Blood Rose

Ok so this is rather small, and I dont why i keep adding on I\'m not getting reviews and for all I know it sucks big time. I just get bored and keep writing more. Im down to begging people please if you read it review even if its only like 2 words. And for those who are reading it I\'m sorry for how short this update is but hey at least its something right?

Chapter 17

\"Ok slow down Lexa and explain it to me one more time you keep rushing threw the story and I\'m only getting part of it\" Lexa let out a sigh and shifted on the bed so that her legs were under her and she was sitting back on them \"Dont look at me like that its not my fault your talking a mile a minute now I got the part with my mom and you already so start with the spa part\"

\"Oh my god...you are so slow, anyways we were at the spa getting ready and I had just closed my eyes when I heard someone step in front of me and when I opened my eyes it was Savanah. We hada quick little conversation and..\"

\"What did she say\"

\"Its not important Lukas\"

\"What did she say Lexa\"

\"That I was nothing but good timing and a pawn in your battle with your mother\"

\"...\"

\"I told you it didnt matter now where was I Oh yes Kristilin, anyways Kris showed up and her and Savanah argued Kris called her a cocksucker and Savanah said she could go call Andrew and show him a good time\"

\"Shes a fucking moron\"

\"Stop interupting me Lukas now like I was saying when she said that I thought Kristilin was going to kill her and the next thing I know Ana had punched Savanah right in the nose and then we came here and while we were talking about it you guys came back\"

\"I still cant believe she hit her\"

\"Hard she hit her hard...did you have fun today?\"

\"We went bowling\" Lexa giggled and he pulled her ontop of him and wraped his arms around her waist before kissing her, she laughed into his mouth and snuggled closer \"Like I said we went bowling it was gRant\'s idea\"

\"I like gRant\"

\"Do you now, I think he likes you to but I like you more then he does\"

\"How much more?\" She looked at him and bit her lip, he seemed to mentally debate how to respond to that and she looked down. SHe felt his finger under her chin and he lifted her face to look at him again before speaking

\"I..Lexa I cant love right now but I think this is the closest I\'ve ever been to it in a long time, I just need a little more time before I can say it\"

\"Ok\"

\"Please dont be upset because I care about you more then you know Vaughn was ready to hit me himself because of it\"

\"He was?\"

\"I wouldn\'t stop talking about you it was driving him insane\" She laughed at him again as he rolled her under him and kissed her softly. Lexa let out a little moan before pulling back a little\"Luke why dont you like being called Lukas?\"
She heard him mumble a curse before he rolled off her she quickly rolled on her side and watched him, he had his eyes closed and she just waited she knew this was going to be hard for him she just didnt understand why

\"Its becuase of my father\"

She didn\'t say anything becuase she had the feeling if she did he wouldn\'t go on and she wanted to know something about him something he didnt tell many people she was greedy like that

\"I doubt anyone\'s told you but I was born with a heart condition its highly possible that if I was to get to worked up I can suffer a minor or even a major heart attack sometimes my heart just slows down and I get sleepy I haven\'t been to the hospital in over a year for it so its getting better but when I was little it happened alot. I come from a big family and certain members of it I didn\'t get along with that well so I would get mad or upset alot and then my heart would act up....\"

He still hadn\'t opened his eyes but Lexa could hear the pain in his voice she quickly moved her head to his chest and draped her arm over him and waited for him to go on

\"My father...fuck since I can remember he called me a mistake and weak. I was a disgrace to him for him to have a son who couldnt even go threw the day without what he considered a panic attack was unforgivable he used to tell me all the time he wished that only Phillip and Vaughn had made it and that I had died at brith. I wasn\'t allowed to play sports becuase I could get stressed out...I remember when I wanted to try out for little league with Vaughn...the day I asked I was told \'Lukas what makes you think a little shit like you could handle it, dont make me laugh go run and play house with your sisters\' I hated him and I would have killed for his love at the same time. That\'s why Vaughn and I dont get along. While I would do anything for my father to love me Vaughn would have done anyhting not to have our fathers attention. I know Vaughn hated him for how he treated me but father still considered him his pride and joy I used to hate him it hurt so much but thats not even the worst of it when we were sixteen at....fuck are you crying? Oh gods Lexa dont cry for me not becuase of him\"

\"Don\'t stop I want to know\"

\"Lexa I dont want to upset you\"

\"Please\"

He let out a sigh but went on \"When we turned sixteen my father put a big party together but when we walked into the room all the banners and even the cake said Happy Birthday Vaughn and Phillip he had left my name off everything I could feel my heart start to clam up but then I saw him staring at me waiting for it to happen I was going to turn and run out but Vaughn grabbed my arm and kept me close all night hes the only reason I made it threw the night without dropping...but that night...he..my Father caught me on my way up to my room and thats a conversation I think about almost daily\"

-Flashback-

\"Lukas stay where you are\" Luke stopped at the bottom of the stairs and looked over at his father as he made his was over to him. When he was in front of Luke he left his gaze wander over him \"How in the hell are you my son Lukas\"

\"W..what?\"

\"Dont studer you fool, all we need is for you to start stuttering we already have to deal with that damn heart of your\'s Lukas. Where do you think you\'re going\"

\"My room\"

\"Why\"

\"The party is over and I\'m tired\"

\"Your heart\" It wasn\'t a question it was a statment and Luke hated having to nod his head yes\"

\"You should do us all a favor Lukas and just die the next time you have a heart attack\" He had turned and walked away after that not giving Lukas a chance to reply

-End Flashback-

Lexa wiped the tears she had cried away and looked up at him before kissing his cheek softly, he finally opened his eyes and Lexa could see the pain in them \"Hes a moron Luke\"

\"I sometimes think he was right\"

\"No!\" He looked at her suprised and she laid her head back on his chest and ran her fingers over it while she talked \"If you..if you had no one would have saved me. I would still be locked in that room in my own personal hell. I never would have met Ana, Kris, gRant and the rest of them I would have died alone you saved me Lukas dont ever forget that I..I love you Lukas\"

She closed her eyes tightly and hoped he wouldnt pull away from her, and he did\'t instead she felt him run a hand threw her hair and kiss the top of her head \"Night Lexy, you mean alot to me too\" It wasn\'t an \'I love you too\' but it would do for now he had told her somthing she had a feeling no one else knew not even his brothers. She closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep hugging Lukas tightly as she did