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A DAMN "RAPE" ALERT WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE THAN ADVISABLE!!! Your stories are nice but give me a break....rape again?? ALl your stories are becoming so predictable!!! I guess that in the future we are going to have a moronic Joni letting himself be raped again and again only for some ictures...ohhh no terrible!!!
I really agree with the opinion of Nathaniel...I really don´t imagine myself enjoying a rape scene without knowing it so I can at least ignore the thing.... being raped is not something that you can post just for the likes without letting your public know about it man!!! Can be an imaginarian abuse but to many of us has happened!!!!!!

I think the story is quite believable. Joni is a little silly but he behaves the way a real person would. I am stunned as well by the rape but after two years it would not mean the automatic end of the relationship. Love does not die so easily. I can see how Joni would be too shocked to believe that the whole thing actually happened. I think Misha has been the silly one in this relationship. I don't know what he has been waiting for all this time. It is not as if Joni was twelve when they met. He is the one who drove Joni away in the first place. I wonder why he has such a hard time admitting that he likes Joni.

You updated yeah !! And it wa a great update except that like Nathaniel and Lusinerd wrote a warning would have been good. Rape totally turns me off in stories, same as people who let others abuse them. But anyway, I just skipped the rape part. Why is Joni now thinking back about Misha after 2 yrs in a relationship with Chris ? He should have seen the signs before (No was never no with Chris before so). I hope he gets out of this before it's too late >.<; Joni should try to tell te truth to his parents and Dima about Chris and quit modeling if necessary. His health is more important.

Now on more happier subject, what Misha appearance qill bring is the only thing i want to know. I am his sincere fan. If Joni was crazy enough to play the bad cards, would you give him to me Kolgrim please ???? I REALLY DO want him ...

AAAAGGGHHHH!!!! I SO WANT TO RIP CHRIS'S DICK OFF! THE MAN MUST DIE!!!!! POOR JONI. THAT CHAPTER REALLY MADE ME WANT TO CRY. THIS PLOT TWIST IS GREAT BUT DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO DEPRESSING. I CAN'T STAND TO SEE JONI HURT AND I'M REALLY HATING CHRIS, BUT SOMEHOW I CAN'T STOP READING THIS FIC. I THINK YOU DID A REALLY GREAT JOB OF PORTRAYING JONI AS THE VICTIM. MOST VICTIMS OF ABUSE CAN'T REALLY SEE THE WAY OUT, AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU MADE JONI EXPERIENCE. ALTHOUGH I FIND IT REALISTIC, I STILL DON'T LIKE IT. IT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD :(

still liking it! yeah, granting some readers are really sensitive about the topic. the rape warning would make a lot of difference. but then again, the plot is still great and i still love reading it. i just hope that joni won't suffer much. but if he does, well, i will still love it! hehehe, i'm more into angst and I just love your story because I believe that there will still be a happy ending. we all have different opinions and it just so happened that I love ALL your stories.

mischa where are you?! please show yourself now. joni needs you badly! just wait for mischa chris!surely you will get what you truly deserved for what you did!

can't wait for more!

I hope Misha will kick Chris's ass!!! Poor Joni, I feel sorry for him. He deserves better.

yeah chris....next time be more "gentle" with poor little johny.....

Hello Kolgrim!

Interesting chapter. Chris seems to have some real trust issues. A little possessive streak is okay, a little bit of jealousy can be spicy but this? Threatening friends, trying to control every bit and aspect of the other's life - can it get any worse without becoming bodily harmful. Well, it actually got kinda harmful (at least painful) for Joni.

I wonder a little about Joni. He sure is kinda unexperienced and this is his first long-term relationship if not his first real relationship but Chris seems to be this controlling for over a year now and Joni (with all his failures) doesn't come over as a wimp that accepts this kind of behavior for a longer time. Hopefully he does something about it, even break up, or Chris gets his jealousy in check.

As for topping and bottoming: I often wonder what you women think it takes to bottom or top. I don't really get it, I even don't understand the fascination of Yaoi-Mangas and Animes, that in most cases doesn't picture gay relationships but a man and a woman in a man's body... ;-) But of course Joni, Misha and Chris are your characters so if you say Joni never ever will top, he has my full sympathy and regret but that's how it is. And if Misha won't bottom I feel sorry for him, too. For Chris I don't feel any regret - he deserves it, not to experience the wonder and joy of being on bottom. *shrugs* Poor boys... *smiles* But I still like Joni (He served, cool!) nonetheless. Chris and Misha? I don't know right now. Let's see what the next chapters bring!

Bye Kolgrim! *waves*
Nathaniel

-. - still don't like chris. I'm attached to the russian.

Chris is so confusing in this chapter. It was wonderfully written and so realistic.
I've been within this same situation with my partner. Unfortunately on the jealous side.
I hope they work it out and Chris becomes less violent and well...bi-polar.