teenage kicks

*This is my face.....*

It was new year tomorrow.I was walking to Adrian's house, listening to Kate Nash on my ipod.

*covered in freckles,with the occasional spot and some veins*
It was the song "Mouthwash", its her singing about life in general and stuff....i think its too difficult to explain what its about, really.

*this is my body...covered in skin, and not all of it you can see...*

quite emotional, to me, anyway.Most things are emotional and upsetting to me.I'm hopeless with music.Such songs as the one i was listening to always gets me going.Oh and if you pass me in the street? You might be quite puzzled by my appearance. Or you might laugh. I was wearing a hot pink dress with a big white stripe in the middle going vertical. i wore electric blue tights,and socks with "spongebob squarepants" on them, pulled up so u can see a stretched yellow spongey grin.I wore burgundy kickers shoes.They look clumpy cos my legs are skinny.So now i was sobbing a little, so neon green eyeshadow and white mascara ran down my cheeks.
My hair is red, i was born with reddish hair but i make it redder with dye.It goes down to my waist, with curls in it - i do it with tongs. Its very thick and so very long. People like long thick hair.It doesnt stop me being laughed at though.
I dont think i care about that anymore, though. Cos my dress and the tights and what i was wearing, i wear usually.Its like my trademark look, and i feel comfortable when i wear them. I also like my make up colourful too.
See, you could be bored by now, me going on about shit.But my story is quite interesting, so i would read on if i were you.
I turned the corner so i was on adrian's street, and the floor was icy. I was making muffled sobbing noises, and slipped a little on the ice, dementedly humming along to Kate's voice. A man across the road stared at me like i was deliberately looking like a cunt.I glared back at him and hoped he got angry and punched his wife and kids and got arrested so his life was ruined.
As i opened Adrian's gate, i heard shouting, and the window above me smashed and a chair flew out. Glass sort of fell down on me like rain, but just for a second cos i moved underneath the door shelter very quickly. I stared at the chair like it was gonna say ouch or something. I would have done. At that moment Ade flung the front door open, marching out and sobbing. I worked out the situation and thought it was probably his crazy-ass mum playing up again.His mum was ill, with Bipolar disorder. I had been diagnosed with the same thing a year ago, but i hadnt done much to prevent it. I know it was wrong, but there was something inside me that felt lust for the quirkiness of my character. I just loved being a crazy bitch!I hadnt done much - yet, but Ade told me his mam had said it gets worse and worse and eventually u end up doing something so fucked-up its actually quite funny.Adrian looked at me with his beautiful green eyes, (not as green as mine, though), and just said "Hey Summer.Oh yeah, the chair? My mom just thrown that out the window cos she didn't like the way it stared at her. Have a nice day?"
he grabbed my wrist and we marched away from his house and down the street.I laughed, Knowing Ade wont be pissed off, he knows its just how i deal with things sometimes. I was thinking about him kissing me while he stared at my face.I don't think he knew that, though. I didnt dare flirt, in case he didn't like me.His hair was jet black and completely messed up, so a blunt fringe brushed his eyebrows.He said he wasn't an emo, Its just the way his hair is.It was thick and shiny, like mine.Today my hair was in a plait, running down my back, a few loose shorter bits framed my head, along with my thick fringe.
We walked for a while in silence. We didnt say anything to each other, just went to the local park and shared the bottle of vodka i had brought with me. We laughed loudly at some little toddler who fell off the swing on its face, and the mother looked at us as if she wanted us to die horribly. Fair enough, we thought. Eventually we set off back home, and i kissed Ade goodbye - a quick peck on the lips. We always did that, when we parted. I guess he just seen it as a friendship thing.
I head off back home, putting some fucked song on my ipod that i didnt even know the name of, but listened to anyway.I hummed along to it, imagining if only that kiss lasted a little longer. A warm, neat passionate kiss.Ade would hold me close around the waist, and brush his fingers lightly over me, stroking me now and again. He would tease my tongue with his slowly, and i would feel myself moisten, ready to make love with him.He'd put his hands on my ass too, and id let him.A lot of other things would lead after that, and when i got home i fantasised Three times about what it would be like.If only, with Adrian.If i didnt restrain myself so fucking much then i would straddle him and put my tongue in his mouth and let him find out how i feel towards him for his-self.

Okay that is the first part haha...this might be the long version now in fact, I know it can drag on but please let me know what you think. XD x