Favourite Mistake

This is the final chapter! Kei-chan's past is revealed at last!

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Part Thirteen

“Come on! We’re going to be late!” Sairou drags me along as Tori and Katsu walk at a much more leisurely pace.
Sairou had come up with this idea. He wanted all of us to go on a trip together. And where would he think of? A hot spring of course. I refused instantly but I was ignored. So…one week from when he had suggested it, we find ourselves waiting for the bus to pick us up. Apparently, Tori’s family owns a fancy hot spring place. He rented it out for an entire month for us. My bet is that he was forced to.
It takes a few hours for us to get there. On the way, there is much molestation, Sairou onto me, and yelling, me onto Sairou. Katsu and Tori ignore us. How they do it is beyond my understanding but I have no time to question them because Sairou keeps me busy.
When we finally arrive…I’m stunned into silence. This place is huge and amazing…I’ve never been to a hot spring before but still…

“Come on! We have to drink!”
“I refuse to drink in your presence.”
“Fine, fine…suit yourself.” Sairou pours himself a shot of some alcohol he found in this place and gulps it down in one go.
The night continues in this fashion. Sairou gets drunk and clings all over Tori who, eventually, drags him from the room. Katsu then drags me to the hot springs. He strips completely before going into the water.
“K-Katsu…”
“You do not have to strip if you wish not to.”
“Actually…I wanted to talk to you.” I remove the towel from my waist and quickly get into the water.
I sit next to him and take a few deep breaths.
“I don’t want you to say anything until I’m done…alright?” I don’t look at him. I stare into the water instead.
“Very well.”
“Before you became my bodyguard, there was one who was with me ever since my mom was alive. He had been with me since forever…through all the betrayal and abandonment I went through in school. His name was Daisuke Moutsumete. When I went through all that horrible stuff in school, I began to depend on Daisuke more. And he was always nice and kind to me. But, sadly, that was entirely false. And when I found that out…it was too late. The reason why he was fired and you were hired, is because he raped me. I told everyone that he fell asleep on the job and I almost got killed because of it. No one knew the truth.
“I know that you probably suspected something. I mean, you’re not an idiot. But I still wanted to keep the delusion that, maybe, it never happened. But I couldn’t forget and the nightmares were almost eating me alive. He was taking over my entire world and corrupting everything I loved. But when you came, you somehow managed to chase him away from my mind. Not completely though. But it was a start. I still tried to forget, however.
“When you started talking to me about memories and such…I slowly started thinking that…yes, that is a horrible memory but it happened and I can’t change it at all, no matter how much I may want to. Although, I’ve noticed, that ever since you came along, those images of that time, have become less and less a presence in my mind. I was happy when I started realizing this…however…the problem still wasn’t solved. I still needed to accept it in my heart.
“And that’s what I need to do now…I want to tell you what happened…maybe that way, I can finally move past it completely.” I pause and close my eyes, taking a deep breath.
“I wish I could say he had been drunk to relieve some of my pain but he wasn’t. He was completely aware of what he was doing. It was night, so he wouldn’t be caught. He came to my room, I let him in. He wasn’t really a threat at the time. He had pointed out my window. My desk was up against that wall, remember? So, I bent over my desk to try and see what he was pointing at. He said he saw two of the servants making out. I was interested in seeing who it was. He had quickly grabbed my wrists and tied them to the handle of the window. He gagged me next then pulled down both of our pants. He didn’t even care for my safety. He just pushed in and…kept going. I can still remember how painful it was.” My tears fall freely into the water.
“I tried so hard to imagine myself somewhere else…so I wouldn’t have to endure what was happening. I wanted to die so badly. The edge of my desk was cutting into my skin and the hand around me was making me hard. I felt so disgusted in myself…so betrayed by him and my own body. I know that that is just how the body reacts but still…I hated myself. What I vividly remember is how painful it was and how his hands felt on my waist and his hot breath against my ear as he whispered things to me.
“When he was done, he untied me and left me on the floor. I was covered in tears and semen and blood. I passed out the second I hit the floor. I don’t even remember him leaving.
“The next day, I made up a lie that he had fallen asleep while we were out and was almost killed. He was gone. I vowed to myself that I would never get close to anyone ever again. But then you came and that all changed. I was attracted to you immediately…but I hated you. However…that eventually changed as well…and…you know the rest.”
We sit in silence for a few seconds before Katsu pulls me into his arms and the tears fall more. I clench my eyes against his chest and wrap my arms around his waist.
“Now that I know his name, he will not survive the week.” I pull away from him and smile. He’s holding in his anger.
“You don’t have to kill him.”
“No, but I will.”
“K-Katsu…”
“Keijiru…” His expression softens as he wipes the tears from my cheeks. “…I love you.”
“I know.” I rub at my eyes. “I hate crying. It makes it hard to breathe and my eyes get all red and puffy.” I shake my head a few times and turn back to him. “I think I’ve had enough of the hot spring.”

Katsu holds me tightly when we lie down to sleep that night. After several minutes, I break from his embrace. I hover over him for a few seconds before bending down to connect our lips. He switches our position so he’s on top now. His lips brush against my cheek as they attack my neck. He bites and sucks and licks…making sure to leave a mark. I moan as he does so.
“Katsu…”
“Hey you two!” Katsu pulls away from me as Sairou bursts through the door. “Wanna go to the hot springs together?!”

“He was afraid of you for the rest of the month.” I smile at Katsu and snuggle more into his side.
“It could have been worse.”
“I guess.”
We had just gotten back a few minutes ago and we both fell to the mattress. We both missed it this time.
Katsu kisses my forehead. I lean up more so our lips connect this time. His tongue licks at my bottom lip and I open my mouth for him. Our tongues roll lazily together. One of his hands slips under my shirt and trails up to my chest. I moan slightly and arch my back. He breaks off our kiss and moves to my neck instead. He unbuttons my shirt and moves the fabric from my skin. His lips fall lower down my body until they reach the hem of my jeans.
“K-Katsu…”
He makes quick work of removing my pants before placing kisses along my length. His hands hold my hips down when I try to raise them. My fingers tangle in his hair when he takes me into his mouth. I moan to the room and close my eyes tightly shut. His teeth and lips make me hard in seconds. One of his hands goes to my balls and he massages them a little bit. My mouth opens slightly as my heart starts to beat erratically. Then, he takes me out of his mouth completely.
Before I can say a word, he moves back to my mouth. He manoeuvres my tongue into his mouth and begins to suck on it. I moan and arch my hips into his. He pulls back and strips himself now. But…he pulls something out of his pants pocket before tossing them to the floor.
I blush a deep crimson as I watch this. He smiles at my reaction.
“You know-” I pull him down to connect our lips.
“I-I know.”
Katsu settles himself between my legs and I’m still blushing like crazy. I can’t help it. He spreads the small bottles contents on to his fingers before pressing our lips together again.
“This will hurt momentarily.” I don’t answer but simply hold onto him tightly.
He lifts my legs a little before pressing one of his fingers into me. He does it slowly, so I can adjust. But it still feels weird. He adds a second finger now. I hold him tighter against me.
“Try to relax.” I take a few deep breaths and will my body to relax.
His fingers go deeper in me and I’m about to cry out in pain when it hits me. My eyes go wide and I moan into his ear. His fingers move in and out of me, grazing that one spot ever so slightly. It’s not nearly enough. He removes his fingers after a few more seconds and coats himself.
“Keijiru…” I open my eyes and glace up at him.
“I love you too.” I smile up at him.
He pushes into me slowly. My fingernails dig into his back and I know they will leave a mark. I cry out in pain and he stops. It takes several minute before he continues. When he’s fully in me, he waits. I crack open a single eye and nod at him.
He pulls out almost completely before slamming back into me.
“Katsu!” I cry out his name when he hits that spot inside me.
He sets up a steady rhythm. My small moans and gasps melt with his harsh breaths. He buries his head in my neck as one of his hands wraps around my length. He squeezes me lightly and I cry out. My fingers tangle in his hair. I thrust my hips to meet his every time. The sensations are driving me crazy. Little spasms are coursing through my entire body and it keeps on rising. That feeling in the pit of my stomach builds and builds. I try to pull him even closer to me as the feeling mounts. His lips press against my earlobe and nibble it gently.
I climax then. I clench down around him as I do and cry out his name, arching my back as much as I can. It takes him a few more thrusts before he finally comes as well. He whispers my name in my ear when he does.
He pulls out of me and we lay together, waiting for our breaths to become even. When they do, I’m the first to speak.
“If I knew it could feel that good, I wouldn’t have put it off for so long.” Katsu chuckles at that and pulls me into an embrace.

“Wow…you’re amazing. I can’t believe you’re this good.” Sairou stares at the picture I painted of the four of us. “And this one, he actually posed for you? It still doesn’t have a title though.”
“Actually…I’ve thought of one.”
“What is it? ‘My Hot Sexy Lover’?” I laugh at Sairou.
“No…I’m going to call it: ‘Favourite Mistake’.”
“Why?”
“That’s for people to decipher on their own. It wouldn’t be art if the answers were just laid out for everyone to see. What makes art, and life itself, so wonderful, is the secrets…the mysteries…the possibilities…the leaps we must all take…to have the answers would take the fun out of everything.”

THE END

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Yay! And now for some end notes!

1) Thank you to all reviewers and future reviewers! And thank you to those who can't take a few seconds to review but who still loved it. **whispers**you better not just read and leave! Review damnit!**clears through** No pressure! :D

2) I was thinking about doing a story about Sairou and Tori. It might just be a one-shot or maybe a longer thingy. Tell me what you guys think and keep your eyes opened for it!

3) I love you all who loved this story! **molests** XD