Hidden Desire

Hidden Desire
By: Lein Martin

Chapter 1 - The Day We Met

A pair of rich big yellow eyes stared through the school window. Sitting there bored a young boy, no older than 18 of age. With light brown hair that went down to his shoulder and had shades of blond added to it. He tapped his pencil to the desk bored, while looking down at his notebook. Besides the math class notes there was a bunch of doodles all over his paper. Sighing he looked at the watch. The last class of the day and he wondered why did it have to be math. His worse subject, or so it seemed to him, Sitting back his teacher\'s voice faded in the background, everything became fuzzy except for the sheets on his notebook paper. Tracing his fingers over his doodles he sighed, wishing to escape from this rather \"boring\" thing he called life. Finally a sound of music filled his ear, but before he could react he noticed it was the bell. Something pushed him off the desk as he landed on the floor. Unaware how he ended up there, he frowned. Laugher filled the class room as eyes turned to watch the boy sitting there on the ground. The thud when he landed really bought that attention and he hated that. Looking up he saw what had pushed him, it was a young boy. A tall boy with big dark brown eyes that seemed cold yet very beautiful. His skinned was olive in color and matched with his silky long brown hair that reached just past his shoulders. His body was so fit, the curves fit perfectly together as if on a statue. He was wearing a tight white muscular T-shirt to show off his perfect build and a pair of black baggy jeans that hung on his hips perfectly. A large chain was hanging over on his left side, it smacked on the rough jeans as he walked. The boy folded his arms over his chest as a smirked played across his lips.
\"Sauie Maritiki\", the boys voice boomed through the class room as he looked down at the boy on the ground while holding out a hand to help him up. People snickered around him, eyeing them, pointing to them. The taller boy turned and gave them an icy state that would feel as if he was piercing through you, wanting you to feel pain. The students gasped as they scattered out of the classroom, leaving Sauie with the boy and three other classmates that he guessed must have been the boy\'s friends.

Sauie took the boys hand, pulling himself up with his help. Though one thought bothered him, why did he help him if he was the one that pushed him down? Then he paused as he noticed a slight twinkle in the other boys eyes. He looked at him curiously then what he was looking at. It turned out to be his own body. Sauie\'s body was slender, small in size yet little muscles appeared to fight through him, showing he wasn\'t all that weak. Sauie was startled, he didn\'t know what to do or say.

\"I\'m Yukimie Stalie\" the boy introduced himself, his voice deep filled with dark energy that Sauie had never felt before from anyone. A shuddered ripped through Sauies body as he stood there, too caught up in the boys beauty. His face, he though it looked crafted out of a pillar made of marble. It was that beautiful to him, he wanted to touch. But then, what was he thinking, he didn\'t understand this rushing feeling that filled his body, mind and soul. \"And over there is Riff, Martel, and Kats\" he pointed to two boys and a girl.

\"I\'m Riff Hestel\", the boy with long silver hair and deep gray eyes that looked like little shiny moons stood aside from the other two. He was clearly not Japanese, maybe an American? Sauie couldn\'t guess, he could have been from anywhere. He was average in height and in body size, though Sauie figured he was gifted with the ability to stay as fit as a fly, Or so it looked to him, since during lunch you could always find Riff pigging out on sweets. Sauie nodded then looked towards the other too. Martel was probably around sixteen years of age, with a tough guy filled look and idn\idn\'t look Japanese. He had a red head band on and braided black hair. His skin was just a bit tanned and he was wearing a loose white oversized T-shirt with black baggy jeans that hung a bit off his waist. The girl on the other hand looked much scary to him. Her features strongly reeked of evil. She was tall due to a very high pair of red heals she was wearing and a black skirt that reached up to her knees, a leather..skirt. A black shirt, with a very low cut over her chest. Her face mean looking with a scar over her cheek, a pimple here and there and her hair was burned looking. It looked shaggy and destroyed, as if she was in a fire or something. Clearly she wasn\'t the most beautiful girl in the school. Taking his eyes off her he looked back at Yukimie with wondered...Again, why did he help him?

\"I\'m sorry for throwing you off like that\", Yukimie spoke softly to him as if he saw right through him. Sauie wondered if he was that transparent to people but it didn\'t seem like it. Maybe Yukimie\'s words came out naturally. After all, he did push him off the chair in the first place. But Sauie though that should be enough thought of that for one day.

\"It\'s okay\", he said simply, rather shyly. He wondered where that came from as he quickly began to pick up his books so he doesn\'t get anymore embarrassed in front of this beautiful boy. Stuffing his book\'s carelessly in to his backpack he hung it on his shoulder and grabbed his coat. Storming out of the classroom, his face now the color of crimson.

Yukimie looked, at the boy leave. He sighed as he picked up his stuff and started walking, a frown crossed his lips as he was lost in thoughts. Sauie, he was beautiful to him. He longed to hold his body. To touch him, to feel him under his fingers. Images of them together flew through his mind. As he shook them off, \"What am I thinking off\", he blinked staring at the next girl walking by. Wanting to slap her ass to prove he clearly wasn\'t interested in boys, but he couldn\'t. Riff watched him with a raised eyebrow, not sure of what to say when he nudged Martel on the ribs and pointed towards Yukimie\'s direction. Martel sighed then gently taking Yukimie\'s hand he slowly walked him out of the classroom.

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Yukimie set on the ledge the next day, his books gripped tightly under his left arm. A lit cigarette was in his right hand. He was dressed in a pair of black slacks and a white plain shirt that was not tucked in and his buttons where buttoned the wrong way, revealing his well build torso. Raising his muscular hand, he took a puff from the cigarette, sighing.

\"Morning\", came a voice. It send chills up his spine, causing his cigarette to drop to the ground. That voice, was like a sweet instrumental music to his ears. No matter how much he would deny it, he loved hearing it.

Slowly turning his head, he saw Sauie standing behind him. Sauie smiled brightly at him, eyes twinkling. He was wearing a simple white shirt and a pair of black pants just like Yukimie, except his shirt was buttoned neatly and tucked in. A tie hung around his neck and a jacket over his shoulder, covering half his shirt.

\"Hi\", Yukimie\'s mouth dropped slightly. Looking at the pretty face in front of him, he couldn\'t believe himself, he liked the boy.

Sauie smiled as he walked up the stone steps. \"I\'m surprised you not with Riff, Martel and Katz\", he looked around to find them but failed..Turning back to him his eyes fell upon him.

Yukimie looked back at the boys pair of shimmering yellow eyes as he felt a faint shuddered. He was so trapped in them, he found it was hard to get out. He could feel a warm heat rising within his chest and he felt like he had butterflies in his stomach. It felt good but wrong at the same time.

\"They are most likely ditching, Knowing them\", he finally spoke after finding his voice. A jolt of pleasure struck him hard as he felt Sauie\'s hand holding his, causing Yukimie\'s books to drop on to the ground.

\"Oh I\'m sorry\" Sauie\'s eyes fell to the books. As he bent down in front of Yukimie, picking them up, Yukimie\'s own eyes traveled over the boys body to his butt. It se to to be so perfect, he wanted to own it. Shaking the though away, he noticed his own hand reaching out, wanting to touch his butt. An involuntary movement but he wasn\'t able to stop, grunting with some struggle he paused.

\"Here\", Sauie said, standing up and turning to face him. Then seeing his hand and looking at it curiously.

\"Uh..Uh..\" Yukimie noticed that he couldn\'t find a good explanation for it so he grabbed his books and raced inside the school with the faint sound of the bell rung somewhere in his ear drums. He walked through the hallway, lost in his own thoughts, trapped in the box of his own self. He rushed through, shoving people to the side as he did. Finally halting as someone grabbed his arm hard causing him to twitch to the feeling of a sudden rushing pain that spilled through his body. Looking over to what caused this sudden movement and feeling it was a girl. \'Thank...you\' he thought to himself, managing to smile at her.

\"Yukimie!\" the girl spoke sweetly to him. She had long brown hair that went well with her pair of big green orbs. She was dressed in a white shirt with a black skirt that reached her knees, And she had all the right curves on her, not to mention a great pair of long legs. She was the type of girl that every guy would want or even think of her during the shower. She had a pretty face and a body to die for. Yukimie could tell, and she had throw herself at him a couple of times before.

\"Teal, whatever it is the answer is no.\" Some guys shot him dirty looks hearing him say that but he didn\'t much care. Those where the same guys that always undressed her with their eyes. And even though he had seen her rolling her eyes at them and walk away. Yukimie knew she flirted with those same creeps for the attention.

\"But I\'m just having a birthday party and your invited\", she handed him the invitation and swooned away, causing heads to turn as she walked. Heads that snapped back towards Yukimie when she was out of sight.

Yukimie blew strands of his hair away, then his eyes drifted to the invitation that she had laid in his hands. Then looking up, he gave a cold stare towards the others who turned their attention away. Shaking his head, he walked into his history class. The teacher was a grumpy old man that had fallen asleep during the lesson more then dozen of times in the past. Taking his usually seat at the back he looked around, his mind still on Sauie. But he knew he wouldn\'t see Sauie untill he was in science, the most hateful subject for him. It was as boring as math and the teacher herself was as blind as a bat. There was not a single good looking teacher in the school, even the nurse was crummy looking. Yukimie gave up on ever having excitement around here, it would be a miracle. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, he heard the bell ring. Getting up he started walking to science, only to stop in his tracks when he saw Sauie being picked on by Kai\'s gang. Snarling he walked up to him, and stepped in between Kai and Sauie.

\"Leave him\", Yukimie growled, his voice filled with burning anger. He wondered why he was protecting him but it was to late to think about that now. The words where spoken, his actions where taken, it was to late to take it all back now.

Kai blinked, looking stunned to Yukimie, his big brown eyes showed distant fear. \"Its none of your problem so beat it!\"

Yukimie grabbed Kai by his shirt, the other boys of his gang looked startled but ready to protect Kai in any way possible. \"It is my problem, because you are trespassing on my property! The boy is my toy, I get to pick on him. NOT you!\" He threw Kai to the wall. Eyes flaring with anger as he was breathing hard then paused and looked back at Sauie. \"Are you-\" he paused, noticing the boys startled reaction.

\"Your...Toy?\" he spoke quietly his eyes wide. Is that what Yukimie considered him? Someone he could pick on? And here he though that he finally had a real friend, someone he could rely on. To bad he didn\'t know this sooner, before he started to like him even more, and not in a friends type of way. He just didn\'t know what to think now.

Yukimie gasped, remembering his own harsh words. \"Sauie..That...is not what I meant to say.\" Well part of it but it came out completely wrong. He didn\'t want him to be a toy in that way, he liked him a lot. But now..Just great, what did he do now but upset him. He opened his mouth to say sorry but it was to late to explain anything either, Sauie had turned and ran down the hallway. \"Sauie!!\"

The other boys laughed as they watched him then the laughs faded when sharp pains hit their stomachs. Soon they picked up Kai and shot Yukimie looks as the late bell rang they walked away to their classes.

Yukimie didn\'t move when it rang, instead he just stood there looking at the empty hallway. The image of Sauie still in his mind, of Watching him run away. Those cruel words, hearing them echo in his ears as they spilled mindlessly from his mouth. How could he have? He couldn\'t understand why he said them. Maybe it was because he didn\'t want to admit the sudden rushing warm feelings he felt for the boy. Deciding to go look for Sauie instead of going to class, he began to walk when a soft touch on his shoulder stopped him. Slowly turning, his eyes fell upon red wavy hair first. Taking a step back his eyes drifted over the figure of a young woman, no older then maybe...25?

\"Uh..\" his eyes went wide, liking what he saw. She was tall, with red hair and big pair of shimmering emerald green eyes, that looked as if they illuminated by a bright light. A light that was causing a faint sparkle within them. Her body was well curved but he frowned noticing it was covered by a white lab coat. Wanting to see more of the woman\'s figure, his eyes flew to her chest and the tag on the coat. It said her name, Miss Martin? Not married then. Good, actually very good, he though.

\"Give him time, he will be alright. But I must say that was harsh.\" She spoke calmly, as if she saw right through him or something. Smiling gently at him she stood up a bit more. Maybe the boots she was wearing made her taller then she seemed, but whatever it was, she was still very beautiful. A deadly beauty it seemed, and there was somng ang about her eyes that Yukimie could not figure out. They looked so cold, as if they killed before or she possessed that ability.

Yukimie looked at her, speechless, all his words seemed to have disappeared from him when the young woman spoke. \"Who are you?\" thats all he could think of at that moment. Unable to think straight as everything seemed to spin.Was she a teacher? a mother of someone? No, she couldn\'t have been a mother but maybe a sister to one of his fellow classmates. Sauie\'s sister? Maybe not, she really did not look like the boy. But what was he thinking, her jacket or the coat had a name tag. A name tag that is usually worn by new teachers. \"Never mind..but...You teach here?\" another strange question, how dumb of him to ask her that. Though he was just shocked to see someone as beautiful as her be a teacher. A model maybe, but not a teacher. \"Sorry..Miss..Martin\", he bowed in front of her,a show of respect.

\"Actually, it\'s Doctor Martin, they screwed up my title it seems\", her voice gave off a slight anger to it but she still managed it to keep it calm and friendly towards the young boy.

Yukimie nodded wondering about it, \"A doctor, what kind of a doctor?\" He raised an eyebrow wondering what she was. There was so many possibilities she could have been, though somehow he hoped she was a good one. She had said screwed in talking to him and maybe she could really help him with his problems. Though he didn\'t know how a doctor would help, maybe just give a better explanation on how his body and mind works?

She shook her head looking at him and sighed, \"No..Actually, I\'m sorry but I\'m a scientist and well..I think doctor is a formal thing to call us\", she smiled, \"though some people still don\'t have respect towards us or it seem so\", she grinned to him and shook her head. Her eyes looked him up and down for a moment before she spoke again, \"Uh..You must be Yukimie\" she nodded.

He looked at her with wide eyes as he nodded, not completely fully understanding how this lovely woman had heard of him. Yet he carried a reputation of being a bad boy, that must have been it. Smirking as he gave her an arrogant look, he stood up and ran his hand over his hair, \"Why yes I am, the one and only.\" he grinned proudly. \"Now, did my principle or dean warn you about my Huge . . reputation as the bad ass of the school? The Juvenile Delinquent?\" he smiled wickedly at her as he let his eyes boldly looked down her body.

\"No...\" she spoke quickly and gave him an odd look. \"Your late for my class\", she took out the list and pointed out to him. \"And the only way I knew it must have been you because I have meet Sauie before, So I was guessing that you\'er Yukimie since your the only other person out of my class\" she smiled brightly, loving to show others how smart she was. She pointed to her classroom , an order for him to get in there and take his seat. \"You can speak to Sauie later. I know how much you want to\", she spoke calmly once again.

\"Alright\", Yukimie sighed as he walked in to the classroom watching the kids around him. They all seemed to be spread out everywhere, looking at a huge model of the moon. He wondered if thats what they where going to be learning about. But before he could ponder more on that, the lights shut out and the windows where closed by some of the students in the class, as if they had already been ordered to. Doctor Martin shut the door to the classroom and cleared her throat.

\"Science,I bet many of you would find this a boring subject, would you not\", her voice boomed through the room as she flicked on a flashlight and looked around the class. \"Sure you would, if you have a boring blind old bat\", she grinned joking about their teacher.

\"Fusion, Gravity, Locomotion, Chemicals and different bonds.\" She contained, \"You probably all sit and ask yourself \'why do we need to know this exactly? It\'s boring ol\' crap\' right?\" she looked around at the quiet faces that listened to her and nodded when she spoke to them. \"Well, let\'s travel to space\" she pointed her flashlight to the back of the room to the black wall where a bright white circle appeared \"that\'s...the moon.\"

Yukimie sat there thinking, as his teachers voice slowly faded in the background. His eyes looked over at Sauie\'s seat but no one was there. How could he been so careless, why did he have to speak before thinking? But he wanted to help, he wanted to help because he had grown into liking him but yet he had ruined it. Closing his eyes, the images of Sauie flashed before him. So beautiful, his tender body, awaiting to be touched by him. \"Ugh\", he was so frustrated with himself by this point he wanted to run out. But maybe Miss..Doctor Martin was right, maybe Sauie needed time. He\'d walk over after school, to his house and apologize about his stupidity.

After the day ended, Yukimie rushed out of his math class and ran down the stairs to the main level of the school. Stepping out only, to his luck, to get hit by rain. It washed down over his torso, making the white shirt and his slacks cling to his body. Rushing through the water covered streets as he stepped in puddles, not paying attention because his mind was set on one thing, on Sauie. The cold, the rain, the wetness of his clothes and the dark shade of mud on his shoes didn\'t seem to bother him at that moment. He had to get there, he had to see him. But he was so confused, he couldn\'t be gay. Girls yes, he liked them. Sauie, his mind it was a complete mess. Though thinking back to Riff and his current lover, they seemed so happy together. There was nothing wrong with that kind of relationship. Plus the boy was very beautiful. Another warm feeling was rising within his chest, he felt like choking over it now. It was hard to breath just thinking about him. Breathing hard he stopped in his tracks, his gaze drifted over an apartment building. Soaking wet he rushed up the stairs, running to the door and pushing it open. Stepping inside he rushed upstairs to the 5th landing. Standing in front of 5K, looking at the door bitting his nails, so nervous. Then the door opened and Yukimie stood back startled and eyes wide.

What?\" Sauie stood confused as he faced the young boy in front of him. Raising an eyebrow he couldn\'t say that he wasn\'t shocked to see him, because he really was. \"Yukimie?\" he stepped out from his apartment. His eyes looked over the boy \"you\'re socking wet\", he came up to the boy slowly. \"Come inside and warm up, okay?\" then before he could answer, Sauie took his hand leading him inside the apartment.

\"Thanks\", a faint smile grew over Yukimie\'s lips as he followed him in. Sneezing slightly he hoped he wasn\'t catching a cold. That wouldn\'t be to exciting in his case after all. \"Sauie..Those words..I\'m sorry I didn\'t mean it\" he tried to explain \"I..didn\'t mean it that way\".

Sauie twitched when he heard him speak. Why did he have to speak? Couldn\'t he just leave it that way. \"Take off your clothes, I\'ll give you something dry\", he nodded as he walked into his large bedroom. Walking to his closet, he opened it, pulling out a large cotton T-shirt and a pair of sweat pants. That would have to do for the time being. Walking back to where Yukimie was in the living room, he noticed now that the boy was standing now only in his boxers. His eyes dropped to the boys perfect body, it\'s fit muscular form. He noticed the biceps, his chest, his arms. Placing the dry clothes on the couch he blushed as he came up to him and took his wet clothing. \"You need a pair ..of boxers\", he couldn\'t believe that his eyes traveled that low, to look there. Almost running out of the room, he went back to his bedroom. Closing the door breathing hard, for he still couldn\'t get that image out from his mind.

Yukimie smiled noticing Sauie\'s reaction and slowly slipped down his wet boxers boxers. Knowing how much it will shock Sauie seeing him naked, standing in his living room. A naughty though entered his mind, for the time being everything flew out of his mind, even girls.

Sauie picked out a pair of deep blue silky boxers as he smiled and went back in to the living room.He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Yukimie standing facing him naked. Feeling frozen in place he looked into his eyes then, he couldn\'t help it as his eyes looked down. Gasping a little, he stood there with his mouth open. Watching as it got thicker and harder, watching as it lifted up into the air. He shook his head, trying to keep his eyes away but he couldn\'t move. Looking over his dick a shiver crawled up his spin, making him twitch slightly to the feeling. His mouth opened as it soon became to dry. Soon the clean and dry boxers he was holding fell down gracefully to the floor, as if they where a petal. Unsure of still what to say, a small breath escaped him as he soon found himself choking of his own rising heat. He slowly licked his lips and tried to speak but no words came.He felt an answering heat and awakening below his own belt. Feeling the pulsing pain in his pants he grunted as it pushed against his own hard jeans, causing it to ache.

Yukimies soft lips curled in to a gentle smile, knowing the boy liked what he saw. Moving gracefully yet at a very slow pace towards the boy a bigger grin appeared over his face when he suddenly saw the bulge pocking out. \"This must hurt\", he spoke in a husky voice as his slender fingers run over the buldge as he felt it twitch under his touch. \"Let it free\", he grinned widely as his finger ran over his zipper in a teasing manner.

Sauie let out a groan but soon he found it muffled by Yukimies own lips. His eyes went wide but found himself pressing his lips more against his. Deepening the kiss he suddenly felt a little free in the below area.Noticing that Yukimie has unzipped his pants all the way.

Yukimie grinned then gently pushed the boy against the wall, slipping his pants down a bit as his tongue ran over his lips wanting in. To his surprise Sauie opened his mouth to his actions. Slipping his own tongue in to Sauie\'s mouth he probbed around, exploring the area as he tasted his sweat saliva. His hand helped him pull down his pants more, as he pulled away from the kiss for a brief second. Slipping his pants down to his knees he kneeled down and kissed his hard dick through his boxers. Smiling as he looked up at the boy with lust filled eyes, a twinkle of care washing over them.

Sauie let out a low groan when he kissed him there, twitching slightly he noticed his knees getting weaker. Then a cold air washed over him as he looked down and noticed Yukimie slowly pulling down his boxers. Pressing his body more against the cold wall he didn\'t know what to do. Then a jolt of pleasure ran through him when he felt something moist around his throbbing dick. Looking down he noticed Yukimie taking the tip of it in to his mouth. A soft moan pushed through his lips as his own hand rested on top of Yukimie\'s head, then he trailed his fingers slowly through his thick hair.

Yukimie grinned when he felt the soft touches on the top of his head. Taking his length more in to his mouth, his tongue ran roughly over his length. Hearing a moan rise from the boy\'s mouth he purred with delight, sending the vibrations over his dick. Hearing the soft moans escaping Sauie\'s mouth he sucked on him harder.

Sauie let out servel moan\'s in the row, unable to hold them back they just seemed to push out of him. By this point his breathing shattered like a glass, leaving thick sharp pieces around. Slowly he pushed Yukimie\'s head a bit more over him, shivering to his touch when he felt Yukimie\'s fingers trail to his thigh. Heat, wonderful burning heat ripped through his body.

Yukimie smirked, his tongue still running over him roughly. Gently running his fingers over the two sacs below his shaft he gave them a very light squeeze. Then running his fingers over the boy\'s length he noticed him twitch and smiled widely then sucked at the tip again..Wanting to taste the boy\'s gift, feeling it pulse with warmth he knew that he was close.

A scream of pleasure erupted from Sauie mouth as he spilled himself in to Yukimie\'s mouth, eyes rolling back slightly. Grunting when he felt the boy suck every single drop of him out of him. His knees weakened as he fell down to the floor breathing hard. Slowly reaching he wrapped his hands around the boys slender frame, pulling him closer as he tried to catch his breath. \"That was...\" he had no words how to describe the feeling he just felt for it was itself beyond words.

Yukimie placed his finger over the boys mouth after tasting his bitter sweetness in his mouth. Pressing his lips against his he pulled him closer in to a kiss. He couldn\'t believe himself and what he just done, but then again..He loved the boy, though he wasn\'t going to admit to it. Then, screams ran through his mind causing him to cringe. Bolting up he picked up the dry boxers and slipped them on and picked up his clothes as he looked towards Sauie. \"I have to go kid..I there..is something I have to take care off\", he nodded as his mind split with terrible pain from the shouting screams.

Sauie looked at him worried, \"are you alright? what\'s wrong?\" he doubted that Yukimie was about to tell him, though it was worth the try.

Yukimie smiled as he slowly pulled his jeans on, \"don\'t worry..It will be okay\" he wispered in to his ear then placing his hand on the back of his neck he pulled him closer and kissed him. \"I\'ll see you soon\", he spoke quietly then ran to the door as he opened it and rushed down the strairs. Finally running out of the building he looked around, noticing that not a soul was around he closed his eyes. Black light surrounded him as a pair of black angel wings spread out from the back of him, causing for black feathers to fall out and fly with the wind. It was more then a pretty sight, the boy looked beautiful. The wings fluttered behind him as he kicked off the ground and flew up in to the air. Flying towards the screams but at the same time, he couldn\'t get Sauie out of his mind..And how much he loved him....