Learning to live again

Hey guys! Sorry for the long time I've been missing I was not home and had no access to internet...
Here is the promised lemon... hope you enjoy!

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Tansa sighed in contentment as hot soothing water poured on his head, running through his hair, and slid down his back to his firm ass cheeks. He would never have thought a day at school would have been this tiring. But it had gone amazingly well and he was not just a little proud of that. His thoughts reeled to a stop when strong arms wrapped around his hips, a hard torso pressing against his back. Oh yeah. That felt good.

He let his body lean against a muscled one as the warm water sprayed his neck and torso. He felt tickling lips on the side of his neck seconds before a warm wet tongue began to lick at the skin there before biting it. Skilled hands started to roam on his body caressing his skin lightly with not-quite-there touches, teasing him and making him push just that little bit against them to feel them better. How could he have gone two weeks without that touch?

A deep moan escaped his throat. Those fingers were on his nipples, pinching hard then soothing with slow sensual rubs of the palm of the hands. Alavas’ tongue was on the shell of his ear and Tansa’s breath hitched when a soft kiss was placed behind his ear with a little movement of the tongue involved.

He licked his suddenly dry lips and turned his head so he could kiss his lover hard and deep. Teeth clashing as tongues danced around one another, exploring new territory.

Tansa felt something hard against his ass and smiled around the kiss. Without breaking it, he rotated his hips a little grinding against the hard shaft. He was rewarded by a deep growl that he quickly absorbed in his own throat, loving the vibrations that were created.

Their kiss was abruptly ended by Alavas and Tansa whined his disappointment, the eyes he had not realised he had closed opening in protest. But he had no time to say anything before his lover turned him into his arms so they faced each other resumed their heated kiss.

He felt the cold tiles of the shower contrasting wildly with the warm torso he had had seconds before. A shiver went through him and he suddenly felt the urge to feel that hot wet skin again. His now tanned arms reached for his elf, bringing their bodies close and he felt and almost electric sensation as their erections pressed against one another.

“Mmmh… Alavas! …” He was melting, the mouth now proceeding to make a hickie on his neck making him weak in the knees. But it was not enough, never enough. He needed more. Fisting his hands in his lover’s long silky hair, he brought their lips back together as he braced himself with his arms on strong shoulders and his back against the wall as he wound his legs around pale hips.

The growl sounded again but this time it was followed by hands making their way to his ass cheeks, stroking tanned tights on their way and a hard body crushing him against the shower wall.

Opening his eyes he realised his elf was beginning to loose his ever present control at last. Green intense eyes fixed on his and the their gazes. An almost gentle but intense kiss was placed on his lips.

“Tell me if… I hurt you… I… will … stop immediately…” his lover said as a slick finger pressed against his opening. He tensed automatically, his body remembering the past intrusions, but Alavas didn’t push in, just caressed until he could feel his ass muscles clench and unclench.

Realising Alavas was waiting for an answer from him he nodded, not trusting his voice at the moment. He willed himself to relax knowing full well that it would be a lot more painful if he didn’t.

A long finger slowly pushed in him and he tensed again. Alavas sensing his unease began to fist his cock slowly, distracting him. Strangely enough the invading digit glided easily inside his ass as his lover must have used some kind of lubricant. He slowly tried to adjust to the feeling of a finger up his ass. That was something new to him; no one had ever prepared him before. He had had to learn alone and prepare himself when he knew his master would use him or suffer with the consequences.

He barely felt it as another finger was added, the hand on his cock moving a little faster, blowing his circuits and making the pain of the intrusion mingle with the pleasure forming one big concentrate of intense sensation. When a third finger was added he barely felt it too engrossed in all the new mind blowing pleasure his body was not used to feeling.

Suddenly, just as he was starting to feel his balls tighten, the hand and fingers disappeared leaving him feeling lost and empty. What?

That was when he felt it, the brush of a hard shaft against his little puckered hole. His whole body went rigid, eyes wide open and panic rising in him. He tried to break free only to feel strong arms wrap around him and a cool forehead against his.

“Shhh, it’s okay, Tansa… I won’t hurt you… we can stop here if you want… It’s okay, calm down.”

Hearing the deep calming voice instead of a harsh dark one, he felt himself relaxing. He felt the wall leave his back and he heard the noise of the shower been switched off. He closed his eyes, cursing himself for this weakness when he wanted Alavas to take him so much. He felt the cool bed sheets on his back and his eyes snapped open when the warm body left his.

He tightened his legs and arms around Alavas as fear rose in him again. He didn’t want Alavas to go, to leave him. He would die if he saw the disappointment that those beautiful green eyes would surely show. He wasn’t going to loose everything again! He would not!

Feeling a burst of courage, he suddenly let go, reversing their position with a quick play of muscles and pinning Alavas to the mattress beneath him. Shocked green had barely the time to register the unexpected move before Tansa lifted himself and aligning his hole with the still hard cock underneath him and sank down on it in one hard movement.

Pain shot through him, and he had to close his eyes against threatening tears. God… it hurt!

“Tansa! … Ah! …Idiot!”

Their position was reversed again and Tansa gritted his teeth, thinking of the way it had felt to sink in deep in Alavas’ body to chase away the pain.

His lover was keeping still and Tansa wondered why. He would prefer him moving, grinding, anything to keep his mind off the pain…

“Ah!” The small sound escaped him as the blond man on top of him sucked at his nipples and began slow circling caresses of his hips with long soft fingers. He realised he was slowly accommodating to the pulsing shaft inside him and the pain was slowly edging away.

Ever so slowly, his lover began slow and shallow thrusting movements. Pulling out just a little then sinking back in, changing the angle each time. He was going to ask why when suddenly, the tip of that erection brushed against something deep inside him sending a wave of pleasure throughout his body and overloading his senses.

He heard high pitched cries and it took him some time to understand he was the one making. Alavas began deeper strokes inside him, hitting that thing inside him each time and reducing him to a mass of writhing tanned skin.

“Ah… ah… ah… A… Alavas! P… Please! …” Not really understanding what he was asking for he begged to get it, his balls tight and precum leaking from him. He was close, he could feel it as his elf began to thrust harder, impossibly deeper into him, his usually stoic face showing his pleasure.

“Ngh!” He nearly lost it when Alavas closed a hand over his cock his mouth hovering inches from his, deep green eyes burning with desire and pleasure as long golden hair fell around them.

Tansa came with a cry, harder than he had ever come which tended to become a habit lately… His senses already overloaded with pleasure he felt something hot shoot deep inside his body and then he was floating. Everything swinging far away from him, sensations belonging to another as his vision blackened on he edges and then faded completely to black.

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