Journal of secrets
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Category:
Original - Misc › Non-Fiction/True Stories/Autobiographical
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
18
Views:
1,234
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of non fiction. Where possible - and where appropriate - permission has been granted from any people or their descendants to be included in this story. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
What now?
13th of August 2005
“What now?”
Denial has abandoned me too.
I wonder what I did wrong, did I smother her?
Didn’t she feel needed enough because I didn’t call her for a week?
I can’t think of it, the knowledge that I was wrong about her and me being on the same wavelength is hurtful.
I feel rotten again; she’s the best I have in the line of friends.
Why, then?
Why am I not that important to her?
Why do I need a very best a loyal friend that much?
I am needy and insecure on the inside, if I were to tell my ‘friends’ that they would think I was joking.
‘Cause I do have a god poker face.
(Author’s note: To heartgrenade13, Thank you for the review, it made me feel appreciated. And I do think you should castrate your ex with a spoon, that way he would’ve paid half the price, right?)
“What now?”
Denial has abandoned me too.
I wonder what I did wrong, did I smother her?
Didn’t she feel needed enough because I didn’t call her for a week?
I can’t think of it, the knowledge that I was wrong about her and me being on the same wavelength is hurtful.
I feel rotten again; she’s the best I have in the line of friends.
Why, then?
Why am I not that important to her?
Why do I need a very best a loyal friend that much?
I am needy and insecure on the inside, if I were to tell my ‘friends’ that they would think I was joking.
‘Cause I do have a god poker face.
(Author’s note: To heartgrenade13, Thank you for the review, it made me feel appreciated. And I do think you should castrate your ex with a spoon, that way he would’ve paid half the price, right?)