My Poem book.

I wish we could go on those walks again

Those long walks in the parks

Occasionally stopping to watch the ducks, geese, and swans in the lake

Laughing as you pretend to try and throw me in it.

I wish we could sit out side drinking together like we did before

Trying to see who could be the funniest when we were drunk

Then passing out on the ground in the living room

Waking up late afternoon to spend it with our heads over a toilet.

I wish we could lie in bed together again

Just holding each other quietly, my head on your chest

We end up falling asleep like that feeling satisfied

Waking up in the morning with a kiss.

I wish we could\'ve had kids together

Both of us raising them

Smiling and laughing with joy when they take their first steps

Up until they graduate and move out.

As I sit here wishing for all these things

I realize they will never happen.

I will never see your smile again

I will never hear your laugh or feel your touch

You were taken from me, by a single piece of metal.

Your life was ended all in the blink of an eye.

And in that blink our dreams were shattered

I felt my heart break into a thousand tiny pieces

The day we laid you in the ground

I felt time stop around me,

I no longer cared what people did

Nor did they seem to care bout what I did

So I spend my days here

By your final resting place

Shedding tears as I place the single rose stem upon on your tombstone

I pour my feelings in this poem

As I wish for all these things that will never happen.