but he was afraid he would hurt him more, unsure if he wanted to even be touched by him. Ruka tried to keep the tears from forming in his own eyes but hearing the soft cries from Daisuike broke his heart, it was killing him inside.

"S-stop it! You . . . you don't . . . I love you s-so much. J-just . . . why? Wh-why me? I-I don't deserve you." Daisuike was trying in vain to calm down, to stop the tears, but the ache in his chest had seemed to burst making it impossible. He couldn't remember the last time he'd cried. He was just so overwhelmed by the love Ruka showed him.

Ruka stared in awe at Suke hearing the jumbled words from him. Holding him closer he smiled stroking his back and hair gently. It made him happy to know that Daisuike loved him though it bugged him to know that his love was something that brought distress to Suke.

"You deserve it Daisuike, so don't ever tell yourself different." He smiled burying his face against the man in his arms enjoying the smell and feel of him.

"I love you because you are you. There's no rhyme or reason for it. I just do. You're my Ouji-sama. You are my everything."

It took Daisuike longer than he thought to get calmed down and he was more than a little frustrated with himself. He'd taught himself long ago to never lose control like that, but Ruka seemed to bring all kind of things out of him. He smirked at his own choice of words. Sighing softly he kissed Ruka's neck feeling rather wore out.

He blinked remembering that Ruka hadn't been able to go off yet and looked up at him. "Sorry, I . . . just sorry."

Shifting away from him he sat up slowly a shy smile quirking his lips. "Let me make it up to you?"

Ruka shook his head smiling as he stroked Suke's cheek, "There's nothing to make up for so don't worry." He leaned forward kissing Suke gently on the lips stroking his jaw and then neck.

"And quit apologizing. . . You have nothing to be sorry about." He kissed him again before shifting on the bed. "We should get cleaned up and get ready. Tonight if you'd like you can get me off, though remember we'll probably be in your bed." He smirked a bit pressing his lips to Suke's cheek.

"I love you Ouji-sama and that's all that matters. . ."

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