Love, Lust and Lycanthropy

In the middle of their breakfast they are interrupted by the ringing of the phone, Jacob answers it, he pulls the towel off his head letting his long hair spill down his back,

“Hello?” Jacob says cheerfully into the receiver,

“Hey Jacob, it’s Ivy,” a soft feminine voice chirps through the lines

“Hey Ivy, what\'s up?” there is a sigh on the other end of the line,

“Jeremy has called a pack meeting tonight,”

“Really? What about?”

“He didn’t say, just that all members should show up, so be sure to let Karen know,”

“Sure thing,” Jacob replies, he’s unsure if he should tell Ivy about Karen, eventually he decides against it, “Is that all?” Jacob says trying to finish the conversation,

“Yeah, you have a good day Jacob,” she says cheerfully,

“You too,” Jacob hears the other end of the line go dead and hangs up,

“So that was Ivy?” Sandra says putting another forkful of waffles in her mouth,

“Yes, she wants the pack to gather tonight at the usual place,” he says sitting back down at the table, he cuts into a waffle with his fork and scoops some whipped cream on it, he stares at it for a moment finally eating it,

“I wouldn’t be able to come would I?” she says before Jacob swallows, he chews the bit of waffle a few more times and swallows,

“No, its pack only, besides I doubt you would want to go there either,”

“Why?” she asks grabbing his hand, she stares into his beautiful green eyes,

“It’s just, that things can get real violent at times,” Sandra’s eyes turn fearful, Jacob notices it instantly, he gives her hand a firm squeeze, “Don\'t worry if something does happen it won’t be very bad I can handle myself quite well,”

“How well?” Jacob can see and smell the fear on her; he leans across the small table and kisses her softly,

“I\'ve made it to be third in line to be leader of the pack, I would be second but that position is taken by a friend and the only way to take her place is to kill her so I won’t be second in line for a long time,”

“What if someone wants to take your place? Will they have to kill you?” what Sandra wanted to ask was if he killed to claim his place,

“Only if they wanted too, there are different ways for different positions, all the lower ones can be just till first blood, some are until one submits to the other, some are to the death only the higher positions are to the death though,” the calmness in his eyes warms her body,

“I just don\'t want to see you hurt,” her mind fills with images of Jacob with bites and claw marks covering his body,

“You don\'t have to worry about that, if I do get hurt I\'ll be fully healed in a day or two, even if it’s from another werewolf I just have to shift forms an I\'ll be practically healed,”

“But still I don\'t want you to get hurt even if you will heal fast,”

“I\'ve had more than my fair share of injuries, and I\'ve had even more pain, there\'s nothing that could possibly happen that would do me any real harm Sandra, you have to accept that,”

“But what if-” she is cut off by Jacob he takes his fork and jams it into the back of his hand and into the table, she jumps out of her chair just startled no sure what just happened, Jacob’s face is the same as it was before he did it, “Jacob what the fuck are you doing she reaches out for the fork but he pulls it out effortlessly, he shows her the wound making her watch it heal, she can’t believe her eyes she watches as the blood stops flowing and the skin knits itself back together in seconds, the blood on his hand is all that\'s left to even indicate a wound, Jacob walks to the sink and washes his hand off and brings a wet washcloth to the table and wipes up the small amount of blood on the table, Sandra sits back down shocked by what she just saw,

“Do you understand now? That it would take an incredible amount of damage to truly hurt me, that was less than the equivalent to you getting a paper cut, you don\'t have to worry if someone gets a paper cut it only hurts for a short while and it heals quickly,” Sandra listens to his words but they just bounce off her unable to let them sink in, she’s never seen anything like that,

“W-what were you thinking? How could you just do that to yourself?” she is more frightened that he has ever seen her the scent of her fear rolls off her, Jacob kneels beside her chair and hugs her,

“I\'m sorry I thought the only way you would understand was to see for yourself that I can handle just about anything,” he presses his face into her stomach her hands rest on his head petting his luxurious hair, she runs her fingers through those delicious strands letting flow down like water, the silken feel is sensual against her skin, she feels herself becoming aroused, she shakes her head of the feeling, praying Jacob couldn’t smell her, his head rises off her lap and meets her eyes, she can see that familiar passion in them, just the look in his eyes makes her blush, she stares into those lovely amber eyes ‘wait amber? His eyes should be green.’ She quickly thinks,

“Jacob your eyes,” she says quickly before anything else happens, he grabs a butter knife and looks at the reflection, he closes his eyes for a moment and blinks a few times, he checks them again, they’ve returned to their human color, Jacob walks to the calendar on the fridge, only three days until the full moon, no wonder.

“Damn, that explains a lot,” he mutters under his breath,

“Explains what?” he looks at her with his “innocent little boy eyes” he only looks at her like that when he’s trying to hide something,

“It’s just that the full moon will be here soon so I have poor control over my transformation, extreme emotions can set it off easily but I can stop changing even if it takes me by surprise, Sandra watches as his right hand begins lengthening the nails turn to dark claws fur-like hair dangles from the back of the palm, he closes his fingers into a fist and opens it again, she watches as the transformation reverses, “Not many can do that, shift only a specific part of them and reverse it.”

Sandra rests her head in her hands and shakes her head, “Jacob can you just please lay off that kind of stuff, at least for today, it’s getting a tad overwhelming,”

“I\'m sorry I\'m just used to being around people that can do it as well, I think I\'ll head out for a while,” he turns to leave, Sandra bolts out of her chair and latches on to his arm,

“Wait, Jacob, don\'t go, I\'m sorry, just stay please.” Jacob smiles at her,

“Don\'t be sorry I kind of threw all that in your lap all at once, I just wanted to give you some time to let your mind absorb it all,”

‘great now you\'re being all needy, just what every guy wants a clingy little bundle that cant go two seconds without them,’ she thinks to herself, “If you want to go, it’s all right,” she lets go of his arm her arms dangling at her sides, Jacob picks her up and sits her on the counter like she weighed no more than a rag doll, his actions startle her,

“And leave you alone after I got you all hot and bothered?” Her cheeks turn bright red, his lips press against hers his arms slip around her back pulling her body against his, her butt resting on the counter with her legs dangling on either side of him, she reaches behind his back and twists his hair through her fingers, she breathes deep of the musky scent he gives off, it makes her head light and her crotch moist, his hands glide to the front of her jeans and begin undoing them, Jacob’s mouth moves down to her collarbone, Sandra lets out a sigh as his hand slips inside her jeans lightly rubbing her through the panties.

“Oh, Jacob,” she gasps as he lifts her shirt over her head her small breasts lightly bobbing from her rapid breath, Jacob’s lips press against her breast plate his hands run over her breasts, her nipples tight and hard, Jacob lifts her slightly and pulls the jeans down her legs, the towel he wears around his waist slips off and falls to the floor, a dirty thought enters her mind and she vocalizes it, “can you change any part of your body?” she emphasizes any and looks down at his swelling penis,

Jacob smirks, “yes,” he kisses her again pressing his upright penis against her stomach she can feel his pulse running through it, its so strong it feels like it has it’s own tiny heart, she moves a hand between their bodies closing a tight fist around his head, she squeezes hard, Jacob breaks their kiss and draws in a sharp gasp, she can see he enjoyed that,

“I see I found what you really like Mr. Wolf,” she tightens her fist even more making another gasp escape his lips, she kisses his chest and neck, “Does pain excite you Jacob?” she whispers with a curled smile, she gives him all the strength she has in her, a low growl escapes his throat, Sandra recoils at first releasing him, he looks at her with his bright green eyes,

“Yes,” he whispers back, “Nothing gives me more pleasure, hurt me Sandra, please,” Jacob drops to his knees resting his head between her legs, he presses his nose into her crotch and breathes deep of her musk, “Please,” he whispers into her crotch, his voice sends shivers through her body, Sandra grabs his hair in both her hands and pulls him up to her, she has to use every ounce of her strength, Jacob makes small pleasured noises a wide smile across his face, his eyes half lidded she kisses Jacob hard her tongue forces its way in his mouth as she ravenously devours him, his fingers find their way down under her panties, the crotch of them are soaked, his fingers easily slide into her she moans as his fingers probe her, she presses her nose behind his ear smelling the full scent of him, he’s different she never smelled him like this before, it is so powerful it makes her head spin,

“Fuck me Jacob,” she moans pulling at her panties, she wants to feel him inside her, she wants him pressing so deep inside her it hurts, his hands skillfully slide the panties down her legs, Sandra winces as he pushes inside her, she presses her hand against his chest to slow him down, he rubs against that special spot inside her, making her clutch at him, she feels him press against her in all directions she pulls herself against him her hands lost in his hair, her teeth press against his skin leaving a pale imprint of her teeth on him, she wraps her legs around his waist pulling him deeper into her, Jacob pulls back drawing out of her slowly, her body is shaking, Jacob drives himself into her fast, the shock makes her bite into his skin, she can taste his blood on her tongue, she likes the coppery taste, she pulls her head back and watches as the crimson sneaks from the wound, the teeth marks, quickly fade and disappear, she licks the blood from his skin as he draws himself out of her again, she readies herself this time, when he slams into her she wraps her legs around him pulling him tight against her the sensation is unbearable she feels like she will fall apart in his arms and she doesn’t care, Jacob lowers the force behind his thrusts and increases the speed, “Yes, just like that, don\'t stop,” she clenches her teeth to keep from biting him,

“Do it Sandra,” he begs her, his voice sounds smaller, “Please, hurt me,” she opens her mouth again and screams as she bites deep into his shoulder, his blood courses down his chest staining her lips and teeth, Jacob makes small noises caught between pleasure and pain, she reopens the wound before it can heal, she can’t believe she loves the feeling, she wants to be sick but her body won’t let her, she pulls at the flesh between her teeth like an animal, her fingers dig into his back her nails making eight bloody crescents she feels the tip of one of her nails break against his skin, Jacob spasms inside her filling her with his warmth, she’s never let a guy come inside her before she loves the feeling, she tightens her muscles around him trying to get every last drop, Jacob’s right shoulder is covered in blood the wounds disappear in seconds, he stays slumped against her his chest heaving against hers, she feels him slowly shrink inside her, he makes a high canine whine, she turns his face to hers, his bright amber eyes are filled with tears, “I\'m sorry,” he says, he wraps her in his arms and gently sobs.