Raina's Story
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Category:
Romance › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
10
Views:
18,071
Reviews:
11
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
chapter 10
"Raina, I will help you in any way I can. I've spent some time in therapy and it helped me come to terms with what I've been though. If you would like to try it I can refer you to mine. He has heard a lot about Mark." Adam said after a moment. He didn't know what else to say. Mark had been cruel but he hadn't known him to be cruel enough to kill an unborn baby.
"I'd thought the baby would change things. When I told him I even said 'Master, I believe we're having a baby' I had never called him 'master' freely before that. I'd hoped he would be as happy as I was, that he would ease up on me and we could be normal. I was so foolish. I had been kneeling at his feet and he asked if I was positive. After I told him about all the little symptoms and missing periods he just watched me. I let him take a minute for it to sink in and then I smiled at him. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to the stairs. He told me it was my fault, that if I hadn't smiled he wouldn't have to do it, and then he pushed me. I've never felt so much pain in my life." She said between sobs.
"You wanted the baby? You actually wanted to keep it?" He could not keep the surprise from his voice. He was amazed.
"I prayed for freedom everyday and after a while I prayed for death. When I realized I was expecting I took it as a sign from god, that I had to live, that I had a reason to live, and I wouldn't ever have to worry about being alone again. I was over the moon." She said sniffling.
"I'm sorry for your loss then. I've bought you some clothes, I had looked around out at the house but I couldn't seem to find any of your things." He replied, changing the subject.
"I didn't have any 'things' except for my restraints. I wasn't allowed to wear clothes so what would be the point of owning any?"
"Well, you have some now. I left them next to the bedroom door. I bought them in the sizes you gave me but looking at you it appears they may be too large."
"I forgot to consider that. He made me lose weight, that was the size I wore when I was taken. I'm afraid I don't know what size I am now."
"There was a woman at the store who was very helpful. She will be there tomorrow afternoon if you would like to get some clothes that really fit."
"I would really appreciate it and I'm sure your sick of seeing me in your pajamas."
"I don't mind but I'm sure you do. I think its time for bed." He said standing. He waited for her to do the same and picked up one of the candles and took hold of her elbow to escort her back upstairs.
"I'd thought the baby would change things. When I told him I even said 'Master, I believe we're having a baby' I had never called him 'master' freely before that. I'd hoped he would be as happy as I was, that he would ease up on me and we could be normal. I was so foolish. I had been kneeling at his feet and he asked if I was positive. After I told him about all the little symptoms and missing periods he just watched me. I let him take a minute for it to sink in and then I smiled at him. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to the stairs. He told me it was my fault, that if I hadn't smiled he wouldn't have to do it, and then he pushed me. I've never felt so much pain in my life." She said between sobs.
"You wanted the baby? You actually wanted to keep it?" He could not keep the surprise from his voice. He was amazed.
"I prayed for freedom everyday and after a while I prayed for death. When I realized I was expecting I took it as a sign from god, that I had to live, that I had a reason to live, and I wouldn't ever have to worry about being alone again. I was over the moon." She said sniffling.
"I'm sorry for your loss then. I've bought you some clothes, I had looked around out at the house but I couldn't seem to find any of your things." He replied, changing the subject.
"I didn't have any 'things' except for my restraints. I wasn't allowed to wear clothes so what would be the point of owning any?"
"Well, you have some now. I left them next to the bedroom door. I bought them in the sizes you gave me but looking at you it appears they may be too large."
"I forgot to consider that. He made me lose weight, that was the size I wore when I was taken. I'm afraid I don't know what size I am now."
"There was a woman at the store who was very helpful. She will be there tomorrow afternoon if you would like to get some clothes that really fit."
"I would really appreciate it and I'm sure your sick of seeing me in your pajamas."
"I don't mind but I'm sure you do. I think its time for bed." He said standing. He waited for her to do the same and picked up one of the candles and took hold of her elbow to escort her back upstairs.