Unforgivables

His lips covered mine again as if he were afraid I would all of a sudden change my mind and push him away. I let my arm wrap around his neck and one of his arms slid around my waist to pull me closer to him. A gasp left my lips and I pulled my mouth from his as he pulled me over so I was straddling his waist. We stared at each other for a moment then. Our eyes trying to read each other and what the other wanted.

He kissed my lips softly. Just a light little touch before he kissed down my jawline to my neck. My grip on his shoulders tightened and I tilted my head back to allow him better access. Never in my life had I felt anything like this. His mouth (and now slightly added tongue) on my neck were making my entire body burn. I wanted him. I wanted him so bad but I had no clue what to do with that knowledge. I knew, from past experiences, slightly what would happen but I didn\'t know anything other then what had happened then.

Before I could even comprehend it Brian stood with me in his arms. He moved us both out of the water and onto dry land. My back touched the cool, mossy ground and then Brian was kissing me again, with even more of a heated passion then before. He was keeping himself up with one of his arms but his free hand slid onto my chest. I let out soft moans as his palm brushed over my nipples and then his hand slid lower to my waist.

His fingers danced along the rim of my boxers, brushing over the sensitive skin. \"Brian!\" it was partial yell, partial gasp, partial moan, and possibly something else. If everything else had felt good this was insane. His mouth was tasting my skin and his hand was wrapped around my dick. I could barely contain the moans that were escaping my lips.

Slowly he started to move his hand and I dropped my head back as the waves of pleasure washed over me. With every upward motion he would run his thumb over my tip and with every stroke down he would squeeze gently. It was fucking torture on my brain! He began to move his hand faster and I felt something inside of me start to build up. His mouth found one of my nipples and I nearly screamed from the double assault. I think I may have screamed. I don\'t honestly know.

My body wracked in pleasure. I was so close. Close to what I didn\'t know but I was so fucking close. Just then his hand slid away and I whimpered in disaproval. I wanted him touching me! I wanted whatever was about to happen to happen! He just silenced me with a kiss and his hands slid down and removed my boxers. That brought me back to my senses. Made me realize that I was doing this with Brian in the middle of a forest while people were looking for us.

That thought immediately left my mind as he began to kiss down my chest again, this time trailing strait down to my navel. His tongue dipped in a few times before he kissed further. I felt my breath hitch in my throat as I realized what he planned to do. \"Please...\" I moaned out as he blew warm breath over my aching flesh. \"Brian...please...\"
White hot pleasure shot through my senses as his tongue slid along the tip of my cock. That fire immediately shot through me, sending shockwaves through my entire being. His tongue slid down the length and then back up before his lips closed over just the tip. I wanted to scream, my fingers digging into the Earth above my head. Slowly, painfully slowly, he slid his mouth down until I was fully sheathed inside his mouth. He slid back up, his teeth softly trailing along my hot flesh and then this tongue flicking across the tip again.

\"Oh god!\" I moaned out as he hummed softly in the back of his throat. He began to bob his head. My head tossed across the ground beneath me. It felt so good! So very fucking good! His mouth, his tongue, his teeth, the suction and the occasional humming that he would throw in. It felt like I had died.

I couldn\'t take it. My body felt like it was going to burst at any minute from what he was doing to me. As if on cue I felt my entire body go tense. I think I screamed his name to wake the dead. Colors shot behind my closed eyes. I was a panting mess. It was like going to heaven and then floating softly back down. I could barely get a hold on my breathing. Brian slid up to me again and kissed me. I grimaced at the taste in his mouth.

\"That...was amazing...\" I whispered as he kissed my neck. My eyes widened feeling something at my thigh. \"Brian you didn\'t...I mean...you\'re still....\"

He smiled and kissed me again. \"Don\'t even think we\'re done.\" That confused me. Two of his fingers touched my lips and I looked at him not sure what he wanted me to do. \"Suck them.\" I obeyed. I wasn\'t going to argue with him seeing as how I had no clue what the hell I was doing in the first place. I swirled his two fingers around in my mouth, sucking on them just like he had instructed.

He finally pulled his finger from my mouth and kissed me again. One of his legs slid between mine again, parting them for him. I was so distracted by the kiss that I honestly didn\'t care what he planned to do. That thought changed when I felt one of his fingers brush against my opening, my mouth immediately leaving his. It occurred to me then what he planned to do, why I had sucked his fingers. I didn\'t understand why he wanted to put his fingers.../there/...but I at least knew what was coming.

My face twisted and I slightly jerked away as one of those fingers pushed inside my body. That was a strange feeling. I could feel his finger inside me and it was a very strange feeling. His mouth claimed mine quickly and I felt him slide the finger almost all the way out before thrusting it back in. I moaned. All of a sudden finding pleasure in something that had felt so foreign just a second earlier. After a minute I felt the second finger push against my opening and I I winced as it pushed in.

It hurt a little bit. Enough to make me wince but Brian quickly distracted me by shoving his tongue in my mouth. He didn\'t move his fingers for a minute and my body slowly began to relax and welcome the intruding digits. I felt his fingers slid from me again and then push back in. My moan was swallowed by his mouth and he repeated the motion. I felt his fingers begin to make scissor motions in me, stretching me.

\"Brian!\" I let out as his fingers curled inside me and a knew pleasure practically slapped me in the face. That was good. That was very good. His fingers brushed that spot again and again making me moan and gasp every time. I felt myself responding to him again. God this was heaven. If I died I would die very happy.

A whimper of disappointment escaped my lips as he pulled his fingers from me. I slowly opened my eyes to see what he was doing and I opened them just in time to see him throw his boxers to the side. Brian was...amazing, in one word. He was perfectly toned and tan. My eyes drifted lower and I felt a warm blush cross over my face. Brian was not small...if you catch my drift. Knowing that and having the realization of what was about to happen slightly made me a little uneasy.

He leaned back over me and maneuvered between my legs. Our eyes locked as he slid a hand under my lower back and lifted my hips slightly. \"Ah.\" My eyes clenched shut as he pushed the tip of his cock into my body. That definitely did not feel good. He kissed me again and his hand slid down between us to stroke my growing need. I slowly relaxed, forgetting about the burning between my legs and focusing on what his hand was doing.

That was for long as he began to push in again and my body immediately tensed. \"Relax.\" he whispered softly in my ear. \"It wont hurt as much if you relax Christopher.\" I willed myself to do as he said. Forcing my body to relax into him. I felt tears roll down my face and Brian kissed them away. Finally, /finally/, he stopped and I tried to focus on his hand working over my erection but that was slightly hard to do.

I took a few deep breaths, willing myself not to sob out as I did so, and opened my eyes to look up at him. His eyes were closed. His features twisted into concentration. I kissed him softly and his eyes opened to meet mine. He gave me a small smile before leaning down and locking our mouths together.

He slid from my body to the point where I could only feel the very tip of him inside me and then he thrust back in. I let out a very satisfied moan and my thighs gripped his hips as he repeated the action. His head dropped down against my shoulder, which I was thankful for because I don\'t think I could have gone with looking at him the first time doing this.

My toes curled and I gripped at his back as he slid in and out of my body in a slow rhythm. I began to get frustrated at the pace and lifted my hips to try and get him to move fast. I think that was what he was waiting for because he did begin to move faster. \"Brian!\" I screamed as he hit that same place inside of me that made me see stars. He maneuvered to hit that same spot every time as his thrusts got deeper, faster, harder.

My head was spinning out of control as I lifted my hips to meet his thrusts. It was so...erotic I suppose. Feeling him so deep inside me. Feeling him possess me. Every one of my senses swam around him. I was moaning his name over and over like a mantra, gripping him close like at any minute he\'d be got and I would wake.

\"Brian!\" I screamed as I came again. This time the intensity of it amplified by the fact that he was still thrusting in and out of me as I came, never faltering in his movements. My mind was in such a fog that I barely heard my own name from his lips and barely felt my insides fill with a warm liquid. He almost collapsed on top of my body but managed to roll to the side. His arm snaked around me and pulled me close.

I was on the verge of passing out. My breathing slowly coming back to normal. I could feel his chest rising and falling, slowly evening out, his heart rate quick but also coming down. I was slapped with the realization that Brian Kar had just taken my virginity. It made me smile. I\'d always thought that when I first slept with someone...if that ever happened...it would be with someone who didn\'t care who I was and only wanted a quickie. I had never thought someone would want to stay with me afterwards because of who, and what, I was. It was a nice feeling...to know I was wrong.

\"Kit...\" someone whispered in the back of my mind as I drifted off to sleep. \"I found you...\"


A/N : *blushes beyond all possible reason* that...was my first \"sex scene\" I guess you could call it. Usually I hint at the two people having sex and then go strait to the next morning...but I wrote out the whole thing and I am slightly unnerved by it. So, what do you think? It was probably bad seeing as how it was my first one that I actually wrote out. I may have not gone into that much detail but give me time people! I could have not given you a sex scene at all so take it or leave it! hehe. Review please. I have discovered that reviews are like a drug. *twitch* must have reviews *twitch* - jk jk jk...or am I.

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OMG! I just checked how many pages this is and it is only three! How fucking horrible! I was thinking it was longer then that. I have disappointed myself. *slaps wrist* I’ll give you another chapter later. I have plans, and my best friend gave me an awesome idea for the story also. Have fun!